Keep Smiling..

Strength is when you have so much to be pissed for but instead, you choose to smile & let life turn its table on those who love to suck the happiness out of you..

Attended Hub's Nephew's Wedding..

Congratulations to the hub's nephew & wife.. Wishing these 2 love birds a blissful marriage till Jannah. Ameen..

So the hub made fun of me by saying that I'm gonna be a grandma soon, now that his nephew got hitched.. Hahahaha!! OMG!! Nenek Muda!! And we're both gonna be called as Atok & Nenek.. Hahahahaha!! I can't imagine when that happens.. Hub & his silly jokes!!

Glad that my side of the family made it to the wedding & stayed till it ended..

On another note, I'm happy to see my 1st SIL at the wedding, had a pleasant convo with her & snapped a few photos together with my 2nd SIL.. When was the last time I took photos with them? A very very long time ago.. And somehow, that day, I could sense that all 3 of us felt at ease with one another.. And frankly, it felt good..

Forgive & Forget, NOT..

Slowly but surely, little by little, the truth is known..

There's no need for me to reason out or proof, even when there're sickening ass fucktards who go around speculating-fabricating-exaggerating stories about me & my family to others..

Coz at the end of it all, one day, when the right time comes, Allah will let it be known of everyone's true identity; what is in their hearts & what kind of person they really are..

Pelan2.. Tanpa mereka sedari, Allah tunjukkan aib mereka sendiri sepertimana mereka menunjuk2kan & menokok-tambahkan cerita tentang aib org lain..

P/S: How does one (who until NOW) feel, to be faking it out, smiling & tryna start a little convo with everyone whom they ever back-bite about? The root cause of all the mofo misunderstandings among one another.. That fake smile & "pretending to be innocent looking" face.. I swear if given a chance to punch them on their sickening ass faces, pin them real hard to the wall & drag them by their freakin' heads, I would.. And NO, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE NOR WILL I FORGET every single thing that had happened to me & my family before.. This hatred feeling will always be there for every single thing that they have said & done.. Satu2 prangai besar punye sial..

"Kau belajar tinggi sangat ke?"

Kadang kita sebagai manusia, bila sudah terlalu banyak memberi nasihat & mengingatkan orang lain, kita lupa untuk mencermin & melihat diri kita sendiri.

Kita selalu sangat menegur bahasa & perilaku orang lain sehingga pabila terjadi nya hal yang sedemikian terhadap diri kita sendiri, kita lupa akan kekhilafan yg ada di dalam diri.. Dan tanpa kita sedari, kita menyakiti hati orang yang sangat rapat dengan kita; yang paling kita sayangi..

Well, Hello My Precious Blog..

2016 has been keeping me busy till I didn't have time to blog about the bits & pieces of what's going on in my life..

In life, to feel happy, one needs to mind their own business & stay contented no matter how shitty it may get.. We should not bother so much about other people but instead, we take them as a guide for us to learn.. Good examples are a "must keep" while mistakes should always come by as a lesson.. And whatever the life Allah has bless us with; rich or poor, good or bad, there's always a reason for it all to happen..

And the best things in life are those that are learned the hard way coz we would never know how strong we are till life is being tested over & over again, obstacles upon obstacles.. And that sense of getting over them feels like an amazing accomplishment..

Thru out our lives, we will meet a lot of people.. Some will always be there, while eventually, some are best kept at a certain distance away from us in order to avoid getting hurt, or even to have the feeling of hatred, anger & disappointment.. I have my very own fair share of experience.. Be it related or non-related.. And I have concluded that not everyone we meet will remain as they are.. As time goes by, people do change.. And some may even go to the extend of causing us pain & sadness.. Come to think of it, time flies really fast; looking back at those memories I had with the people I once knew..

No matter what happens & after all that I've been thru physically, mentally & emotionally, my family will always be my pillars of strength.. For they are the ones who have seen me at my best & even at my very worst..

On a side note, I can't wait for us to have a short holiday trip in a few hours time!! It's been way too long & I think everyone of us deserve this short break..

Hot & Spicy Ramen, Anyone?

I'm crazy to be having this super spicy Ramen for breakfast!!

Noodles are true to taste, including the illustration shown.. Pedas nak mampssss tapi sedap tahap nak mampsssssss jugak.. Foooooh! Dahsyat..

Anyone wants an easy way to get a lip plump, you should try eating this just to get those fuller looking lips.. HAHAHAHAHAH!!

Asyura's First Mini Cupcake Maker..

Bought Asyura her very own mini cupcake maker & taught her how to bake using this hassle free gadget.. She was so happy & delighted..

Not bad for a starter in cupcake making.. =))

My Family, My Life, My Everything..

As a family, we do have our ups & downs.. But with those ups & downs, we learn how to appreciate one another.. Regardless, I love them all to bits.. What would I do without them.. My family..

The Little One..

His Form Teacher sent me these cute photos of him during his class activities.. Lidah sentil tu habes ikot bapak aku.. The only cucu (for now) who has the same habit as dad.. Mad cute!! Hee hee hee..

Project "Awan-Biru"..

So I made this bird playgym for our pet budgies.. Finally a place for them to play!! I need not have to worry about bird poo dropping all over the place.. I deserve a huge pat on my shoulder for this awesome challenging project coz people are selling this between $30 to $50.. And I managed to make  this from scratch for less than that!!

Job well done!! Woohooooooooooooooooo!! =))

Of "Le-Park-ing" At The Playground & Homemade "Popeyes Biscuits"..

I baked my version of the old "Popeyes" flaky biscuits just coz I was craving for it & a very much needed baking therapy..

No eggs were used & I used margarine instead of butter.. Surprisingly, taste wise, its almost the same!! Kids love it so much!!

So I brought my kids & our pet budgies out to the playground earlier.. Kids had fun with their skate scooters while the budgies went for a date up on a nearby tree.. LOL..

We should do this often.. At least dapat jugak rileks kan otak..

Sunday Family-Fun-Date..

I love how we're able to spend time together on weekends.. Us & our kids.. A day at the park or just a pleasant lunch/dinner at a foodcourt selling yummy & cheap good food..

Things like this makes me feel how truly bless my life is.. Alhamdulillah..

Toilet Selfie With My Girl..

Earlier this evening.. "Wefie" with my girl.. Long time no "toilet" selfie.. Hub told me not to cook dinner & brought us all out for a treat since I've been cooking every other day..

Tried sleeping but this flu virus is tryna give me a blocked nose.. Rase mcm nak amek vacuum siak sedot hingos yg stuck kat dlm lobang hidong aku.. Irrits tahap tk bole tido.. This is what happen when you kena jaga your sick kids.. Confirm kene jangkit sia.. Few more hours to get me some rest..

Side track siket:

A relative indirectly told mom about "aurat" & the way my daughter dresses up.. Then, she indrectly compared my daughter with those other little girls who cover up & wear hijab..

I feel like telling this hambe Allah to go look at her own flaws; how old was she when she started covering up & wearing that hijab on her head..She should be looking at her own family affairs instead of bothering about others & thinking that her family is way perfect than others around her.. Please la.. Every family have their own dirty little secrets..

My family, my kids, my problem & my internal affairs.. I know what I'm doing.. I don't want my daughter to end up wearing & looking like a "goody two shoes" infront of her parents but misbehaves when no one's watching, so to speak.. Klua dgn mak bapak pakai tudong, tutop aurat.. Bile klua ruma jumpe kawan je tudong & aurat sume bukak..

Tak payah la nk sebok sangat pasal hal orang.. Hal kluarge sendiri blom tentu betol.. Ni baru dengar dari tlinge mak aku.. Lain kali kalau aku dengar dari tlinge aku sendiri, seriously, regardless of who or how old you are, I will tell you off straight in your face..

Orang tk de pon nk sebok pasal hal kluarge kau la sia.. Duit simpan bnyk2 gi beli insurance untok cover mulot & beli tapes bnyk2 pon cantek.. Bukan buat beli barang kemas bertepek buat show-off kat org sekeliling je..

My Family, My Life, My Everything..

That's all that matters to me..

Throwback of Little Akil..

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Kecik2 terok kene aniaye dgn Ummi.. Pakai Kakak punye cekak Princess la.. Nenek Ida punye serkop kpale la.. Bole diam plak tu, tk melalak.. AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Sumpah ko cute Adek!! Geram aku!! I miss those baby moments of you, Abang & Kakak alot!!

Indeed you're our little unexpected surprise gift from Allah.. xoxo!!

Same Tapi Tak Serupe..

My Awan.. =))

Always My Babies..

Muhamad Isyraq Asil & Nur Ikramina Asyura.. xoxo..

My Love For Bread & Butter Pudding..

Managed to bake Bread & Butter Pudding before going to work this morning.. Finally having some of it now.. Diet tolak tepi.. HAHAHAHAH!! Melantak je keje.. 

Off Attending Funeral & Wings Clippin'..

From Allah we came & to Him shall we return.. Slalu nye aku rase seram sejok bile tngk lobang kubor.. Rase takot menyelubungi diri bile jengok brape dlm lobang tu..

Tapi semlm, hati aku rase aman & tenang sangat bile berade kat situ.. It's like I don't feel afraid of death.. Smoge Allah permudahkan segale urosan bagi seluroh ahli kubor disane.. Amin..

And so after the funeral, I helped the cousin to clip the wings of his pet budgies coz he said those budgies seemed untamed & kept flying around uncontrollably.. Surprisingly, after their "clipping session" & a few minutes of "human contact", those budgies were well behaved.. Skejap je da ok burong tu sume.. Glad to see those happy faces on my aunt's & cousin's faces when those budgies perched quietly on their fingers..

Gotta respect my aunt.. She seemed so calm & cool when her dad passed away.. Imagine what would happen if my parents pass away.. I don't know what it would be like for me..

One thing for sure, as long as I'm still alive, I will not allow anyone of them "sickeningly-biadap" siblings & cousins from mom's side of the family to even look or lay their hands on mom's dead body.. Kalau nak tngk aku punye angen, try la..

Org kalau buat family aku, sampai mati aku akan ingat.. Wait long long la if such people deserve my utmost respect.. In their mf-ing dreams..

Lunch Time Humor..

LOL, she looks exactly like the late Michael Jackson!! That explains why someone commented & said she's probably looking for Annie.. That song by Michael Jackson, "Annie, are you ok.. Are you ok, Annie?" AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Siak ar ni.. Kekek!!

Friends For LIFE!!

From colleagues to good friends for so many years & counting.. So happy & delighted that they came over.. Finally after 2 years plus, we meet!! I did had a good laugh with the both of them.. We all did!! And kids remember their Aunty Weifeng & Aunty Adeline very well!! Aunties from different grandmas.. LOL..

Glad they love my homemade Tie-Dye Rainbow Cake with Cream Cheese Frosting & Mee Soto.. And look at Akil in the photo!! That "I can't wait to eat the cake" face.. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

May we be good friends for life, regardless of our race, religion & nationality.. =))

Random Thoughts..

Throwback of Akil..

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Miss him when he was a baby.. Tengok TV sampai tertido.. Cute betol la ni budak.. xoxo

The Beauty of His Creation..

Bye Flexi & Hello Full Time..

Above is one of those important daily du'as that has been instilled in me eversince my late maternal uncle, Pak Long shared it with me & mom back when he was still alive.. Way back before I was even attached & got married..

One can never imagine how I juggle it all in life.. Allah sahaje yg tahu.. Physically, mentally & emotionally..

I got him to thank for this simple yet powerful du'a.. May Allah bless my late Pak Long's soul for his deeds.. Ameen..

It's back to working full time for me this new year.. MCs, Claims, Time Attendance Report, Payslips, Employees resigning, entertaining customers demands & whatnot.. What's new y'all? Just like those words on my pencil case,"Have fun.. All is good as long as you're fine.." =)

New year, so must take the opportunity from the awesome lighting & snap a new selfie.. Hee hee..