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I am feeling very sad & disappointed...

Everytime I tried brushing it aside, it just comes back on & on... Everytime I be nice to someone, that someone would eventually step on my head over & over again...

I wonder how would they feel if they were in my shoes... I guess they couldn't be bothered to think about it...

So why would I even be bothered thinking about them & the problems that they are facing when they don't even bother thinking about me? So should I be doing things that only concerns me like what they did?

Also, there's always a reason behind everything that happen...

When The Almighty gives you wealth, there must be a reason for HIM to give you that kind of wealth...

And the promise that you said to me a few years back thru MSN, that, I definitely still remember & is still fresh in my mind... And when the time comes, I'll definitely ask you about it personally coz so far, nothing is being done to resolve it...

I guess the saying is true, when you have a bit of wealth, you seems to forget about everything that you said & even everyone that you know...

It's such a sad thing...

And fyi, now then I believe that you are taking advantage of me... You take my kindness for granted... I hope may The Almighty make you realise this in a "POSITIVE WAY"...

Shucks... I never feel this sad, this disappointed, this used & this taken advantage @ in my whole entire life...

And the best part, it has to come from you, of all people whom I know, whom I ever shared my problems with...

I am really out of words... ='(

Time & time again, I've been expressing myself with entries like these... Time & time again I've been taken advantage @... I don't know whether should I be feeling angry or pissed? But I seriously am feeling bloody sad like crazy & to the extend of shedding my tears...

Like it or not, I've to face whatever obstacles that comes by with a peaceful mind & heart...

And when The Almighty is testing you with obstacles, He's focusing right on you to see whether will you pass His Test...

Insya'allah, I'll pluck up everything that's left within me to pass thru this test... Coz I know that there's always a sunshine after the rain... And He never breaks His Promises to His Humble Servants who pass His Tests...

There is no power & no strength except allah's,the highest high, the almighty

la hawla wala quwata illa billa hil aliyil azeem

I guess I should start doing my work now before this whole entire office gets flooded with my tears...