Sepasang Sepatu..

The One Who Sees Thru Me..

The one who listens to my obnoxious rants, tolerates my mood swings & knows when I feel happy, sad or beyond pissed..

The one who knows I am capable enough to manage things on my own & will only seek help whenever I need him to, but chooses to check in on me just to make sure it's all good..

The one who entertains me with silly jokes & teasers..

The one who knows what type of human I truly am even when I have the world turning against me & people talking shit about me..

My "let's-go-crazy", sober & debate partner..

My husband..

One of my greatest blessings in life..

Alhamdulillah.. ❤

Things Money Can't Buy..

A little thought & kindness are worth more than a great deal of money..

I reckon those who conclude that money will fix all problems & everything, will do whatever it takes for the sake of money..

"Blame Is A Lazy Man's Wage"..

I cannot tolerate lazy people.. Especially those who uphold themselves with excuses upon excuses or worst still, LIES..

May Allah always give me the strength I need to care for myself, my family & to go thru my daily life without having the need to cause any burden towards those around me.. Ameen..

May He give me the strength just like how He did for both of my late grandmothers, who, even at their brittle old age, with the help of a wheelchair, walking stick & crutches, still be able to cook & do chores on their own; for themselves & their family.. Ameen.. They have & will always be my greatest inspiration ❤..

I really cannot tolerate people who expects sympathy, good life, good vibes & whatever good luck they can get just by sitting & doing absolutely NOTHING other than complaining & whining..

Everything has to be earned!!

Nobody says that life is gonna be that easy..

Alhamdulillah For Everything..

Eventually the truth will prevail.. Whatever wrongdoings done & rumours spread, will surface.. Its only a matter of time..

And one will not be able to understand & feel all the things that others have been thru unless they've been thru all those shit themselves.. That's why its best to take a moment to be in other's shoes, coz you might never know whether you're able to walk in it or fall the very first step you make your move..

Life has taught me many things.. To observe the people around.. To sit back & chill, though it hurts so bad knowing that it can be a pain in the ass having to deal with some people in our everyday lives.. The important thing is to stay true to myself, do what I gotta do for my love ones & just be me..

Knowing that Allah has given me a good husband & children is enough to make me feel very bless. Being a wife & a mom at the same time to my family are life's biggest blessings..

Knowing the tie that was once broken between me & my parents has mended, is enough to make me appreciate having my parents even more.. Having a family of my own & to be living away from my parents; my mom especially had somehow give me a clear understanding of how life's like being a wife, mom & a daughter inlaw.. The happiness & sadness mom had to go thru.. Thru all the shit that she had to live with..

I just gotta learn how to be more patient, turn deaf ears & blind eyes when it comes to dealing with things that are beyond my control.. Other than that, I am forever grateful & pleased with the life that He has blessed me with..

It's been way too long since I last blogged.. I mean, REALLY blog about what's happening in my life lately.. I miss this space alot.. The space where I put all my thoughts, express my feelings & vent out my anger.. And one day, when I'm gone, this blog is what's left of us for my kids & their generations..

A remnant of me & my family..

My dear children, if you chanced upon this.. I just want you to know that no matter what happens, Baba & I will & have always love all of you with all our hearts.. We may not be the perfect parents who can fulfill all your needs, wants & requests easily, but rest assured that every single day of our lives, we have always been praying for your well-being & that Allah keep all of you safe no matter where you go..

Know that we have always been so very proud of you even if you think that certain things in life may bring you down.. Never give up hope & your faith.. Always pull yourself back up no matter how hard you fall.. Life is never always easy.. Life is a lesson; a journey worth to be learned.. The most memorable & grateful part of life is when you learn about it the hard way.. Coz when you learn about it the hard way, you will treasure every moment & every journey that you go thru..

One day, you will look back, be amazed & proud at how far you overcome those setbacks & challenges.. It may be hard on you but trust me, nothing is hard when you always have Allah by your side.. Think of him, talk to him & pray to him always.. Coz at the end of it all, to Him we shall return & therefore, from Him, we must always seek help..

We love you all so very much!!

For Those Who Have A Lot To Say About Me..