Tears Dry, Smiles Fade, But Memories Will Last Forever..

The best part about pictures is that even when the "people" in the photo change, the memory it contains never will..

And the reason why I hold on tight to memories is becoz memories are the only things that don't change when everyone else does..

Throwback of Raya 2015 (Part 2)

Friends for 20 years & counting..

Good friends always last a lifetime..

Thank you for being a very good friend to this crazy me for 2 decades..

Kawan ku Dunia & Akhirat.. Till Jannah.. InshaAllah, Amin..

Throwback of Raya 2015 (Part 1)..

Throwback photos of the hub's eldest brother & his family who came to our humble abode during this year's Raya visit..

It's been waaaaaaay too long since we had this much fun snapping pics!! I'm glad they came & that Allah bring us all back together.. The look on my hub's happy face - PRICELESS.. =))

"Senyum tk perlu kata apa-apa.."

Coz action speaks louder than words.. And people will eventually know who you really are one day, as long as you stay true to yourself..

I guess if it weren't for the unexpected incident that happened to my mom-inlaw last year, we wouldn't have the chance to bump into each other at the hospital & initiated the long conversation in the cafeteria & had dinner together..

Alhamdulillah, we're even now..

My Love, Always Will Be..

A perfect marriage is 2 imperfect people..

- Who refuse to give up on each other..
- Who accept each other's differences & try to blend in with one another..
- Who treat each other not only as husband & wife but as best of friends..
- Who never get bored of seducing the same flesh over & over again base on PLEASURE , LOVE & TRUST..

Thru good & bad times.. Till Jannah.. Amin..

Today marks our 11th Engagement Anniversary..  September 26th 2004 ~ 2015..

I.L.Y =))

What You Give, Is What You Get..

I'm a VERY SIMPLE person..

I love to make people laugh at my silly nonsensical jokes..

I'm someone who is always there to be a listening ear when needed & one who is good at keeping secrets when told..

I laugh & smile alot.. I love being in the company of those who lead a simple life, mind their own business, happy-go-lucky & especially those who respect one another..

I don't care if you're YOUNG or OLD, be it FRIENDS or FAMILY MEMBERS.. Should there be no respect given from you to me, the same thing will be given to you as well.. Except mine would be much more worst than the shit you gave me.. And believe me, you won't wanna see the shit that I'm capable of doing..

And if you're easily offended & affected by my blogposts, it only means that YOU'RE GUILTY OF SOMETHING..

Enough said..

Myanmar Green Tea Salad, Anyone?

This is "Lahpet Thoke", Myanmar's Green Tea Salad consisting of some fried mixed nuts, chilli padi, green tea leaves & some other basic ingredients like fish sauce, garlic & onions..

I made this earlier today & I must say it tastes sooooo good with or without the prawn floss!!

Credit to my future sister inlaw for capturing this awesome photo of my very 1st homemade "Lahpet Thoke".. Thank you for visiting our humble abode Khat & Alep!! Love you guys loads!!

So, Lahpet Thoke, anyone?  =))

If MONEY Makes You Happy..

It will never end..

Allah Is All You Need..

Even if you have friends or family members who leave, ignore, push you aside & don't appreciate your presence, you still have Him..

Everything in this world belongs to Him.. And you will never be alone if He is all that you have.. So don't be sad, disappointed or cry feeling sorry for yourself just becoz people treat you in such a way.. Coz THEY don't guarantee you 100% love, kindness & happiness..

People change but His love for you is everlasting..

I don't wanna think of the people who had caused me so much pain, sadness & disappointment anymore.. Those moments where I cried thinking & reminiscing all those memories that I had with everyone of them.. It's too much for me to bear knowing how long I've known them all & what they mean to me.. And in return, was treated in such a way that I felt left & played out even to the extend where it also involve my entire family members especially mom..

How does it feel to have people disrespecting mom? Do they not remember all of the sacrifices she made? Only He knows how I feel.. What was I thinking, feel like doing & saying to everyone of them. People who knows how to preach but such a pity, do not apply such preaching standards to themselves.. So I'd rather prefer such people to leave everyone of us by ourselves & WE, stay a long distance away from them.. Orang kalau tk suke, tk payah kite nk terhegeh2.. Let them be in their own world with their kind of people..

Mom keeps telling me this,"Tk baik mcm tu Kak.. Kite buat mcm biase je.." NO!! I can't FAKE myself like SOME PEOPLE nor be a 2-FACED BITCH like SOME PEOPLE either..

As a human, one day, you will come to a point where enough is enough & you just had about ENOUGH shit from everything that's happening around you.. I've come to that point in life to just be happy, love & appreciate those who're still there to be a part of my life story.. You like me, fine Alhamdulillah.. Even if you don't like me, the exit door is always open for you to leave & I have multiple windows for you to jump off..

To me, if Allah is all you have, then Allah is all you need.. Coz He knows what's good for you living in this superficial world we called home.. And eventually, with His Help, the right people will come into your life along the way..

The Little One With His New Haircut...

This boy hates visiting the barber..

He would freak out the moment he sees someone greeting him with a scissors & upon hearing the sound of an electric shaver. Give him a lollipop or treats of any kind, he would by all means shout or wail his way out from the barber shop..

So today's the day that I finally had enough of his "bowl haircut" look.. Rimas aku tngk.. Cuace dah la panas, haze lagi.. Mane diye asyek berpeloh tergarok2 blakang leher.. What did I do? I made him sit in the toilet with me for nearly 2 freaking hours just so that I could personally cut his hair..

Berlendih ketiak dok layan karenah anak dlm toilet.. And my sweat paid off.. Hensem anak Ummi.. =))

Of Chocolate Cake & Lepak Saturday..

Our Saturday night at home watching the late P.Ramlee's movie, "Ahmad Albab", while the hub's on his graveyard shift & me, baking..

Not much of an expert in cake making but I guess this will do for now.. Pretty much happy with my cake frosting.. One thing's for sure, I don't have to spend money & time buying birthday cakes for my family members anymore.. A for Alhamdulillah.. Besok tghari bole makan anak-branak..

And so, I can finally go to bed..

Gays, Lesbians & Whatnot..

Had a long convo with a good friend regarding Homosexuality in Islam & what's happening in our world today; Guys love guys / Woman love woman.. And also recently about an exMuslim guy turned gay who denounced Islam & his parents just becoz he's a gay & his parents strongly object to his hubongan sejenis..

Not criticising, cuma nak amek iktibar sebab aku pon ade anak.. Satu hari aku pon akan ade cucu.. Doa & mintak smoge bende2 mcm ni di jaohkan dari anak2 cucu cicet keturonan ku.. Amin..

Just pray that it's never too late for him including those like him to realise & repent.. And may Allah have mercy upon them & their family.. Amin amin..

Ok so it's from this convo that made me search for this book.. Good reviews.. Perhaps I should visit the neighbourhood library to look for it..

On another note, IF BEING A MUSLIM SEEMS DIFFICULT (WITH ALL THE WORLDLY TEMPTATIONS AROUND YOU), BE PATIENT.. THAT DIFFICULT ROAD LEADS TO A VERY BEAUTIFUL PLACE.. =))

Pray For Makkah..

Amin.. Dari Allah kite dtg, kpd Allah kite dikembalikan..

Died in front of Ka'abah while worshipping Allah on a Friday, during their hajj pilgrimage.. Blessed are their souls.. ='(

Dear Mom..

An old photo of mom & me..

One day, I will look back at this photo of us & on that day, I will start missing her more than ever.. I will keep looking back at all those happy & sad moments I had with her..

I was always rebellious.. Very straightforward with my words.. I used to argue with her alot, made her cry even to the extend of not seeing/visiting her for years due to some personal issues.. But at the end of it all, I still go back to her like how I used to when I was a little girl..

Even till now, she knows & could sense if there's anything wrong with all of her children.. She taught me the meaning of being independent as a little child since I'm the eldest among my siblings.. She taught me to be physically/emotionally tough & to always speak up for what is right no matter what happens.. "Berani kerane benar, takot kerane salah.."

All those sacrifices she made for me & my siblings, Allah sahaje yg dpt membalas jase mama ku.. And I'm glad that both she & dad love & treat all of my children equally & dearly.. They may not be the riches parents in the world when it comes to money & gold.. But they are always rich in giving their love for me, my siblings, my hubby & especially my children.. Always will be your one & only little girl.. Both you & dad will always be in my heart & prayers.. Love you..

What's In My Thoughts..

There are people who never stop backbiting, walking over & taking advantage of others ALL THE TIME.. But when they themselves got inflicted by the exact same thing, they came back seeking refuge from the VERY SAME PEOPLE whom they've once/frequently caused so much hurt & disappointment.

At some point in life, we need to finally make a stand & stop allowing such people from taking our kindness for our weaknesses..

Coz frankly speaking, even the nicest people have their limits..

Custard Cream Puffs, Anyone?

Just finished baking these babies & I had my little food tester to try some of 'em since he's still wide awake.. Yummeh!!