My Better Half..

I love your hugs, your smile & your crazy sense of humour..

I love how we call each other "sayang" once in a while & always exchange sweet messages thru our mobile phones..

I love how we always spend our off days with our kids at home watching DVD movies & munch ourselves away with homecooked food..

I love how no matter what you do, you always keep us in mind.. We will always be your top most priority..

I love how you are not afraid of accepting challenges & try your best to overcome whatever obstacles that's infront of you..

I love how sound asleep you are in bed.. Those eyes, lashes & lips.. I would hug you, kiss your forehead & sniff the back of your neck whenever you're sleeping & smile to myself.. Never do I get sick & tired of looking at you while you're peacefully in slumber..

And until now, a part of me still couldn't believe that we made it this far.. Those tough & rough times.. Our saddest moments together.. Every single thing that we face, we face it all together.. Allah sahaje yg Maha Mengetahui..

If you happen to read this, I want you to know that my love for you never change.. This feeling I have for you is still the same feeling I had 18 years ago.. And my prayers will always be with you, our children & the love we have for each other..

I can never thank you enough for always trying your very best to be a good husband & father.. And I can never thank you enough for accepting & loving me the way that I am..

I'm yours & you're mine.. Thru good & bad times.. Dunia & Akhirat.. Till Jannah, InshaAllah Amin..

Love you Baba.. Always have & always will be..

Marhaban Yaa Ramadhan..

We may not be perfect practicing Muslims, but we can always try to be better Muslims everyday.. InshaAllah..

Salam Ramadhan Al Mubarak.. 

What Family Means To Me..

Posted above in IG a year ago.. Reposting it again here today..

I don't bloody give a damn how old or young you are.. Don't expect goodness to even come out from me if producing tonnes of shit is what you people do best.. Respect has to be earned.. And I don't bloody give a damn if you're my relatives either. Your action & speech are enough to make me judge whether to be pleased or dislike you..

Family isn't always blood.. Family are the people who always want you in their lives.. The ones who appreciate the bond that you have with them.. One who treats you sincerely regardless of your age, race, religion & even status.. Not some bunch of SUPERFICIAL people who go around wearing different masks on their faces just to make others enjoy the company with your sweet talks & little gossips..

What do RELATIVES mean to me? A bunch of superficial people who I have to stay relatively away from (as far as possible) & not have anything to do with them.. Some will stay & sadly, some will have a place in my book of history..

So how does it feel to be a hypocrite & a two-faced relative? YOU tell me..

Wise Words..

"I know myself better than you know me & Allah knows me better than I know myself.. May He make me better than what you perceive & think of me.. And may He pardon me of the sins that you do not know of.." - Abu Bakar As-Siddiq

Worth Sharing..

Repost this from IG.. Love this post alot & it's worth to be shared here..

By @ahumbleservant.. "We are blessed by Allah in so many ways. We are fortunate that Allah has given us much more than what we need to be content. Sometimes, a moment of reflection of what is in the heart and mind will make us realise how merciful Allah is to us."

"Therefore remember Me and I will remember you. And be thankful to Me and do not be ungrateful to me." [Quran 2:152]

Us, Then & Now..

Us, then (2009) & now (2015)..

The shape of our faces gets narrower as years gone by.. Lama2 teros menyengkong.. LOL.. But our love will always be the same.. Amin, InshaAllah.. =))

Love you, حبيبي

Sticker Frenzy..

Left photo: The look when someone (family members included) speak ill of others but they still happily go around, chill out & have a lepak session with them. And yet again still, have the "thick face" of talking to you about the same people behind their backs again during meetups..

Right photo: My "Do I look like I give a damn" face..

Asyura said she prefers the left photo best.. "Ummi!! I wish your eyes are that beautiful!! So pretty!!" OMG!! *smack forehead*



Photo of Asyura with the fun stickers she chose.. Kinda like her with this "Bob" hairdo nowadays.. Easier to manage & comb.. =)