Happy 7th Birthday Abang Asil..

December 21st, 2013..

Waiting for the day where you'll be able to access & read this birthday message of mine that's meant for you..

A year older, Alhamdulillah.. A year wiser, InshaAllah.. Ameen..

I still couldn't believe that you look exactly like your Baba.. His 1 & only duplicate copy.. But, you still have your Ummi's "jendol" though.. Well, that's OK.. At least all of you have a bit of me; my "jendol". =]

I hope you grow up to be good & responsible.. One who will always think before you act.. Wherever you go & whatever you do, NEVER EVER FORGET YOUR ROOTS  & WHERE YOU CAME FROM.. Always instill this in you..

Take good care of your siblings.. Always love & be there for each other NO MATTER WHAT.. ONE FOR ALL & ALL FOR ONE.. Kalau nak ajak satu klua jalan2 makan angen.. Yang lain sume ikot jalan2 happy2 same2. And NOT just ajak 1 party while the other you don't even bother to implore.. Or worse still, stakat ajak2 ayam.. Satu pegi, sume pegi.. Satu tinggal, sume tinggal.. Why? Coz we're a family..

And please refrain from having sibling rivalries among one another coz that's not something good & I don't wish to see hatred among all of you.. Such a feeling will only hurt each & everyone of you even more.. Adek-bradek tak akan bersatu.. Maseng2 akan "mengate-mengumpat-mengutok" antare satu same lain.. Tak bole tengok adek-bradek sesame sendiri bahgia.. Ade sifat hasad dengki & berprangai hipokrit.. And you'll eventually end up like what you saw & felt towards all those kinda things that's been happening around you..

Our love for all of you will always be the same.. No more, no less.. Coz we've been there & we know how hurt it feels like to be treated & loved in an unjustly manner where some parents show favoritism to only a few of their children & not ALL of them..

May Allah protect & be there for you & your siblings always..

We may not be a pair of perfect parents, but InshaAllah, we'll try our best to make you & your siblings happy & love all of you fairly..

Happy 7th Birthday Abang Asil.. Smoge menjadi anak yang baik & soleh.. Ameen

Ummi & Baba love you & your siblings always..

Home Sweet Home..

Lepak-ing with my babies tonight coz Baba's on his graveyard shift..

It feels soooooo good to see the crib all tidied up.. Kitchen cleaned.. Stuffs in the fridge all sorted & organized.. Laundry done.. Floors vacuumed & mopped..

I don't like having a messy home.. I can't tolerate not having to stay in a clean home especially when it comes to the place that shelters my family & me against the sun & the rain..

And I am certainly not the sort of woman who only knows how to sit, laze around & do nothing 24/7 coz I dislike coming to a home that looks like a shipwreck..

Rumah sudah kemas, perot sudah kenyang, muka ada senyuuuuuum..

Good night..

See You Again Friday..

It rained heavily while I was on my way home earlier & got stucked in the neighborhood bus stop due to it..

The rain was too heavy for me to even try dashing my way towards the void deck of my flat..

And so I took a silhouette photo of myself who was stuck @ the bus stop & also a photo of the heavy downpour..

Alhamdulillah despite getting stuck & having to rush home, I managed to cook us dinner.. =]

Best part, my next door neighbor shared her homemade Kueh Lopes & Lemak Lodeh with us.. Boleh tahan sedap gilssssss..

Part 2..

Coming to a cinema near you on June 2014.. Hee hee..

Alhamdulillah, it's FRIDAY!! Woohoo!! Weekend is just around the corner!! \(^.^)/

Part 1..

Coming to a cinema near you!!

Macam Gerek Jer.. Macam Best Jer..

Forgot to upload this blog entry up la haiyo!!

We made cute little Chocolate Cupcakes last cold wet Friday!! Woohoo!!

Sape tak makan rugi!! ;P

Lovin' my Airfryer.. Thanks Mom & Dad!! XOXO

Judge For All I Care..

And it is Allah's definition of me, that keeps me alive & going..

For I am me..

I don't like living a life of having to wear different masks on my face.. Having to please sickening humans.. Bodek-bodek here & there.. Showing off.. Be a braggart.. Act sweet, nice & innocent bla bla bla.. And so-called am living a life full of "worldly pleasures, branded goods & luxuries".. That is NOT my cuppa tea sia!!

Tak de buat hal tak de.. Tak suke cakap tak suke.. If I find something that annoys the hell out of me, I will either stay away, say it out or just shut myself off..

Wedding & Chillin @ MBS..

"Le-Park" with my family is still the best..

Walking around, minding our own business, tak sebok2 kacau orang.. Talking with each other about stuffs that only we as a family listen, enjoy, know & understand..

There's no barrier when we communicate among each other as a family.. LOL-ing in public like nobody cares & just be ourselves..

And this is the reason I always look forward to whenever we have the chance to bond..

My family, my life, my everything..

Had a wonderful time earlier @ a colleague's wedding dinner.. It was my 1st time to witness a Christian Wedding Solemnization.. A great experience indeed & the food served was nice too.. =)

And then I have my very own "Maher Zain" posing for the camera.. Hee hee.. Forever will always be his fan.. InshaAllah.. 16 years & counting.. Alhamdulillah.. xoxo

Last but not least, a complete family photo!! Like finally!! It's really difficult to get the attention from the kids especially when you want all of them to look @ the camera..

Liar! Liar! Pants on Fire!

Ade segelintir manusia suke berbohong.. Kalau tanye soalan, tak pernah nak mengaku & suke jawab, "Tak tahu.. Tak buat.. Entah.. Mane ade.." Dorang ingat kite ni budak2 tak tahu nak sense & differentiate between a lie & the truth..

Ade segelintir manusia plak suke mengaib, mengate hal ehwal semase orang lain macam diri sendiri semua betol & tak pernah buat salah..

Ade segelintir manusia ni plak, dorang nye susah, dorang nak orang tahu.. Makan tak makan ke, saket tak saket ke.. Tapi orang lain nye saket, lapar kebulor nak mampos, dorang tak amek kisah..

Ade plak kalau orang lain klua gi mane2 ke, buat ape ke, beli ape ke, sume dorang nak amek tahu.. Tapikan, bile part dorang klua, senyaaaaaaap jer satu orang pon dorang tak nak bilang.. Buat ape ke, kat mane ke, ade ape ke.. Ni sume dorang tak nak cakap.. Very secretive lah katekan..

Ade segelintir manusia plak kalau diye tegor orang bole. Tapi kalau orang tegor diye, tak bole.. Lepas tu sentap, merajok, kecik hati, nanges..

Ade segelintir manusia ni plak lagi best giler.. Ape yang aku sebotkan di atas, prangai dorang merangkomi sume skali.. Kirekan ALL OF THE ABOVE SAID lah..

Manusia macam ni la yang banyak orang tak suke giler.. Termasok la aku.. Aku paling tak favourite kalau ditemukan dengan manusia macam ni.. Jenis asyek nak menang je keje diye walaupon terang2 sume orang tahu diye tetap salah..

Aku dah naik malas & dah lali dengan manusia macam ni.. Agak2 kalau dorang berlakon kat wayang ke, sinetron indon ke, drama ke.. KONPEM GILER bole menang award untok Pelakon Terbaik SEDUNIA..

Tak rase bersalah, malu & berdose ke dorang ni sume eh? Tak de dok piker buat muhasabah diri ke? As in sit, think & reflect..

Tak per.. Biarkan jer lah orang macam ni menang award kat DUNIA ni.. Aku tak kisah pon.. Tapi kat Akhirat nanti aku tetap akan tuntot tiap2 perkare yang dorang buat kat aku..

Sebab kenape? Sebab ALLAH SAHAJE YANG TAHU..

I rest my case..

Mom & Dad..

I used to disagree with them.. Always..

The only child who would always retaliate to every single thing that they said or did.. The way they treated me back then.. How they favoured sons more than their only daughter.. How as the eldest daughter in the family, I was put in charge with all the things that only an eldest son in the family should take responsibility of..

I always complained to Allah why am I being brought up & treated in such a way.. But slowly, as time goes by, I understand.. Allah will not put a test towards His slaves for no reason.. If it weren't for all those test & obstacles that I had to go thru, I won't be who I am today..

Whatever happens, they will always be my mom & dad.. And I love them more now than I was before back then.. I'm thankful that Allah had changed them into a better person.. Dad especially..

If I had to do it all over again, go back to my past, I won't wanna take away the rain.. Coz I know the rain made me who I am..

Kakak love you both..

Lessons For Our Children..

We need to teach our daughters to distinguish between:

• A man who flatters her & a man who compliments her.
• A man who spends money on her & a man who invests in her.
• A man who views her as property & a man who views her properly.
• A man who lusts after her & a man who loves her.
• A man who believes he's a gift to women & a man who believes she's a gift to him.

And then, we need to teach our sons to be that kind of man..

Another Throwback Weekend..

This time's throwback weekend is the one where we all went to Farmart after satisfying our cravings for the most delicious soupy Mee Soto @ Chong Pang Market.. Pade time dating, sampai la dah ber-anak 3, Mee Soto makcik kat Chong Pang tetap paling sedap & paling kitorg favourite sangat2..

Brought the kids out to explore Seletar Dam after touring Farmart.. A good scenic spot where the hub & I used to hang out on our dates.. I miss those days..

Lepas tu lepak ruma Mama & Papa ku makan Mee Hoon Goreng.. Mom's cooking is still THE BEST IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD la.. Sedap gilssssss..

Jom layan gamba kitorg.. =))

Yesterday..

Was on leave yesterday coz I had to send Abang Asil for his follow-up appointment @ NUH..

Woke up to an awesome cold rainy weather.. Always love the rain.. The sound of raindrops falling.. How it makes everything seem so moist & wet.. How it makes you snuggle & cuddle up in bed underneath the blanket.. =]

Had Danish Raisins & Croissant with a cuppa hot chocolate for breakfast.. It feels sooooo good to not work on a rainy Monday.. Wonder when will my dream come true.. A "stay@home" mom.. A homemaker.. One who concentrates fully on her home & family.. And to be able to spend more time with my babies & watch them grow up.. Insha'Allah, one day, that day will come.. And I will keep praying for that day to happen.. Amin.. =]

Ok, so this photo of Asyura was taken in NUH, while we're waiting for Abang Asil's queue number to called..

Nur Ikramina Asyura.. My 1 & only pretty little girl..

Whoever breaks her heart when she grows up, I swear I'll break that lucky boy's neck.. =]

My babies having a good time playing @ the Childrens Playground in NUH.. Love the greenery surrounding it.. Calm & peaceful.. And the littlest one knows how to rock himself on that rocking thingy already!! Yeay!! \(^.^)/

Them babies.. My very own daily dosage of happiness & sometimes "a pain in the neck" little juniors.. They make me laugh, they make my eyes pop out with their kids version of nonsense but I still love them anyway..

And my love for each & everyone of them will always be the same. No one's gonna be treated more or even less than the other.. Love them all always..

I found a good spot to chill @ NUH.. Mr Bean Cafe!! Damn "gerek lepak corner" especially if you have little children like me.. =]

And I kinda love how my "lil camerawoman" took this candid photo of me while I was enjoying my ice cream & looking @ all those slices of cakes, cupcakes & yummy pastries on display.. Thank you Kakak Asyura.. Hee hee..

Throwback Of Us JB-ing..

Gosh! Been so occupied with a lot of stuffs lately sampai gamba kitorg anak-branak lepak kat JB pon tak upload.. LOL

Random photos of us frequently driving in & out to JB during the weekends!!

Of grocery shopping @ JB's KipMart.. I must admit, aku rambang mate tengok sayor-sayoran & ulam-ulaman yang fresh giler.. Ape tak nye, kat NTUC daerah rumah aku susah nak dapat barang baik macam tu.. Hee hee..

And someone was so happy that he gotta ride on a toy car! Happy giler! Member pileh tu kreta sendiri..

And then another someone went super happy coz he finally collected his 1st pair of glasses!! He looks soooo cute lah with the glasses on.. =))

We had our empty stomachs filled with awesome food that we bought from the roadside vendors.. The food were so good & oh so cheap! In another words,"SEDAP & MURAH GILER NAK MAMPOS.."

More entries coming up on our weekend trip to JB!! ;)