To Baba e-mail No.3...

As Salam again & Elo Baba,

You asleep already? Or still awake?

I'm done with the chores & everything... Really drop dead shagged... Need to rest & sleep... Today's not a good day for me... SHIT happened & because of that, I wasn't focused on my work... I was so bloody pissed off... I nak bual panjang2 pon pasal hari ni nye incident pon da macam tak de mood, seriously... It disturbed me a lot sampai I saket kepale... Nak makan pon I tak de mood... Da tak de selera...

And it's always during my month end closing that I always have the same people disturbing my peace... I really couldn't concentrate on my work coz my mind's basically thinking about them... Mane nak kene fikerkan pasal keje kat ofis yang belambak, mane nak fikerkan pasal our kids, mane nak fikerkan pasal prangai orang2 yang mengganggu ketenteraman kite... (sigh)

So, can I not tell you about today's incident? Coz I really got no mood to talk about it... I'm getting sick & tired of it, really... It's always about the same issue tak abes2... If I were to tell you from A-Z on how the incident started, then, this e-mail's gonna be a pretty long one... You don't worry much about it... I'm OK with it... Still am able to control myself... So, lantak la... I don't give a hoot... Maken fiker, makin kene migraine... Buat susahkan diri sendiri so I rather not think about it... Kalau I saket, budak2 nanti macamane? Plus my office work lagi... Ai yo... (-.-)

I'm using YAHOO Messenger ni skarang... Da online pon... Tadi bebual dengan you kat talipon pon I dengar suare you macam gagap... You suddenly reminds me of Lady Gaga's Telephone song... lol...

So when you get back, I'll just tell you the whole story K... Right now, I'll just wait for you to go online... Love luuuuu...

You, Your Mouth & Your Assume...

I am so so pissed right now... I don't know how to express myself in this blog... But for sure He knows I am so so pissed off...

My patience was tested... My anger nearly blew-off to the extreme... I could punch a wall with my fist...

YOU, YOU, YOU!!

You couldn't read what's inside of me... You don't have a brain like me... So don't say anything that your mouth wants to say... I am ME... I admit I do have my flaws... And I HATE IT when you just assume anything you like about ME... Coz you are not ME... You are not The Almighty Him either who knows very well about me...

You bore me, yet you still don't know me? Your own flesh & blood... You act like you know me but it's such a disappointment, you don't...

Self centred egotistical mind... That's all you have...

So please, don't judge me anyhow or anyway you please... I know what I'm doing... Also, I've reminded you time & time again that I've a husband... Whatever decisions made were discussed & confirmed by the both of us...

I hope He, wake you up & widen your mind... Coz I hate for the fact that, that self centred egotistical mind of yours creates a living stress out of me... Hate it... It's been that way eversince I was a kid... I'm really sick of it!! It's always you... EVERYONE HAVE TO ABIDE TO WHATEVER YOU SAY WHETHER IT'S WRONG OR RIGHT!! Please... I really had enough...

I'm breaking down right now amiss all these crap... Stressed up... Angry, sad, EVERYTHING!!

I'm really looking forward when this world comes to an end... Coz that's where we'll be able to see each of our deeds... ALL OUR DEEDS... Only then you'll be able to know & learn the true ME... I've had enough of this self centred egotistical nonsense from you...

Right now, it feels like my heart's poked thru by a sharp needle... That's how painful it is for me...

To Baba e-mail No.2...

As Salam & Elo Baba,

How's you? How's the food there? OK tak?

So we spoke for a while just now... I couldn't hear clearly on what you said coz your voice sounded quite distant & to top it all off, your little girl was wailing herself like crazy... Ai yo... I mean seriously WAILING... Hari ni anak dare you angen satu badan... She was throwing her tantrums eversince morning... My patience towards her was (sigh) entah la tak tahu macamane nak describe... I was so pissed off & frustrated with her... So I think I heard you saying about how the reception there was quite poor & everything... And you told me, whatever it is just update you about us thru e-mail... So yup... That's basically what I'm doing now...

Both of your little ones are sound asleep already... Malam ni dorang tido siang...

You know, I left the office @ exactly 6pm sharp just to catch the bus earlier... OK la, from my work place to Yishun Interchange was quite fast la... But you know all the way from Yishun to Punggol was (wa lao) bloody longwinded la sei... I didn't think the bus would even make a bloody merry-go-round until when it reached somewhere near 2 schools & a few blocks away from the Centre...

The best part was, I had to freakinly get off the bus, then walked thru a block of flats, then cut thru a dark & gloomy looking park with lots of spooky looking trees (that's when I heard someone's doing a "shhhh..." sound but when I look around there wasn't anybody... freaky I tell you...), then passed by a soccer court & a school, then walked thru a few blocks again before I could reach the Centre... If it weren't for Lala who guide me thru the area, I didn't think I'll be able to get there sei.. Itupon I sampai lambat... I arrived @ around 7.30pm gitu... Lala & our kids were already waiting outside the Centre... Kesian dorang, they had to wait for me... =(

Lepas tu, both Lala & I went on our separate ways lor... Sebelom tu sempat jugak the Lala tried cycling on BLOO... She thought of slowly cycling the kids to Sengkang & meet me there so I won't have to rush like crazy while Lala & the kids have to wait for me @ the Centre... I agree la, coz it's pretty tiring, troublesome & wasting of time kalau macam tu nak kena waiting ni sume.. But we see how everything goes...

I gave Lala BLOO's spare lock key just incase she decided to cycle the kids & meet me up @ Sengkang... I did told her la that there's gonna be bumpy rides, slopes & everything... She's said Insya'allah, she'll try it out one day... =) I just pity her coz she's going thru all this trouble of helping us out... We must give her a treat when you come back to show our thanks K... Soonest possible... I so paisei la...

Muz bought us dinner... hee hee... Kitorang makan Nasi Lemak... Like don't know what to eat like that... Ni pon besok pon tak tahu nak tapau ape... Macam nak makan Maggi Curry dengan hotdog pon ade... I'm tired... Reached home from Punggol @ around 9pm gitu... I pancet giler...

Forgot to tell you... I bumped into our Malay neighbour & his daughter this morning @ the lift area on my way to send the kids to school... The abang asked, "You cycle both of your kids to school ah?" I just replied, "Ya..." & he replied back saying, "Wow..."

Lepas tu, I just made my move lor... Siao... It was pretty obvious that I cycle both kids to school mah... Cannot see meh? Alamak... What is so "Wow"? I see some people doing it... Just like me, they too send their kids to school using a bicycle... Ape la sei...

OK, my eyes need to sleep... I need some rest... Did a little laundry tadi... Sempat lipat baju also... The usual stuffs, you know... Get ready barang skola budak2 bla bla bla...

The thing that makes my day a smiley one was when my colleague Wei Feng sms-ed me this - Go sleep. I sing song for you to sleep. You are wonder woman... So lucky your husband got a wife like you...

That sms just makes all my tiredness disappear...

So, Baba, let me ask you this, " Are you lucky to have a wife like me?" lol...

K la, k la... I da start mengarot... I need some rest... Gotta wake up early in the morning tomorrow...

Good nite Baba... Love luuuuuuuu!!

Assalamualaikum...

To Baba e-mail No.1...

As Salam & Elo Baba,

How's the weather in Indonesia? Ade jumpe Inul Darastita tak? lol... (Jgn mcm2 eh lu...)

I've been waiting for you to go online since just now after dinner la sei... Where are you? Anyway, the kids are with me... Dorang blom tido... Asil's playing with your socks... While Asyura (as usual) is sitting on my lap... She & her menyelit tak abes2... Now Asil lak tgh singing along to Natasha Bedingfield's ANGEL... I bukak lagu tu... heh...

We had so much fun @ the park just now... Cycled the kids all the way there... We fly kite there... Weather here in the late afternoon was great... Windy... Tak panas sangat... Lepas main basikal & main layang2, we dropped by @ Pasar Sengkang to "tapau" dinner & also beli bicycle chains... Yup, I said it - CHAINS... Instead of 1, I bought 2... Call me kiasu, what the heck... I don't wanna loose our BLOO for the 2nd time no more...

Dinner for us was Roti Prata... We ate together with Mus... Kitorang otak mati seh tak tahu nak makan ape for dinner... So I ended up tapau-ing Roti Prata for us... Ni besok nye dinner menu lak is gonna be Nasi Lemak... lol... Ni time Muz beli on her way home while I fetch the kids from school with BLOO...

Later, I'm gonna do my ironing as usual... Nak gosok baju skola anak2, my baju & your baju keje... I know you might ask, "Huh? Bini aku gosok baju keje aku? Kan aku tak balek 1 minggu?"

Alaaaaa... I gosok jer la... Jadi senang tak payah nak gosok lagi... Makes my job easier... I've recorded a video of us @ the park... But I think I'll upload it later, tomorrow maybe coz I've chores to do... See la when I'm free I'll try upload it K...

Read my blog whenever you free... I'm not sure about the Internet reception there... But ai ya.. I just e-mail you la better... You can read it as & when you want mah... OK lor... Gotta chao... Nak gosok baju liao...

Love you Baba

I'm Never Gonna Eat Mutton Soup Everrrrrrr!!

As Salam & Hello People!!

Lovely Saturday I might say... How's everyone? Any plans this weekend?

I'm in the office having lunch now... Brought my kids along with me to the office... Actually, Baba was supposed to babysit them @ home... But since, he has yet to finish his work, he decided to come back to his office in the morning & settle it before he flies off tomorrow & be out of town for a week...

So what do you get when you put your office work & your kids together? It's called CHAOS... ahahahaha!! But OK la, I got the whole situation under control... My hubby doesn't call me "Super Ummi" for nothing... heh...

You guys read my title for today's blog entry right? What's with it...? OK, before I start... I know some of you LOVE to eat Indian Mutton Soup... So, no offence la hor... This is just base on the experience that I had with my family yesterday while having our dinner...

I'm actually having goosebumps again right now just thinking about yesterday's incident... Ai yo yo... Tak bole tahan sia...

OK, it all started when both hubby & I decided to went out for dinner & did a little grocery shopping after Isyak... So, destination to do all these things would be at Fernvale...

We took the LRT from our place & dropped off at Fernvale Station... It's actually just 2 stations away... OK la... Quite near lor... It was our 1st time there actually..

First stop was at Koufu Foodcourt... There wasn't any Malay Stall but there's this one Indian Muslim Stall (the only one there), so being very hungry, both hubby & I, we decided to eat @ the Indian Muslim Stall... They sell Thosai la, Roti John la, Roti Prata la, Briyani Rice la... You know those Indian Muslim delicacies that you normally would get right... Oh & they had these few pictures of the food that their selling pasted on the board... So aku da lapar giler, I ordered Roti John & Mutton Soup la & I could share the food with my Baba...

My mutton soup arrived first & without hesitation both hubby & I indulged in it... Maklom la kan, it's been sooooo long since we last had mutton soup... Very long indeed... We both commented that the mutton soup tasted great... Seriously, that's the BEST MUTTON SOUP I've ever tasted... THE BEST, I tell you OK...

Thru out the whole thing, I was enjoying myself sipping the soup while hubby went to get us some drinks... Then, this part is a bit DISGUSTING... So BRACE YOURSELVES...

I was scooping the meat out from the soup WHEN, guess what I saw... MAGGOTS siaaaaaaa!! (I 'm actually jumping around right now while typing the whole story & my goosebumps are beginning to pop out again... huwaaaaargh!!)

There's freakin COOKED MAGGOTS in my MUTTON SOUP la sei!! (OK OK... I'm freakin myself out again just thinking about it... Must control myself... eeeeeee... Geli siol... OK OK... Control...)

At 1st, I thought those white long stuffs were INDIAN BASMATI RICE (coz I know Basmati Rice tends to be longer) being cooked together by mistake but, as I examined closely, I noticed that there were tiny black dots @ the end of the so-called Basmati Rice & OMG!! I realised that those weren't actually BASMATI RICE but bloody freaking MAGGOTS la siak!! Wah laoooooo!! I was jumping out of my seat la sei...

It's not just TINY MAGGOTS... Those maggots were actually 1.5cm long siol... So you tell me la, would you freaked out like crazy to have sooooo many MAGGOTS in your mutton soup, all mixed up with the meat, the vegetables & spices... Urrrrgh!! Disgusting...!! Bulu rome aku naik siol bile tringat balek tu incident semalam... I've never had MAGGOTS in any of my food & to have seen so many cooked maggots in a soup that I've not tasted for so long, ai yo... The feeling is sooooo disgusting...

It was because of that bloody incident, both hubby & I, we totally lost our appetite to eat... Seriously... I mean, come on la... Dey Uncle! You never see the maggots wringling around when you cooked the mutton soup is it? Those bloody maggots were so obviously long & so obviously white in colour la sei...!! This is just YOUR MUTTON SOUP... What about the rest of the food that you cook & sell? Please la, kau nak kasi orang makan siol... Bukan nak kasi binatang makan... Orang pegi kedai kau sebab nak beli makan la sei... And this is what you do in return? Kau masak asal boleh?

I'm already imagining the worst scenario where the uncle threw in the "maggots-filled mutton meat" in a hot pot soup la sei... Eeeeee!! And for your info, MAGGOTS found in meat usually belongs to FLIES that feed on dead carcasses, meat, rubbish, poo & whatever la... Just thinking of it disgust me already... Urrrrgh!! And the size of a house fly maggot is 10-20mm (3/8 - 3/4inches)... See, I did my research liao...

Hubby returned & showed the bowl of mutton soup to the uncle who immediately gave us a refund... The best part, after that, this uncle, he still got the cheek to ask us whether would we like to order any other food from his stall... So, if you be me, would you still wanna order food from his stall? Of course not la kan, alamak...!! Ni uncle buat klakar siak... Serious punye cakap... Even the Roti John pon kitorang terbantot nak makan... Totally selera makan tros hilang...

So please la... To anyone of you who would one day, feel like eating at this "Mamak Stall" in Koufu Foodcourt that's situated beside Fernvale LRT Station... I beg you... Pleaaaase... Don't say I didn't warn you ah... It's not that I'm forcing you not to go there or anything... You guys are free to go there & eat @ your own freewill BUT, becareful hor... I've already experienced it 1st hand liao... Bleurgh!!

Yesterday @ the Mamak Stall, was gonna be our 1st & our last time ordering food... Not gonna go there anymore... Never ever...

OK, lunch time's up... Back to work...

Every Friday Is Water Play Day...

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See how happy he is... =)

It's lunch time now... I'm having Kaya/Butter Toast & a Potato Curry Puff for lunch... Eating alone in the office coz my colleague's on her Off day today... Boring... pfft... Seriously aku tengah mendak ni...

Hubby's gonna be on an overseas trip for a week starting this Sunday... I'll be sending him off to the airport... So after that, it's just gonna be me & my kids... Hopefully the kids won't get sick during hubby's absence... Insya'allah, hopefully...

I planned to bring the kids on a ride with BLOO... Coz from Mondays till Fridays, their in the Child Care Centre thru out the entire day while we, parents went out to work... I would love to spend quality time with them... Just us, mother & children, bonding together... We'll cycle to the neighbourhood park, have a little picnic of our own & fly a kite... But it all depends on the weather this weekend...

I'm sure the kids would love the plan that I've in mind for them... =)

As for my Baba, I hope he takes good care of himself out there... I don't mind not having any souvenirs or little gifts from overseas upon his return coz I'm not the type of person who would expect my husband to shower me with gifts or surprises just to make me smile coz I'm pretty much am happy with what I have now & that's my family... The fact is, we aren't rich... We're just a middle income family trying to live each day peacefully...

However, it would pleases me if I could have my Baba come back to me & our kids in 1 piece... Insya'allah... heh...

OK, lunch's over... Gotta get back to work people...!!

Everything Happens For A Reason...

As Salam Peepz...

This is gonna be a long entry... So it was Monday since I last blog, right?

Remember how I said in 1 of my previous blog entries that hubby bought me a bicycle & I named it, "BLOO" & how I used it to send the kids to the Child Care Centre in the morning before going to work? My BLOO was stolen 2 days ago...

After sending the kids to the Centre, I would usually have BLOO parked & locked at the nearby bicycle lot infront of the Centre. Then, I'll have it picked right after hubby & I fetched the kids... So it turned out quite a shock when both hubby & I realised that BLOO was stolen...

I tell you, I was sooooo pissed becoz my BLOO wasn't like any other kind of bicycle... It's not like my BLOO is a Mountain Bike or the BMX type of bicycle or something... It's just a normal "pasar" looking type of bicycle that old folks, mums & dads used to send their kids to school with...

Huwaaaargh!! So pissed off like crazy... I was feeling sad too coz hubby bought me that bicycle using his own pocket money... His own hard earned money!! And for the fact that we parents are trying our best to save up our money for future use & for the fact that I couldn't cycle the kids to school & at the same time loose some weight off me was sooooo really making me pissed off!! Nak makan pon aku tak de mood bile aku dapat tahu basikal aku hilang...

At that time, I swore I'll punch whoever he/she was that stole my BLOO away!! Bloody hell they got the bloody guts to cut off the chain!! Seriously I was so pissed...

Hubby (talking to me reassuringly), "Sabar eh, Ummi... Ade rezki I'll buy you another one, but this time with battery motor in it so you won't feel tired when you cycle... I suspect budak2 la yang curi basikal you... You sabar je K... He is testing us... Can't you see...? Basikal da nak hilang kena curi... Kite nak buat per... Tak pe la, bukan rezki kite..."

Me, "I know... I'm just pissed... Dorang (the culprit) ni tak de kpale otak ke? Curi basikal orang... Dorang tak nampak ke tu depan blakang ade baby-seat... Obviously buat transport anta budak2 g skola kan? Abeh dorang ni ingat kitorang beli basikal pakai duit petik kat pokok ke per? Dorang ingat kitorang ni step orang kaye, bole straight away beli basikal baru? Macam siak kan?"

Hubby, "Tak per la... Biarkan je la... You redha kan jer K... Sabar..."

Me (trying to cool down), "(Istighfar dalam hati banyak2)"


So the next day was Wednesday... I didn't come to the office & so were my kids... They were @ home with me... By then, I was still thinking of my BLOO & whoever the culprit was that stole it... So what did I do @ home the whole day with my kids, while our Baba went out working?

Here goes...

0900hrs - Woke up coz the kids were basically awake when Baba was about to go to work...
0930hrs - Prepared the ingredients for Nasi Goreng Sambal Belacan coz Baba would be back home to have breakfast with us & I decided to cook fried rice instead of us going out to the nearby "Kopitiam"... heh... Prepared Cornflakes Cereal with milk & Sandwich Cheese Bread for the kids while waiting for Baba to come back...
1030hrs - Done with my cooking... Nasi Goreng Sambal Belacan da siap & Baba pon da balek... So we ate together...
1130hrs - Did the laundry, cleaned the kitchen sink, cleared off the rubbish & ironed some clothings...
1245hrs - Baba went out to continue with his work while his Ummi did some household chores... Vacuumed the living room, balcony & kitchen... Cleared the dust... Wiped the balcony glass door squeaky cleaned coz it was dusty... Then here comes the best part... lol... I mopped the floor... One thing I dislike about mopping the floor was there's for sure gonna be water marks stains on it once the floor dries up... I was sighing when I saw those marks... So in the end what did I do to solve the problem? I mopped each floor tile (by hands) using a kitchen towel... Baru puas hati aku... hee hee... It was pretty tiring la but the result was worth my tiredness until I woke up this morning with aches on both of my legs... =)
1630hrs - Done with the chores, got the kids to bathe, changed & gave them snacks to eat... Rest for a while before getting ourselves ready for dinner after Maghrib... =)

So dinner was @ Banquet, Compass Point... I didn't cook for dinner coz I was basically too shagged... heh... Ordered take-away food for Baba on our way home... Oh! Did I told you that the foodcourt was crawling with rats? Yup rats... They were basically crawling on the pipelines above my head from where I was sitting at... Eeeeee... Bile ingat2 balek ekor tikos2 yang macam dawai bengkok, eeeeee... Loye tekak aku...

After that, I did a little grocery shopping... Eh! You guys know about this "Value Dollar Shop" or not...? Huwaaaargh!! That place sells freaking cheap stuffs sia... I bought a 5kg Laundry Detergent for $5.90 & some other stuffs for price as low as 70cents sia... Murah giler wo!!

I was still thinking about my BLOO on my way back home... You know, I didn't know how to express this but it's like there's a voice inside of me saying, "If what's meant to be yours, will definitely be yours one day, insya'allah, have patience & pray..." It's like He is trying to tell me something... So I just sabar lor & leave it up to Him for whatever outcome that might turn out for me...

So the next morning, which is today la of course... I woke up in the morning as usual... Got the kids ready for school & then called for a cab... (No more BLOO to ride the kids to the Centre liao)

Then, as usual, after that, waited for the hubby by the roadside & we would normally go to work together... THEN!! Here comes the best part... I was still on a lookout for my BLOO when I saw this young Malay teenager cycling a blue bicycle that looks EXACTLY like my missing BLOO... So, aku da kancong spider skejap...

Me, "Baba!! You tengok tu (pointing to the Malay boy [18/19 years of age] who's cycling the bicycle)... That looks like our bicycle la Ba... You tengok... I cam baby-seat nye... Our baby-seat is the only baby-seat yang da kena tempek dengan safety sticker... You tengok... Cepat... Budak tu da kat traffic light..."

Hubby, "Ya, I think it's ours... You look at the way diye kayoh bile nak naik buket... Exactly macam you kayoh bile you nak naik buket... Tak per... We make a turn & stop right infront of him... Kite confront diye kalau betol that's our bicycle K..."

So that's what the hubby did... And for sure that was our BLOO that he was riding on... And this bloody boy was cycling my BLOO like nobody's business... Macam tak bersalah kayoh basikal aku... Kiwak!! Aku darah sirap siak!! Menggeletar satu badan aku... I couldn't express to you how I felt the moment I saw him riding on my BLOO... The adrenaline rush that I was feeling... The anger & everything... Wah lao...

Hubby (confronting him with a pissed off look), "Mane kau jumpe ni basikal?"

The Culprit (looking afraid already), "Jumpe kat bawah blok ah bang..."

Hubby (exploding any moment), "Kau buat klakar ke per!! Kau tahu tak aku buat ape dengan ni basikal!!"

The Culprit (da kecot), "Tak Bang, betol saye jumpe Bang... Ni pon saye baru nak pegi Sengkang..."

Hubby, "Kau buat klakar ke per! Kau tahu tak ni basikal aku buat anta anak2 aku pegi skola... Kau tahu tak basikal aku ni da hilang 2 hari?"

The Culprit, "Eh cakap tak percaye sei..."

Hubby, "Kau nak pegi Sengkang ke ape ke, tu aku tak nak amek tahu... Kau tak percaye eh? Kau tunggu sini skejap..."


So the hubby took his mobile phone & called the police... And the next thing we knew, he ran away sia... Piece of chicken shit... Kalau tak bersalah, kalau tak mencuri, asal cabot lari...? Macam bodoh kan ni budak... Da la tu, curi kat kawasan yang same... Siao!! Nak buat tahi tapi buat kat kampong sendiri... Macam bodoh punye budak...!! Seriously aku binget siol time tu... Kalau nak ikot kan prangai giler kitorang dulu, memang da pecah kpale budak ni... Hancor kena helmet... He should consider himself lucky sia... Really... Aku istighfar punye istighfar siol tadi pagi...

So obviously the police came & we did some explanation & everything... They even tried to search for the stupid thief (Why I call stupid becoz he's really STUPID!! Nak buat jahat tapi tak kena tempat... Bodoh punye budak!! Otak mati!!) but they couldn't find him...

We decided to drop the whole case coz if we were to proceed with it, the police would have to hold on to my bicycle for further investigation & I really didn't want any hassle involved coz basically, BLOO's our everyday means of transportation for sending our kids to school... Leceh ah kalau nak kena tahan la, then buat further investigation la... Ai yo... Buang current la sei...

But seriously la kan, the next time I see that sickening boy's face again anywhere near the neighbourhood, I won't hesitate to call the police & report to them of suspicious acts lurking in the neighbourhood... If that boy could do it to our BLOO, he could jolly well do it to others... He ought to be taught a lesson... Ni pon aku suspect budak slenge bacen tu maseh tak serik2 curi basikal orang... He definitely will repeat the same act again... DEFINITELY...

Alhamdulillah, I got my BLOO back... Syukur alhamdulillah... I called my work place saying that I'll be in the office @ 2pm... Need to come on a half day coz I need to bring my BLOO home...

You know, today while riding on my BLOO, it just comes into my mind that... He is Great... He makes everything happen for a reason... And when He's testing us, it's definitely for a reason... To check upon us, to see how we deal with obstacles given by Him... To see the level of our patience... And just by sitting, doing nothing won't solve the problem... Whatever we do & wherever we are, we ought to seek His assistance... Coz He's The All-Knowing & The Merciful...

And I'm forever thankful for that... =)

And 1 more thing I learned today is, kalau kite nak buat sesuatu, kite haros ikhlas coz insya'allah, kalau kite ikhlas, segale urusan kite akan dipermudahkan olehNye... If things doesn't work out well, we need to sit & think (muhasabah diri) & ask ourselves, "Why things happen that way?" Coz eventually, like I said earlier, "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON..."

Good nite...

You Said You Loved Me...

Sis Muz sent me this vid via e-mail juz now & I simply couldn't resist uploading it into my blog...

I was laughing like crazy watching the whole thing... The subtitles were hilariously funny...

[Thanks for the vid Sis...!!] =)

Children Learn What They Live...

• If a child lives with criticism, they learn to condemn...
• If a child lives with hostility, they learn to fight...
• If a child lives with ridicule, they learn to be shy...
• If a child lives with shame, they learn to feel guilty...
• If a child lives with tolerance, they learn to be patient...
• If a child lives with encouragement, they learn confidence...
• If a child lives with praise, they learn to appreciate...
• If a child lives with fairness, they learn justice...
• If a child lives with security, they learn to have faith...
• If a child lives with approval, they learn to like themselves...
• If a child lives with acceptance, they learn to find love in the world...

Some of us might have enroll our kids to the School/Child Care Centre (like me)... Some even hire a maid or a babysitter just to keep an eye & take care of their kids while us, parents, went out for work...

But by putting them in the care of others isn't enough though... They still need our attention & guidance coz how we brought up our child would eventually reflect ourselves...

And obviously, as parents we do not want our kids to grow up spoil, stubborn, rude, lazy & whatever it is you could imagine that you won't want your child to be... You would definitely want them to have the mentality of an obedient child... One who have the respect towards his/her family, religion & also to others... We're 1 of those parents... heh...

For the fact that I'm having issues with certain members in my family & for the fact that 1 day, my kids would grow up asking me, "Ummi, why aren't you in good terms with -----? Ummi, why do you always refrain yourselves from being with -----? Ummi, why do everyone treat/look at you & Baba in such a way?"

These "WHY" questions ever did came across our (hubby & I) minds... It's only a matter of time when our kids would eventually grow up a little bit older & there's gonna be, "Why this... Why that... Why can't I... Why should I... Why why why?"

It's a question that only time will tell... We, as parents, will definitely try our very best in the upbringing of our children & giving them the best that we could possibly give...

We just want them to be that special "someone" in the eyes of their parents, grandparents, uncles & aunties, cousins, friends, the society, also most importantly to Allah s.w.t & Islam...

The part where in life after death, 1 of the questions asked would be, "Have you fulfill all your duties as a Muslim wife, mother & daughter...?"

Seriously, it's so unimaginable for me just to think when will death actually approach me one day (wallahualam)... All the questions that would be asked... The punishment given in life after death... Would I be in Jannah? Would I be reunited with my family in Jannah? (wallahualam)

Don't know how to say it ... My mind's just random... Too many things in it for me to think... pfft...

Having Them In Our Lives Is A Blessing..

The Cousin Lala to the Ummi Lily:

@lilyashburn tengok anak kau stress buat keje. ahahh! He managed to write no. 3, 4 & 6 sendiri!! (: http://twitpic.com/1fwgvi

The Ummi Lily to the Cousin Lala:

@saurahsayuti http://twitpic.com/1fwgvi - ahahahahaha!! cute per... ahahahahaha!! stress bukan mcm muke aku eh..


Sometimes, when my day's a bit bored, sickening, unlively & dull, it's small little things like this (pic of Asil & the Twitter message sent by the cousin) that really makes my day worth the smile... =)

My kids - Having them around in our lives is something that couldn't be swop for any other things...

They are the ones who make me become a better person for my family...

Having them gives me the strong will, courage & motivation to live & go on with my life regardless of how hard the obstacles maybe...

They are my saviours in my marriage, the bridge that connects me to my wonderful hubby... Penyeri & penyejok mate di dalam rumahtangge ku...

I love them all so much...

I Wish...

I wish...

They have the guts to tell us straight up to our faces about whatever shit that's bothering them, instead of beating about the bush & expect us to judge using our own conscience...

I wish...

They have the sincerity in their hearts when they are befriending & talking to us, instead of using a mask as a cover, over their faces...

I wish...

They have the kind thoughts for us coz just like them, we too have our own issues to deal with...

I wish...

They stop bugging us once & for all coz there's nothing about them that we should be bothered about...

I wish...

They wake up & see the reality in their own lives, instead of just bragging about it coz frankly, as a human with flaws, we are bound to come across problems after problems every single day... So face it, realise about it & live with it!!

And having them not to think & realise before making any kind of actions could actually make this world a sickening place to live in... And seriously, that SUCKS!!

OK, I think I'm babbling nonsense right now... (sigh)... So many SHIT happened lately... I'm just taking things slowly 1 @ a time...

Lunch time's OVER!! Back to WORK y'all...

Funny Baby Making A Speech...

This Vid had somehow burst the laughter out of me... She is soooooo cute & adorable...

You guys need to switch on your speakers for this & pause my music playlist (to the right)...

A Self Centered Egotistical Mind...

Wicked is the ego of self centered fools.
Who care about nothing but causing trouble.
Nobody can do right in the eyes of such people.
They have people beside them blinded in comfort.

The selfishness of the ego cries like a baby.
Especially when things don’t go the way it wants.
Then it tries and psych you out by asking questions.
Did I do something wrong? Are you pushing me away?

The people who see this ego driven selfishness, laugh.
Every time it is expressed, we all laugh harder.
We laugh because this type of self centeredness grows.
It grows younger and more childish every single day.

This type of egotistical, possessiveness yearns for help.
But, you can’t tell someone this who already knows everything.
Why try beating a dead horse if it’s living?
It will still remain a dead horse breathing lucid air.

The self centered ego sucks people down and everything around it as well.
It cannot survive by simply being happy for others.
It needs to choke people, tell them they aren’t doing things right.
The ego has its own built up hatred to feed, on others faults.

What selfishness and pity can the human mind have?
Self centered minds who blame everything going wrong on others.
This is why egotistical self centered minds get pushed away.
This is why people leave and don’t want to come back, ever.

It’s always something, it’s always someone else’s fault.
This is the mind set of the ego driven self centered thought.
Never happy about anything unless it is perfect by the ego’s standards.
Funny, nobody seems to get along with this personality.
Grow up! Move on with life. Leave others alone. Stop pushing away.

Missing You...

Went visiting cousin Lala's blog just now amidst the pissed off feeling that I was having for the past few days... Saw these 2 wonderful photos... 1, of my late uncle, Wak Mi & the other, of his newborn son, Baby Sufyan who was born a few months later after his death...

Lala's blog entry made me cried... Thinking of my late uncle & his newborn baby is really making my feelings go "emo-ish"... See how Baby Sufyan looks exactly like his late dad...

It's just gonna be him, his mom & his elder brother... He has a sister, the eldest among the siblings but she went missing a few months back & never came back... Adek sedare aku, Sutinah... Wonder when will she ever come back... Only Allah knows...

Now that the head of their family (my uncle) had long passed & the cousin still went M.I.A (missing in action), it's just gonna be the 3 of them...

So many things had made me sad lately... And those things somehow had something to do with me, my family & the people around me... And frankly, I'm just sad about it...

My late uncle, Wak Mi, was just 1 of the best things that had happened in my life... He left us all too soon... I tried brushing it aside everytime memories of him went into my mind... But someway, somehow... I'll ended up crying, thinking about this wonderful uncle of mine... He's one of the bestest uncles ever...

I miss you Wak Mi... You were always there for us & we really miss you... Miss you a whole lot... ='(


To Cousin Lala: I had to copy paste these 2 photos from your blog into mine & write a short entry of them as well coz your recent blog entry about them had touched me so & made me cry...

Coming Over To The School, Making A Big Drama...

Well done!! Thanks for coming over to the school & creating a big "hoo-haa-old-grandmother's story" to the school's principal...

My guess is right... See!! I knew something like this would eventually happened & it'll obviously come from YOU... I've known YOU well enough la... YOU loveeeeee to seek attention & cause commotion everywhere YOU go...

So how does it feel? Now that YOU've got everyone involved in YOUR so-called problem?

YOU go around telling every single person that YOU meet about the disputes (plus the added make-up story dialogues & teary scenes that YOU added like a spice mix) that we are having...

YOU even when to the extend of telling about my cousin's personal stuffs to the school's principal... Halo!! That's her BOSS you're talking to & that same school is where my kids go to EVERY SINGLE BLOODY DAY la sei!!

Whoaaaaaa!! That's a whole lotta grandmother's story YOU got there... Lucky me on that day, aku tegerak hati wanna go fetch the kids earlier from school...

Again, well done!! Thanks for coming over to the school & creating a big hoo-haa to their school's principal...

If YOU could just have the freaking patience to BLOODILY WAIT... Definitely we'll bring THEM over to see you!! But NOOOO!! YOU just didn't have the patience to wait & instead, YOU go round & round & round getting the whole world involved in YOUR problem...

Now my hubby's pissed, my cousin's pissed & I, of course, am PISSED as well!!

Why are we sooooo freaking pissed?? It's because right now, YOU bloodily got the whole Child Care Centre cum School involved too!!

Thanks ah eh to YOUR "drama-mama-bollywood-tears plus grandmother's story", everyone in the centre knows about our family problem... YOU made YOUR story sooooo "REAL" that in YOUR story, YOU made it seems that YOU're the good guy & we're the bad... Thanks a whole lot!! And whatever la... God knows better...

Bual dengan bahase yang sebaik2 nye pon tak reti bahase... Kalau bual kurang ajar, lagi worst kan...

So, YOU tell me & my hubby, "WHAT KIND OF LANGUAGE DO YOU WANT US TO TALK TO YOU COZ WE'RE FREAKING SICK & TIRED OF YOUR CRAP!! EVERYWHERE WE GO, YOU LOVE TO BUG INTO OUR LIVES... ADE JER BENDE YANG KORANG NAK CARI PASAL!! EH PLEASE LA... TOLONG LA... DOSE DA BERTEPEK... JANGAN LA TAMBAHKAN LAGI DOSE YANG MENGAROT... KITORANG DA BOSAN AH!! DA BINGET!! DA TAK TAHU NAK BUAT APE DENGAN PRANGAI KORANG YANG ASYEK NAK STEP MENANG & STEP TAK PUAS HATI!! DUDOK DENGAN KORANG, KITE KENA KATE... DA KASI KORANG APE YANG KORANG NAK, PON TETAP KENA KATE... KITORANG PINDAH JAOH2 PON JADI BAHAN KATE... EH!! WHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS IT THAT YOU GUYS WANT LA!! AKU DA BINGET AH DENGAN KORANG!! BINGET! BINGET! BINGET!! TOLONG JANGAN MASOK CAMPO HAL KLUARGE KITORANG BOLE TAK??? PEGI LA MAIN JAOH2... DUDOK MESJID KE APE... MAIN GOLI KE... NI TAK ASYEK NAK MENYEBOK JAGE TEPI KAIN ORANG... TEPI KAIN KLUARGE AKU LAGI... AKU BINGET TAHU TAK!!! MAKIN KITORANG DIAM MAKIN KORANG NAIK TOCANG!! EH STOP IT LA SEI!!"

Again & again... Let me say this...

This is my blog... This is where I'll say whatever I wanna say & vent out...

A blog couldn't always be as PERFECT & as SWEET as whatever some of you might think... There's always gonna be one of them, SHIT written in it once in a while...

So yeap... It's my blog, it's about my life, my thoughts & my say... Life isn't always perfect anyway... Things could get ugly sometimes...

Da OK... Aku nak chill... Aku betol2 tengah binget... Saket kpale aku!!

Now YOU're Really Making Me Pissed!!

Seriously I don't know what the hell YOU want from me & my family... We've told YOU time & time again that we'll bring our kids over to YOUR crib once everything's settle down... But did YOU ever listen? NO!!

At first, instead of seeking my hubby's permission to see the kids, YOU had called my workplace looking for me... YOU created a line of phone disturbances asking all my office colleagues for my mobile number when YOU already had the mobile number of my hubby... YOU had created a scene here @ my workplace causing my colleagues to run up & down looking for me just to let me know that I ought to return YOUR urgent call...

Halo!! Let me ask YOU this!! Where were YOU when we left??? Where were YOU when we said our goodbyes & when my kids were calling out for YOU!! YOU were @ the kitchen doing "God knows what" & pretending not to hear anything...!!!

Then now, when ALL OF US had left YOU to be in a better family environment, YOU came back looking for us with an excuse that YOU wanna see my kids & that YOU miss them soooooo dearly...??? Halo!! Kindly refresh back YOUR past memories can??? We've already refreshed ours & those past memories are still FRESH in our minds...

I thought I heard YOU saying to the world that my family & I were a burden to YOU??? I thought I heard YOU saying that by taking care of my kids, they had somehow hindered YOU from going out to mingle around with the rest of the world?

Now that we're trying our best to settle safely & soundly in our new home, minding our own family business, there YOU go again causing disturbance in our lives...!!

FOR GOD SAKE PLEASE LA!! STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING!! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU MAKING ME YOUR DAMN FOOL!! I'M YOUR ONLY DAUGHTER BUT YOU ONLY NEEDED ME WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT & THREW ME AWAY WHEN YOU WANTED TO!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!

And now that YOU're trying to budge in & jeopardizing my cousin's WORK by calling & asking her School Principal whether or not Asil & Asyura are schooling at that particular Child Care Centre is really WAY TOO MUCH!!

Why can't YOU just take YOUR mobile phone & call my hubby up & ask him whatever it is that YOU wanna ask...? Instead, you keep on doing things behind our backs, & seriously YOU are making matters WORST for a WHOLE LOTTA PEOPLE...!!

GIVE US ALL SOME FACE!! AT LEAST GIVE MY COUSIN SOME FACE COZ SHE'S WORKING IN THAT FREAKING CHILD CARE CENTRE FOR GOD SAKE & EVERY BLOODY SINGLE DAMN DAY SHE HAD TO FACE THE PRINCIPAL THERE!!

Frankly with this type of "doing things behind our backs" type of attitude that YOU've got, it really makes us wanna drift further & further away from YOU...

Anyway, I don't think YOU care right??? YOU only know how to gossip with the world & going around wearing fake masks with the same people who have the same type of mentality as YOU...

Oh!! I almost forgot!! You still have YOUR SONS per... YOU are PROUD to have them, SONS... And I wonder, what if they finally got married & have kids??? Would YOU still bother to come looking for my kids??? Naaaah!! I doubt so...

And if YOU so gonna come down to eavesdrop at the centre with that "doing things behind our backs" type of attitude, well let me tell YOU something, hubby & I, for sure, WE will get so bloody pissed & I live it all up to God to settle this family dispute when the day comes...

PLEASE... STOP BOTHERING OUR LIVES... YOU & ALL THOSE LIVING IN THE SAME HOUSE AS YOU HAD REALLY CAUSED SO MUCH PAIN IN OUR LIVES... SO PLEASE STOP... JUST LET US BE...

Insya'allah, we'll face you guys one day when our hearts tell us so... And right now, until this very day, this very moment, our hearts are still broken & disappointed...

"Bloo" Is The Name...

Basikal ku yang bername, "Bloo"...

As Salam & Hello Peepz...

How's Tuesday getting on for you people? Ade bagusssssss?

So today's my 1st day of cycling the kids to school from Sengkang, Anchorvale Link all the way up to Punggol Field...

Fooooh!! Da lame beb aku tak kayoh basikal sejaoh macam tu... Kalau ye pon mase tu aku time anak dare lagi & that was years ago... Skarang ni stamina bo liao, so da pancet la kan...

I woke up a bit early to start of the day on a bicycle... Not pretty sure la how long does the journey take for me to reach their school (normally it takes about 8mins by cab)... But I tried to start off @ around 8.15am & reached there @ exactly 9am... Shockingly, the duration took me exactly 45mins!! Thanks to that, I was so freaking late for work!! Baik per... Keje start pukol 9pagi... Tapi pukol 9 jugak aku baru sampai skola anak2 aku... ahahahahaha!! So the very the "Star Karat"... Sampai ofis, aku step buat muke tembok...

Mule2 tu bile start mengayoh, aku tak rase penat sangat la BUT as soon as I reached a few slopes here & there (huwaaaaaargh!!), I was beginning to feel the aches on both of my legs... Serve me right for not getting myself well prepared a few days in advance... lol... But so far OK la, alhamdulillah, I managed to overcome that tiredness & the 3 of us were able to reach Bright Kids School House safely... Syukor, alhamdulillah... =) Aku cume tak bole take it bile nak kena kayoh naik buket ade siket nye problematic... Kaki aku tros jadi lengoh semacam...

And the cousin (Lala) who's working there was the 1st one to greet us all & she was like, "Eh Kak! You really cycle all the way from Sengkang to Punggol ah?"

Me (perspiring & feeling hot), "Ya la..."

The cousin (looking excited), "Serious??!! Gerek per..."

Me, "Hmmm gerek... Pancet siak aku 1st time kayoh basikal macam ni... Tapi OK ah..."

The cousin, "(giggling all the way)"

But seriously, I've got a few reasons on why I decided to cycle the children to school, now that hubby had bought "Bloo" for me...

1. Every morning, I'll take a cab to send the children to school... Nak naik kreta tak bole coz our car's an OPC (Off-Peak-Car) which means driving is only allowed from 7pm - 7am on Week Days... So it's definitely a "no-no"...

2. The freaking cab fare costs me SGD$11 from Sengkang to Punggol (due to the Peak Hour Period) including the cab fare booking fees coz seriously, I need to call a cab EVERY SINGLE BLOODY DAY coz it's SOOOOOO DIFFICULT TO GET A CAB JUST BY STANDING BY THE ROADSIDE & HAILING FOR 1 (unlike when I was staying in Yishun)... Bloody troublesome I tell you!! You'll get other people (especially the KIASUs & the KANCONGs) to race with you by the roadside just for a freaking cab!! Ai yo!! Tak bole tahan...!!

3. The cab fares cost us parents to fork out SGD$260 (add another $40 & that'll be close to SGD$300 liao) per month just to send our kids to school (sadly to say their school doesn't provide any school transport) & to think all of that cash spent on cabs every single morning was such a waste coz we could make better use with it...

So with this bicycle, it sort of like lessen our pain of letting our money go away on unnecessary necessity... Since I could cycle, then, why not right? I mean, it's also some sort of like a "morning workout" for me...

Moreover, both hubby & I, we're both not born on a "Silver Platter", whereby whatever we want, we could easily get them... We have to work for it in order to earn it... So tak kan nak step macam orang kaye & spend like nobody's business whereby in reality, we've bills, fees & other stuffs that need $$$ to settle with... Money doesn't come easy for us... Definitely not... WE WORK HARD FOR IT!!

And the routine would be like this from now on,

- I'll wake up early in the morning to get the kids & myself ready...
- Cycle them to school while hubby takes his turn to get himself ready...
- By the time I drop the kids off to school, hubby would be on his way to fetch me & we could go to work together since we're working in the same area... =)
- My "Bloo" would be parked & locked @ the bicycle lot nearby till I end my work & hubby would come to fetch me up again & send me over to fetch our kids...

Hopefully, by cycling, I can loose some kilos off me... Insya'allah... Save duit jugak wo!! Hidop tak bole nak step macam orang kaya... Haros berjimat cermat siket... hee hee...

Say Goodbye To A Kilo More...

So I woke up in the morning today feeling like crap...

As usual, sent my kids to school then off to work with hubby... By then, the "Monday Blue Virus" was slowly casting its shadow upon me... What not? I was widely awake the whole entire night till 3.45am (3 & a half hour of sleep only sei)... And that explains my "panda-looking" eye patches when I came to the office this morning... Eeeeee... Tak gerek langsong... pfft...

Had lunch at the nearby canteen with my colleague, Wei Feng... Seriously, I don't have any idea on what to have for lunch sei... Otak aku mati... I went blank for a few seconds there until the Mak Cik @ the Canteen Stall asked me, "Ye sayang nak makan ape?"... So I chose a slice of fried egg, stir fried brinjals & a slice of fish with rice... Dudok la aku makan dengan Wei Feng...

It seems to drizzle a little bit here in Senoko... Drizzling on & off... Skejap pakai payong, skejap tak pakai... Weather nowadays... Aiyoyo... Sometimes hot, sometimes not... tsk tsk tsk...

So I was basically back in the office after lunch when I saw this huge ass weighing machine that was just newly installed right infront of the office... So I asked my other colleague, Soo May who was there, "Wei Moi!! What's this?"

She, "Ai ya... This 1 is a weighing machine la... They baru install for weighing the laundry items..."

Me (with Wei Feng looking curiously beside me), "Huh? You sure or not?"

She, "Ya la... You try weigh yourself lor..."

So I did la weigh myself on it (Wei Feng did joined in also) & I was the happiest person when I found out that my present weight (for now) is 60kg!! Woo hoo!! I was so overjoyed...!!

Seriously, to loose some freaking fatty pounds of me is so freaking HARD!! With all the food temptation lurking around every corner, it's so difficult to control my food intake, you guys know or not? Makan! Makan! Makan! Exercise nye tidak...!! That's me... lol... So to be able to reach 60kg was such a wonderful achievement for me already... =)

I really hope I could loose some more & get back to my pre-marriage weight of 58kg... Insya'allah...

The cousin (Lala) had been going on without eating rice for 5 weeks... [Wah seh!! Kencang sei lu minah... Eh!! Aku nak join bole tak? Amacam so far ade loose weight tak? Kau jangan jadi kuros kering macam jerangkong suda la k... Kuros sangat tak power ah... Nanti kalau ade ribot taufan, kau confirm melayang dulu... ahahahahaha!! Go buy a bicycle la (Ceh! Mentang2 aku da ade basikal... Nak kecek adek sedare g beli basikal jugak... lol...) then we can go cycling together... Neighbourhood Park kat Sengkang ni luas nak mampos... Satu hari kayoh & explore pon tak abes... Jom ah La teman aku... hee hee...]

Here's a little SLIDE that I wanna share... The day I went to bring Asil & Asyura for dinner @ Long John Silver's... Adorable little toddlers they are... Take a look...

P/S: Funny thing how a little good news like this would eventually brightens up my day when I'm feeling a little "out" from my usual everyday mood... =)

Go Fly Kite...!!

These photos was taken in January...

A few days after we had settled down into our new crib (we're basically living with my hubby's 3rd bro, Yus & his wife, Muz), there was a little orientation around Sengkang Neighbourhood... 1 of them was the famous "kite flying" hangout that most families went to during the weekends...

A Trip To The Animal Resort...

Alhamdulillah, I'm done with dinner... Ari ni aku masak Sop Air Sayor Bayam dan Sambal Tumis Telor... The weather was moist & cool here in Sengkang... It was raining from morning till late noon...So having to cook the soup fits perfectly for today's menu... hee hee...

Thought of going cycling with my family but nah... The cool weather makes us all wanna stay @ home... Hubby just bought me a cute bicycle from Giant Hypermarket [Thank you Baba!!!!!! Love you!!!!] a few days ago... I love it a lot!! There's a cute little extra child sit in the front for 1 of our children to hop on... He also bought an extra sit to be installed at the back coz if 1 one of them wants to hop on, the other 1 would for sure tag along... So with those 2 seats, I could actually cycle with both of them in... =)

I haven't even taken a picture of my new bicycle yet... I'll upload a photo of it soon K...

So last Sunday our family went to The Animal Resort that's situated somewhere in Jalan Kayu... Our Mak Uteh & Pak Uteh (Bro Yus & Sis Muz), brought us all there coz we've never been there before [Thank you Mak Uteh & Pak Uteh!!!!!!]... Kitorang sume naik lori beb!! Gerek dudok blakang!! Woo hoo!!

And The Animal Resort that they brought us to was great!! It's like a mini little zoo la... Except that most of the animals there could be found in the old kampong days... Best of all the admission is FREEEEEEEE!! Yup!! Yup!! Yup!! Bayaran masok adelah PERCUME!!

Let me see... There's a horse, a pelican, a cassowary, a few funny looking birds, some kampong goats, ducks, peacocks, rabbits, parrots, dogs, a pond of fishes from different kinds of species, roosters, hens & also gooses...

Talk about these gooses... There's one particular goose that really caught my eyes... Seriously, he's one weird looking goose sia... Really weird... Talk about an ugly duckling... sheesh... And there's one freaking fat bunny rabbit... So very fat... The size of a fat cat... That's how FAT this particular bunny rabbit is... I almost freaked out when there's this dog tried to sniff its way thru us...

The most hilarious part was when our little Asil freaked out like crazy when his Baba tried to bring him closer to the horse... Little Asyura on the hand was the brave one... She tried feeding the goats with hays & then tried her luck on the horse which obviously was a "no-no can't do thing" coz obviously we were afraid she might hurt her fingers while feeding the horse... lol...

Watch the video of little Asil looking pretty freaked out by the horse below...

Bro Yus's Birthday Surprise...

We had my hubby's 3rd bro's celebrating his birthday in the same month as Asyura's...

So we planned a little birthday surprise with his wife, my Sis Muz on the birthday cake thingy & had my little kids to sang their Pak Uteh a birthday song both in English & in Hua Yi, while their Baba sang the Malay version of Happy Birthday... lol...

Tengok la gelagat anak2 ku dengan lagu Happy Birthday dorang...

Oh! An the Cake-Poking" masterpiece is a MUST for my kids... Kenape la anak2 aku suke sangat2 cocok jari ke dalam kek yang penoh berkrim dan tros masokkan jari jemari mereka yang cute-mute tu ke dalam mulot maseng2... lol...

P/S: FYI. The birthday cake that we bought for Bro Yus is called the "Mousse Cake"... Alang2 same name dengan sis-in-law kitorang, Muz... Sounds the same jer... hee hee... So bile diye makan tu kek, diye pasti tringat istri tercinte... hee hee... [To Sis Muz: Sis! Amacam? Birthday kau pulak kitorang try nyanyi dalam bahase Hindustan nak? Bahase Cine, Melayu & English da ade per... hee hee...]

Jalan2 Cari Makan...

These photos were taken about a month of ago (I think)... We went for a little ride around town... Went to Masjid Sultan, then to the newly opened shopping mall (City Square - this place is sooooooo cool!!) situated near Mustafa Centre & lastly to Mustafa Centre...

By the way, heard from my sis-in-law (Muz) that Mustafa Centre would be closing down soon due to the non-safeness of the mall or something like that bla bla bla... Something about having the Singapore Civil Defence suing them for the safety issues in their mall, I think... I'm like, "What? You serious? CLOSE DOWN? Then how? That place sells freaking cheap stuffs sia..."

I bought my make-up stuffs there... In fact a lot of stuffs... So many things there were sold @ pretty cheap prices... Abeh pasal safety, da nak kena tutop? Mengarot siak... Really...

Dey! Yen Na! Wad Da Dey! Must they close down Mustafa Centre? Don't like that Da Dey!! Isn't there any alternative way? Crap sia like that...

SLIDE uploaded...

Asyura's 2nd Birthday Celebration...

So previously (20.02.10) we decided that Asyura should have a birthday party celebrated in school with her classmates & teachers...

At first we thought of just buying her a huge birthday cake for her to celebrate with the whole kids & teachers in school... But ended up buying birthday titbits & a little cake instead...

Guess how many classmates my little girl has? Including her, there's only 3... ahahaha!! Banyak kan? So I couldn't possibly just packed 3 packets of birthday titbits just for her class... That's pathetically too little...

So in the end, I packed for the whole entire school which consisted of 76 little children & 11 teachers... Yes! Teachers weren't also left behind... I got them all to joined in... A bunch of sporting ladies I might say... =) Y'all should see the look on their faces when they each got a packet of birthday titbits... Muke satu2 excited giler...

SLIDE uploaded...

By the way, I did managed to record a little short video of Asyura's birthday party with the help of Miss Fidzah, the school's Principal [Thanks Fidzah!!]...

Video uploaded below...

P/S: The little cute chubby girl beside Asyura is Celeste (Asyura's classmate)... She's sooooo adorable... She has this "thing" for birthday candles & cakes... lol...

VivoCity With The Cousins...

This is a must upload...

It's been a while since I last hang out with them cousins... The 2 siblings, Sufi & Lala...

I must admit that I'm blessed to have cousins like them... Although they're just cousins from the maternal side of the family, but I treat them like one of my own... Ape tak nye kan... Kecik2 aku tolong babysit, cebok kan dorang, masak kan dorang & lepak2 dengan dorang... hee hee... So da macam adek aku sendiri ...

They're always there for me... Always... They are just some of those few who know me... It's sad to say that even my own siblings don't even know the real me & think of all the sacrifices that I've done for them... Sedih bile aku fikerkan... But I still miss & love them though, walaupon tak pernah terfiker di dalam diri mereka betape besar pengorbanan ku sebagai seorang kakak terhadap mereka... Hanye Allah saje yang tahu...

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Uploaded!! Finally!!

Remember how I said in my previous blog post that I tried uploading my Asil's little birthday celebration @ Marina Barrage but the photos didn't seem to get uploaded in my SLIDE, so I uploaded the photos from my sis-in-law's (Muz) Multiply instead?

So, FINALLY!! It's DONE!! Uploaded from my own freaking digicam baby!! Woo hoo!!

Walaupon nampak macam da outdated (FYI - Asil's birthday's on 21.12.2009), aku tetap nak upload all the photos in... So, my kids would be able to see & read them as they grow... Mane la tahu kalau2 aku meninggal dulu, bole jugak dorang tengok blog aku yang tak sebrape ni untok melepaskan rindu... =)

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P/S: More SLIDEs to come... Ade lagi banyak gamba outdated yang harus di upload kan...

Lost & Found Lexus...

Oh!!

Did I told you guys that our neighbours cat got itself lost last week?

My sis-in-law saw the cat hanging along the corridor & had me to rescue it & bring it to our home [See!! What good samaritans we are... hee hee]... Guess she just slipped away from the house the moment when there's an opportunity for the gate to be left opened... tsk tsk tsk... You naughty kitty!!

So the cat was placed @ the balcony of our house... Takot diye "semprot" merate tempat la so to be safe, we just placed her there with a bowl of water in case she went thirsty... hee hee...

The cat owner (our neighbour) was immediately notified of his lost cat by 3rd bro-in-law... And while waiting for the owner to claim his pet, aku apelagi, kernyam kan la kuceng diye yang gemok kedempol tu... Aku sempat jugak amek gamba diye... Mwahahahaha!! Suke aku dapat lepaskan giyan...

So the owner dropped by & guess what he calls his cat? "LEXUS" la sei... Fu yooooo!! Name dahsyat beb!!

Perhaps if I were to have a pet, I'll name it, "CHEVROLET"? Or maybe "HYUNDAI"? Or just maybe "MERCEDES"? What do you think?

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Night Picnic @ Changi Beach...

OK, people... I've should've uploaded this a month ago... ahahaha!! But due to my freaking busy schedule, I didn't have any time at all... Busy with family, work & everything la...

Our Chinese New Year holiday was spent having a little picnic @ Changi Beach... It's actually a "lepak2 & makan2" kind of thing la huh...

Cooked some pastas, fried rice with mushroom & fried chicken with the help of my dearest sis-in-law, Muz... hee hee... [Thank you Moteh!!] So lepas masak, packing bekalan makanan & bawak la kami bekalan tu sume gi picnic...

We had 2nd bro-in-law & 2 of his eldest sons tagging along with us... Da besa panjang anak2 sedare ku, Akid & Rullah... This is what happens when you seldom hang out with your nieces & nephews... You tend to be a little back-dated in keeping track on how older they've become... heh...

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Assalamualaikum To Baby Sufyan...

As Salam Peepz & Hello helloooooo...!!

Foooh!! At last!! Managed to squeeze in some time for this blog of mine...

And look at the bloody time people!! Its 3.26am in the freaking morning... Woo hoo!! Gerek perrrrr... And I'm suppose to be sleeping like 5 hours ago & I'm still widely awake... lol... And I'm working in the office on Saturday!! Woo hoo!! Lagi best...

OK, so the reason that I'm not asleep yet is coz I'm not sleepy... I just finished doing the laundry & stuffs... Most importantly, the kids are asleep which means I can do my thing & that is BLOGGING!! Mwahahahaha!!

Can't talk much la hor... Coz I've got lots of pictures to upload... So let's get down to it... =)

So just last week hubby & I received news from the cousins saying that Aunt Tonah (my late Uncle Wak Mi's wife) had given birth safely to a baby boy... Due to that we decided to pay her & her kids a little visit with my favourite cousins, Sufi & Lala... =)

It's been a while since I last been there... The very last time was when my uncle passed away & we had to attend his funeral... That part was devastating & memories of him are still fresh in my mind... Miss him much...

We were greeted at the door by Adek Suhaidi, Wak Mi's 2nd child (no longer my late uncle to be greeting all of us at the door now)...

The part when I saw Baby Sufyan (Wak Mi's newborn baby boy) opening up his eyes with his dimple smile, subhanallah, he really looks like my late uncle... Exactly the same!! His nose, lips, dimple, hair... Everything! I mean EVERY SINGLE PART OF HIM is WAK MI... I did went a little emo there but I tried holding back my tears la of course... I was talking to myself, "If only Wak Mi's here... He sure would be proud to see his newborn son..."

And talking to his wife, my Aunt Tonah about how she delivered Baby Sufyan & all without having her late husband beside her thru out the labour pain & all... It really crushed my heart...

Ok la, I must admit that I'm the emo-sensitive type of person la... But I just can't help it la... My auntie delivering the baby alone without my late uncle & the fact that she had to rush to the hospital all by herself with her son in a cab without my uncle beside her... Wah seh... Ni part aku da tak bole tahan... Air mate aku da bertakong... And the part that my freaking cousin was still missing & not found... Huwaaaargh! This part lagi worst!! I pitied my aunt for everything that she's going thru... And I pitied my late uncle coz he's not here to be able to look at his newborn baby who looks exactly like him... I know ni sume suratan takdir... We have to accept whatever that has been written for us by Him... Insya'allah di Akhirat pasti ketemu jua...

When I recapped all those things that Aunt Tonah had shared... Her experience of delivering her baby & all... I realised that I'm one of those fortunate wives who still have their husbands beside them in situations like this... Aku rase bersyukor sangat2...

I admire the courage, endurance & strength that my Aunt Tonah has, going thru everything... I really do coz not all mothers are as strong as her... She's been thru alot... May Allah protect my Aunt Tonah & her children from any kind of harm... Insya'allah, amin...

OK, don't wanna talk much any more coz I'm beginning to be a little teary now... So, SLIDE uploaded...