Friday, February 3, 2017

Home, Love, Faith, Family..






My first test for 2017.. My health.. If only they knew the magnitude of my love & devotion towards them, they'll always remember me for the rest of their lives even when I'm gone one day..

You'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have for the sake of those you love.. My family..

My countdown starts now..

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

And I've Decided To Go For It..


Was doing a research about Arrhythmia on the Internet & chanced upon this article.. 1 of them is my Cardiologist..

It's important to seek treatment sooner than later as Arrhythmia is a progressive disease.. When left untreated, it will lead to something else; new pathways or entry points in other areas of the heart.. The greater the severity, the harder it is to cure as a patient grows older..

Been coping & enduring it since 15 years of age.. The last recurrence nearly cost me my life. All will be well, for the sake of my family & myself.. Ameen.. I may look happy, tough & all smiles since the day I was discharged from the A&E.. But deep within, only Allah knows how I feel & think for what is yet to come; The Pros & Cons of the procedure.. I'm sure with His help, I will pull thru just like I always did.. Ameen..

On a side note, one doesn't simply READ & LOOK at other's health condition & say,"Oh it's nothing serious.. Her illness is a mild one & will go over time, just need to bla bla bla bla bla bla etc.." I feel like asking these people,"Have you read & look at your own health first? Head to toe, you healthy? Able to walk properly? You PHYSICALLY FIT? (Suddenly the 'I-like-to-move-it-move-it' song came ringing in my head. LOL)"

One will not experience how others feel when they're not given a chance to fit into other's shoes.. I do appreciate the concern but, I must say that Allah created us with brains to think & for that said, there should be some kind of evidence to proof a certain fact or judgment about certain things instead of saying it bluntly.. Good nite..