Monday, August 2, 2021

I'm Still A Mess..



Say: "Whether ye hide what is in your hearts or reveal it, Allah knows it all: He knows what is in the heavens, and what is on earth. And Allah has power over all things.


قُلْ إِن تُخْفُوا۟ مَا فِى صُدُورِكُمْ أَوْ تُبْدُوهُ يَعْلَمْهُ ٱللَّهُ ۗ وَيَعْلَمُ مَا فِى ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٰتِ وَمَا فِى ٱلْأَرْضِ ۗ وَٱللَّهُ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ شَىْءٍ قَدِيرٌ


Qul in tukhfoo ma fee sudoorikum aw tubdoohu yaAAlamhu Allahu wayaAAlamu ma fee alssamawati wama fee alardi waAllahu AAala kulli shayin qadeerun


[Quran 3:29]


Kita dipandang baik kadangkala bukanlah kita benar-benar baik, tapi kerana Allah menutop aib yg ada pada diri kita.


Malu bila orang anggap kita ni baik. Sedangkan kita sendiri tahu bagaimana diri kita sebenarnya.


Barangkali kalau aib kita dibuka & didedahkan, tidak ada satu kebaikan apa pun pada diri kita di mata manusia.


Being disliked & looking like a bad person in the eyes of others is really not a problem for me. What I'm really afraid of is that people think I'm a good person even though I'm still a mess..


Goodnite 🌹

Sunday, August 1, 2021

40..

 


40.. [31.07.1981 ~ 2021]


Ya Rabb, You are The Potter,

While I am the clay..

A lowly wandering traveller who realise how brief life in this momentary world is..

My days are numbered but You are for eternity..

I am but a speck of dust falling thru the fingers of time..

My sins are far too many,

Yet You showed me endless love & mercy..


Forever, I can never repay You..

Forever, I can never thank You enough..

And forever, I am in Your Debt..


Alhamdulillah Syukur.. ❤


It's been such a long while since I posted something here. I miss doing this..