Thoughts..

"Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like.." - Will Smith

Thought Of The Day..

"Rumors are carried by haters, spread by fools, & accepted by morons.." =]

The Last Day of 2011...

Orang lain pegi holiday, catch the Countdown of 2012 & see the fireworks. We don't have the time for all that.. Busy with packing & moving back into our crib..

[Oh! And to YOU! Let me clarify this to that "hati busok" of yours.. It's us moving back into our OLD CRIB in Taman Jurong & NOT us getting ourselves A NEW CRIB, like the stinking rumors that you had been creating to the whole world.. GET YOUR BLOODY BRAINLESS FACTS RIGHT BEFORE USING THAT FARKING MOUTH OF YOURS TO SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT ME OR MY FAMILY.. Sendiri tak betol, nak dok sedap mengate pasal aku.. Prangai jenis tak pernah diajar & ditegor! JENIS MAKCIK2 AHLI TINGKAP & KAKAK2 KEPO YANG TAK DE KEJE NAK SEBOK JAGE TEPI KAIN ORANG! Mane kau nak letak muke kau? Da mengate blakang orang, buat crite plak tu.. Tak malu.. Kalau aku jadi kau, aku sorot muke aku jaoh2..]

I had a wonderful dream.. Guess Allah knows that I've got no time to see the fireworks, so He brought the fireworks over to me in my dream. It was a nice one. =]

Always remember that wherever you go, how hard life can be.. Allah is always there for you.. Always taking care of you.. Watching over you.. <3

2012.. A new beginning for what is yet to come.. A little new us inside of me.. We see u soon our Lil Tumtum.. Just a few more months to go.. =]

Last day of 2011.. Till the arrival of 2012.. Thank you Allah, for giving me a chance to breathe & be with my loved ones yet again without fail.

Alhamdulillah, syukur.. =]

Do As Much As You Want With What Is Left..

You know there's always that particular sickening human who's always there to compete with you?

The ones who only God knows why the hell they have that so much enviness towards you for having a happy life?

As in, bile orang nak tunang, dorang pon sebok2 nak tunang.. Bile orang nak nikah, dorang pon sebok2 nak nikah.. Bile orang lain beli rumah besar, dorang pon sebok2 nak beli rumah besar.. Bile orang lain got a good job with a good pay, dorang pon sebok2 nak capai ke matlamat itu..

Pendek kate, ape yang orang lain ade, dorang pon sebok2 nak jugak ade.. Tapi tahap jenis yang tak nak kalah.. Jenis "lebih up" dari orang lain.. (Asal tak ikot skali gi beli sluar/baju dlm colour/brand ape yg org lain pakai eh?)

And if possible, these type of people wish to see you fall without even getting a chance to climb back up again..

I'm telling you, they will be the most happiest sickening jackasses in the whole entire universe when they find out that you fail miserably in life..

That other feeling they have in them is, Hatred..

I know some of us, we just gotta deal & face with these type of sickening people in our lives.. And the saddest thing would be, is that some of these people, are part of your family members; Parents, cousins, relatives or even in-laws..

Have you ever wonder? Why are they even like that in the first place? I mean, what they get by doing all this? Pure "satisfaction" for seeing other people's life being brought to a downfall?

And you know, these type of people, they can put on a "muke tak bersalah" mask on their faces & then start a conversation to the person WHO they really WISH for that downfall to happen.. Like wtf? Cut me some slack here & go shovel that hypocritical face else where! Sheesh.. We're not born a retard thinking you can fake that bloody face to us..

I.. just.. can't.. show myself & PRETEND.. that I'm happily OK.. talking to these type of people with a smile on my face.. Whoa.. I can't..

After all the shit they did & every single freaking ass things they've been telling to people about my family with all the "Indian spices" that they added into their stories..

Yet again, I still asked myself this, "WHAT THE BLOODY HELL THEY GET BY DOING WHAT THEY DID?" NAK TNGK SAUDARE SESAME SENDIRI JATO..? NAK MATIKAN SAUDARE SESAME SENDIRI..? Whereby THEY know that they've been in THAT kinda position before, having others putting hatred & enviness towards them & wanting to see them fall..

Sigh.. I don't know.. Too blinded to even recall those moments, I guess? Maybe too proud with what they have right now..

Nak matikan orang sampai bile? Soon, all these taking advantage of others, back-biting, bitch-mouthing & hoping to watch other people's downfall will end.. And yes, I'm referring to a bunch of YOU..

It's all gonna be over soon.. So take advantage, back-bite & bitch-mouth as MUCH as you want with what's left.. Coz I know, that's what YOU people are doing right now..

I'm cool.. But just remember, what goes around, will always comes around.. =]

Little Tumtum @ 12 weeks...

OK, this is the latest ultrascan picture taken just recently..

A fully developed baby.. =]

A little baby boy, alhamdulillah..

Little Tumtum @ 9 weeks...

Couldn't see much here in this ultrascan picture coz Little Tumtum's not fully developed yet..

His heart is clearly visible though..

By using the ultrasound device, we could definitely hear the sound of his heart, beating like a thunder of galloping horses... =]

There's Always Something For You, Even When You Least Expect It...

Life is full of ups & downs..

You'll meet & get to know different kinds of people.. Making new friends & enemies along the way.. But only those who really know you will accept you as who you are & will always stay true to that friendship, no matter what happens..

And I do believe that there's always something behind everything.. Why certain things happened that way.. Just gotta swallow whatever that's left behind & move on with life..

To those of you & you know who you are.. Don't tryna pretend & act like you think I (or should I say, we) didn't see it coming.. Those bad things you said about us to everyone you know.. My dear, haven't you heard the saying that even "the walls have ears"? So please, we ain't that stupid nor are we blind, not being able to see, hear & feel those things that's happening around & about us..

A little advice, "Don't throw water to clean the back of others, when your own back is covered with DIRT.."

I suggest you go watch your back (plus your mouth too) before karma hits your life by surprise.. Coz remember, what goes around, eventually comes around.. Jangan nak slalu mengate, mengaib & memfitnah orang lain, diri sendiri blom tentu betol.. Pernah blaja ugame kan? Pandai2 la jawab di Akhirat nanti yer.. =)

Oh! And Salam Ma'al Hijrah to all Muslims.. A new year & a new beginning, insya'allah.. =)

In fact, something did happened recently.. There's this saying, "Kalau Allah nak berikan sesuatu, dalam ape jua keadaan skali pon, Dia tetap akan memberi.." & He did.. Another little bundle of joy, an addition to the family.. Alhamdulillah..

Everyone were asking, "But I thought you guys are on family planning, right?"

Yes, indeed.. Eversince we had Asyura.. But then again, if Allah gives you that chance to have another baby, anything can happen, even if you're on family planning.. Indeed, both hub & I, we were taken aback by surprise with the news of having a new member in our family.. Our little tumtum, another bundle of joy.. "Kaye anak.." Alhamdulillah.. =)

Alhamdulillah, a new Islamic year, a new start for us.. Insya'allah.. Amin..