I'm the type of person who don't really bother much about other people's business.. And when someone asked me a question, I will always answer to the best of my knowledge.. And if it doesn't concern me or my family, I wouldn't even bother to talk about it at all.. Why? Sebab I learned that aku ade anak, ade laki, ade adek bradek.. Dan aku maseh ade mak bpk & sedare mare yg hidop.. I may never know kalau satu hari ape yg aku ckp pasal hal org lain, akan kene balek kat aku atau ahli kluarge aku yg lain.
So, when I have people using my name for the sake of their own advantage & for things that I don't give a shit of, it really really pisses me off..
And then the best part is, to have other people believing that those things said was actually really really from me.. Seriously people?!! Where have your brains gone to?! Do you really think that those words came out from my mouth?!! Do I have such a "longkang" mouth to begin with? Have you people ever thought about asking me, just to get your facts right, instead of believing to one side of the story & on top all that, it seems that you people put the blame out on me as well, just because you people ASSUMED those things said really came out from my mouth!!
Maseh tak faham2 lagi ke aku ni manusia jenis nye mcmane? Kalau aku jenis manusia jahat mulot, semua hal kluarge korg satu2 aku da taborkan satu kampong!! And yes, I know EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUR STORIES IN YOUR BOOK OF LIFE. I know it ALL.. Each & everyone of you & from where those stories came from.. Tapi ade aku pegi bilang korg? Ade aku tambah api & minyak kat korg just to cause commotion, misunderstanding & hate towards one another? Do you really think I care about your family business? Halo?!! I'm too busy mending & caring about mine, so what makes you people think I would bother so much about yours? Instead, it's always about my life & my family business that have always been YOUR topic of the day.. Eh korg sume tk de keje eh? Tk de anak nk jage ke? No family life? Life korg terlalu boring sangat ke?
Wake up!! Open up your minds & look around you!! Sometimes, the people whom you're so close & attach to, whom you keep in contact with, they are the ones who've been backbiting & stabbing your backs without you knowing.. You go around telling them every single thing about almost everything that's happening in your lives & THEY go around telling it all to others.. So are you aware of that? Who they really are? Sad to say, you don't.. Or maybe you knew WHO THEY ARE but you don't wanna learn your lesson from these type of people.. You choose to play "pretend" & not to care so much.. So-called "tak nak merenggangkan silaturrahim" la konon.. But what's the point? Depan step berbaik2 tapi diblakang mengate? Hidop dlm kepura2an & bermuke2 antara satu same lain?
THERE ISN'T ANY SINCERITY AMONG ONE ANOTHER!! And I've had enough of all these acts of fakeness & drama.. Seriously, naik mual & menyampah aku tengok.. Hypocrites!!
Frankly, I'm actually beyond pissed knowing that I was to be blame for the things I didn't say & my words had been fabricated.. Sape tak marah giler kan? Bende yg aku tk buat, org ckp aku buat.. And then you people expect me to just brush the matter aside? Seriously? Brush it aside? And leave the matter as it is? Just like that? And I'm to be blame for it?
KORANG BUAT KLAKA..
InshaAllah, there will be a day where I will bump into you people.. And when that day comes, I definitely will talk to you people personally.. Since everyone is being such a coward to not ask me about it, whether or not, did I really said such a thing.. So tk per.. Satu2 tk tahu nk tanye aku sendiri kan? Nanti aku sendiri pegi tanye satu2..
Put this in your head & try be in my shoes for goodness sake.. Would you like it if someone blames you for the things that you didn't do & they don't even bother to ask you about it?!! Whether is it true that you really did such things?!! And you kena blame for it all?!! And then expects you to just brush the matter aside?!!
You people speak so highly about yourselves, how initiatively clever & educated you are lah bla bla bla.. Sadly, such simple things;
when in doubt, you don't even take the initiative to ask.. Tak tahu nk gunekan otak utk piker & tanye,"Betol ke Lily ade ckp mcm tu?" Why?!! Why don't you even bother asking?!! Takot?!! Or is it just an excuse for you to find fault with me; my so-called flaws? Kononnye korg bole label aku as "mulot jahat" lah.. Mcm tu?
Aku tak campo org sangat & tak berbual banyak pon ade je org nak carik pasal dgn aku.. Why? My life is way much more interesting & happier than yours is it? So you people purposely wanna see my downfall? Is that it?!! Sengaje nak carik pasal? Well,
BRING IT ON.. Kecot siket pon aku tk de.. Buat darah aku up lagi ade..
NO ONE LIKES TO BE PUT TO BLAME FOR THE THINGS THAT HE/SHE DIDN'T DO!!
The hub said,"Allah knows that you didn't do it. I know that you didn't say such things coz I was there, so just let it be & let them say/assume whatever it is that they wanna say/assume.. "
I shouldn't be blogging about this, but I had to.. Super effing pissed!! And I know sooner or later, eventually you people will read this.. Nak nak yg si mulot puake yg tk de keje, asyek jage tepi kain org, suke menyebok bace blog aku, lepas tu gossip & bermuke2 sane sini pasal hal org lain.. I'm not surprised at all kalau ni crite dah sampai kat kau dulu.. And I'm not surprised kalau ni crite kau dah sampaikan kat org lain.. I know all your tactics.. Aku dah masak sangat2.. Step buat muke innocent, tak bersalah bile kau nampak aku.. What makes your dumbass brains think that I'm unaware of everything you've said behind my back until now?
BITCH, JUST SO YOU KNOW, EVEN THE WALLS AROUND YOU HAVE EARS!! Gotta watch your back & that fugly 2-face of yours!! Pity your husband who couldn't even control a 2-faced wife with such a "longkang-stench" mouth.. Tsk tsk tsk..
And believe me,
I WILL NOT FORGET ABOUT THIS MATTER & BRUSH IT ALL ASIDE FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR OWN BENEFIT!!
Coz knowing the type of people you guys really are, InshaAllah, I will make sure that my name is cleared off whether you like it or not!! Ape nak jadi, jadi.. Tak ade angen, pokok tak kan goyang..