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Friday, November 10, 2017

Al-Fatehah Buat Arwah Pak Long Ku..

I was on a short vacation with my family when I received the sad news of Pak Long’s passing.. It was on our very last day in Melaka.. Just like the others who had passed on before him, it took me a while to get the news digested in my mind..

I stared at the mirror in the shower of my hotel room, telling myself,”Pak Long dah tak de.. Remember the promise you kept a few years ago..”

I broke down the moment I spoke to dad on the phone.. Tried my best not to shed my tears but I did while we’re all in the car on our way back to Singapore..

I made a promise to him on the day Arwah Wak Mi passed away a few years back.. Pak Long saw how devastated I was knowing that my favourite maternal uncle had passed on to another life.. He hugged me & said,”Dah dah jangan nanges2.. Janji dengan Pak Long.. Nanti kalau Pak Long dah tak de, Pak Long tak nak Lily nanges2 macam ni OK? Doakan Pak Long.. Janji dengan Pak Long..”

So on the day of Arwah Pak Long’s burial, I didn’t shed a single tear.. I tried so hard holding it back until a few days later, upon reading all the posts written by my brother & cousins, I couldn’t hold it any longer.. I cried..

Surely we belong to Allah & to Him shall we return.. Al-Fatehah buat Allahyarham Haji Khamis Bin Ahmad yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada 6 hari bulan November 2017.. Semoga Allah jaohkan ia daripada seksa kubor & api neraka & masokkan ia ke dalam syurga dikalangan mereka yang beriman.. Ameen..

Jasa mu terhadap kami sekeluarga tetap akanku kenang selama nya.. He’ve seen me at my worst, was there for us when dad wasn’t around.. He knew what kind of girl I had become amidst all the family issues I was facing, how I turned out to be & yet he chose to stay silent.. Never did he looked down upon me..

Semoga Pak Long tenang di sana.. Ameen..







  


Monday, June 26, 2017

Alhamdulillah, Tak Rugi Orang Yang Sabar..


1st day of Eid spent entirely at home entertaining guests. Hub's 2nd brother & his huge family.. Our nieces & nephews are all grown up!! GOSH!! Rasa sunggoh tua diri ini.. Hahahahah!!

Felt so terkilan coz I didn't take a shot with my 1st sister-inlaw & her kids who came over as well coz we're all so engrossed in our convos & catching up with each other's lives..

On a brighter note, I'm glad that the ties I had with my 1st & 2nd sister-inlaw are better now.. Tak rugi org yg sabar.. Suatu hari, Allah akan tunjokkan jugak perkara yg sebenar & someone's true colour.. Alhamdulillah.. AND on another note, the hub kept teasing me, saying that one day, I'll be a grandma & that his nephew's child will have to call me Nenek Ly when the time comes.. "Nek Ly!! Ooooooo Nek Ly!!" HAHAHAHAHAH!! Kurang asam.. HAHAHAHAHAH!!

And on a sickening note, I don't get it why some even bother coming over to my crib (best part bole call mil aku in advance tanya tuan punya ruma da keluar ruma beraya ke blom) & even though I hate seeing the sight of their hypocrite shit-ass faces but yet I still put away that hatred in me & spoke to them as if nothing happened & yet they even dare showed up with a shit-ass attitude kinda face.. Patot aku yg mengamok coz of the shit-ass things they've said & done to & about us.. Kalau aku tk pandang muke laki aku, mertua aku yg dudok serumah dgn aku & kalau aku tk pegang kata2 Rasulullah saw bahawa tetamu itu pembawa rahmat, mmg siang2 aku da buat satu scene..

Prangai mintak kene kahak.. Kecik2 tk nk mampos, da tua ganyot buat darah org up..

Dan pade pendapat aku, kalau hati tk ikhlas tk payah nk tebalkan muke mintak maaf & mintak halalkan makan minom step berlakon tunjok prangai baik dtg ruma org.. Satu step depan prangai baik blakang mengate, lagi satu plak muke stuck-up habes.. Muke babi pon kalah.. A pair of hypocrites..

Sunday, March 12, 2017

Be Wise..


Always listen to both sides of the story before you judge.. The 1st storyteller you'll find has modified the story for their own benefit & the version you heard probably was the least accurate. If you don't know the situation, then you don't have the right to draw an opinion & jump to conclusions.. Never judge without knowing the whole story. You may think you understand, but you don't.. Be wise.. If you have judged before hearing both, then SHAME ON YOU.. #stfu #justsaying

Sunday, March 5, 2017

Thank You For The Visit, Adeline & Hubby..



They came over just a day before my surgery.. We had fun talking & laughing!! Glad they loved the food that I cooked for them.. Truly am bless to be given such a good friend who never fails to keep in touch even when our lives have changed..

True friends regardless of race, religion & nationality..

Missing Weifeng here.. My other 'cabo'.. xoxo

Friday, February 3, 2017

Home, Love, Faith, Family..






My first test for 2017.. My health.. If only they knew the magnitude of my love & devotion towards them, they'll always remember me for the rest of their lives even when I'm gone one day..

You'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have for the sake of those you love.. My family..

My countdown starts now..

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

And I've Decided To Go For It..


Was doing a research about Arrhythmia on the Internet & chanced upon this article.. 1 of them is my Cardiologist..

It's important to seek treatment sooner than later as Arrhythmia is a progressive disease.. When left untreated, it will lead to something else; new pathways or entry points in other areas of the heart.. The greater the severity, the harder it is to cure as a patient grows older..

Been coping & enduring it since 15 years of age.. The last recurrence nearly cost me my life. All will be well, for the sake of my family & myself.. Ameen.. I may look happy, tough & all smiles since the day I was discharged from the A&E.. But deep within, only Allah knows how I feel & think for what is yet to come; The Pros & Cons of the procedure.. I'm sure with His help, I will pull thru just like I always did.. Ameen..

On a side note, one doesn't simply READ & LOOK at other's health condition & say,"Oh it's nothing serious.. Her illness is a mild one & will go over time, just need to bla bla bla bla bla bla etc.." I feel like asking these people,"Have you read & look at your own health first? Head to toe, you healthy? Able to walk properly? You PHYSICALLY FIT? (Suddenly the 'I-like-to-move-it-move-it' song came ringing in my head. LOL)"

One will not experience how others feel when they're not given a chance to fit into other's shoes.. I do appreciate the concern but, I must say that Allah created us with brains to think & for that said, there should be some kind of evidence to proof a certain fact or judgment about certain things instead of saying it bluntly.. Good nite..

Tuesday, January 31, 2017

Me Selfie..



Long time no selfie.. Kinda love how the colour of my hijab matches the colour of my lips..  =))

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