Erykah Badu - Love Of My Life (An Ode To Hip Hop) ft. Common

I adore her!! Her music is dope & worth listening to.. One of her music videos that I love watching!!

Just So You Know..

I'm glad & thankful for all the blessings that Allah has given me with.. My family, my home, my job & most importantly my life as it is; yg ala kadar & sederhane..

I don't give a shit if you're educated, lives in a huge house, holds a good position at work or earning big bucks.. Tu rezki maseng2.. Allah yg berikan.. Like I said, ape yg kau ade mungkin aku tk de.. Tapi kau harus ingat jugak bahawe ape yg aku ade, belom tentu kau ade.. By this said, life is fair for everyone of us in this superficial world..

However, I do give a shit if people disrespect me or my family.. Dan aku benci manusia yg suke "berbual WORLD", cakap besar, bermuke2, kurang ajar, riak, sombong, & bersifat bongkak.. Manusia yg suke pandang rendah kat org lain.. Yg anggap diri diye baik sngt, pandai sngt, bagos sngt, alim sngt.. Manusia mcm ni seriously kalau tk berbual & tk buat kawan pon aku tk rugi pape..

Aku bersyukor sebab mak bpk aku didik aku dari kecik utk slalu simpankan sifat rase bersyukor tk kire ape jua rintangan hidop yg aku lalui.. Sebab tu aku rase mcm nk tergelak skejap bile ade manusia yg mengatekan aku ni sbenarnye iri hati dgn hidop org lain..

Time lambat la nk ade sifat iri & saket hati ni sume.. Lu salah org beb.. I don't see a need for me to feel threatened by the existence of others who're blessed with all the good things that I can't have in life..

So you see, there's nothing to be envious or get jealous of.. I'm waaaaaay pass that.. Sbelom nk check hati org lain, hati sendiri tu da pegi check ke blom? ;)

Life Is Good..

Homemade Churros, Oven-Baked style.. Trying this method for the first time & I'm glad I did!!

My verdict on Oven-Baked Churros? Alhamdulillah, sedap nak mampos!! Had a slight crunch on the inside which I very much like alot.. Best part, I made my very own Semi-Sweet Chocolate Dip to go along with it.. Yummeh!!


Life's good when I get the chance to cook & bake.. Kinda like a relax therapy for me.. The awesome part is when everyone get to taste it.. ;))

Dad, The Other Man In My Life Who Loves My Cooking..

Little brother came over for a visit..

And so before he left home, I packed my Sambal Tumes Telor & Sayor Lemak Fucuk for them parents to eat.. Bro said dad was about to fall asleep when he arrived home but the moment bro said I tapau-ed dinner, he immediately woke up, ate my home-cooked food & gave me the above message..

However tired or sleepy he's feeling, but when it comes to my home-cooked food, dad never fail to spend some time eating them.. The other man in my life, who always love my cooking..

Welcome To Bright Juniors..

This cutie pie will be in school next year.. And I look like crap without my concealers.. Killer eyebags game strong.. HAHAHAHAHA!!

Time flies pretty fast.. A few years ago, it was only Abg & Kakak who were enrolled into this school.. All of my babies have grown up.. I will miss their childhood years & how cute they all were..

Love all of you loads my children.. And I know when I'm gone, you're gonna miss me while reading this blog of mine.. =')

Bright Juniors!! My little Akil is all geared up & ready for school next year!! Woot woot!!

Throwback Time..

Timehop reminded me of these photos..

Gosh! I miss that cute bump in my tumtum & I miss how super cute Akil was when he was a baby.. Those "fishball-looking" cheeks.. So geram nak mampos!! Please take me back, can?

Had a little convo with the hub one night where I told him that we could try for just one more before I hit the age of 40.. If Allah allows that to happen.. InshaAllah.. I'm hoping for another girl in the family.. Kalau ade rezki.. =))

SMORESSSSSSS!! A School Holiday Treat..

What do you get when you place marshmallows on some crackers, bake them in the oven & then spread some nutella on top? You get SMORES y'all.. Yummy-melts-in-your-mouth-SMORES!!

My kids love them all to bits.. All SMORES gone in less than an hour!! Foooooh!! Dahsyat..

Out & About..

Of lepak-ing with the little bro, "sinfully fatty" dinner consisting of Arnold's Fried Chicken & chilling at parents crib after that..

Asil forever not interested to look at the camera whenever he's busy with mobile games..

Mad About Chocolate Cake!!

I baked again upon kids request..

Time check: 0427hrs.. Foooooh!!

Working in a few hours.. Gonna get some sleep & I'm so gonna enjoy eating this baby later after dinner.. 

Convo With My Youngest..

Me,"Baby.. Your hair's getting longer already.. Cut your hair at the barber shop ok?"

Akil,"No! I don't want.. Later got the noise frm the scissors (what he meant was the noise from the shaver. LOL), I don't like.. Make me scared.. You cut for me lah.. In the toilet.."

Me (don't know what else to say),"OK let's take a picture baby.."

Happy 26th Birthday Alep!!

Made my very 1st Mud Cake with Nutella & Cereal Cream Filling for my brother's 26th birthday..

Alhamdulillah.. I'm glad everyone love the cake.. All gone & nothing left of the cake except for the empty cake box!! HAHAHAHA!!

May all the good tidings & blessings from Allah come to you my brother.. In life, Allah will not always give you what you want, but He definitely will give you what you need the most.. You just need to understand it's His way of "doing His things" for you.. Always be grateful for everything in life & never for once compare yourself with others & think that the life you have now isn't as awesome as others.. Always put this in mind that ape org ade, mungkin kite tk de atau tk mampu ade kan utk diri kite sendiri.. But you must always know that WHAT WE HAVE, OTHERS MIGHT NOT HAVE IT ALL & THEY MAY BE LONGING TO HAVE THE THINGS THAT ALLAH HAS BEEN BLESSING US WITH, ALL THIS WHILE.. It's these little blessings that make us feel special.. Cume kadang2 kite je terlupe & lalai memikirkan & mensyukuri nikmat Nye.. Remember Him always.. Happy 26th Birthday Lep!! Love you loads from Kakak, Abg & our babies.. xoxo

Of Copycats, Bitches & A Combo of Both..

Since a little child, I always stay true to myself, my life & my style; the way I project myself..

I keep reminding myself to always be a first rate version & not a second rate version of someone else.. The straightforward word for it is, "Originality"..

Till now, I find that some bitches (family members included) have yet to understand this.. They should thoroughly learn the meaning of it, ask themselves & look deeply from within instead of forever living a life of a dumb copycat who quietly steals the style of others, then tries to change/fabricate (konon tk nk kasi org suspect yg diye ni dah copycat style org lain. bitch pls, I've been observing & had seen this coming a long time ago, even before I was married) that style slightly before claiming that that style is their own.. No courtesy of showing/giving any credits as well..

F-F-SAKE, get a LIFE!!

This Makes My Day..

That lovely feeling when the hub made an effort to screenshot a photo of his wife & then complimented on how gorgeous she is; without any make-up on her face..

Priceless.. =))  

My Precious Mahr..

Timehop reminded me of this, my Mahr (Mas Kahwen) consisting of Surah Al-Ikhlas in copper engraved plates..

When asked what would I wanna get for my Mahr, whether I would like to get me a gold ring, necklace or bracelet, I chose this beautiful Aayat instead.. Fell in love the moment I set my eyes on it while looking for some stuffs in Joo Chiat Complex..

Surah Al-Ikhlas itself is a very meaningful Surah to me.. The Oneness & Uniqueness of Allah with respect to His Lordship.. Ikhlas means sincerity & purity..

Therefore, with this Mahr, I sincerely accept my marriage to the man I love since 14th of March 1997, for the sake of Allah.. Marriage itself is a pure blessing from Him.. Looking at this, brings back those memories that we went thru together.. Allah sahaje yang tahu.. Emo la skejap..

As long as I live, my Mahr will always be up on the wall of our home, a reminder for hub & me, the sacrifices we made & the obstacles we had to go thru.. A reminder to us that every move we make in this marriage, He will always be there watching us..

And inshaAllah, it will be handed down to our future generations for their safe keep..

Throwback Photos of The Cousin's Engagement & Us Camwhoring..

Wishing the cousin all the best thru out her engagement days. InshaAllah, I hope to see her walk down the aisle in a few years time.. Finally after so many years, she meet "the one" that can make her happy. I'm so happy for her & I know my late uncle would have been so happy for her too..


Sempat amek "we-fie" while waiting for our turn to bergamba with the "future penganten-to-be".. LOL!!




Being the only eldest sister means to accept responsibility of looking after my siblings.. I was always there with them whenever my parents weren't home all the time.. Cooked for them, showered them, taught them, brought them out on treats & even cleared up their mess.. I was kinda strict to them too.. Slalu kena hentam dgn aku & I remembered how they used to despise me for being so fierce.. LOL..

Dah besar adek2 aku.. I'm glad the hub is able to get along well with them & I'm glad that I'm able to click with my future sister inlaw too..

Wonder how the youngest bro's future wife would turned out to be.. Whatever his choice is, I hope he knows what's best for him.. Contoh dah banyak depan mata.. It's up to him to learn from it all..


Frankly, at first, I wasn't ready to welcome my future sister inlaw when I got to know that she's attached to my brother. I'm just being me, my usual self of not wanting to open up much & trust people easily.. Especially when I ever experienced it first hand with some of my own inlaws..

Slowly in time, I'm able to see that she's such a pleasant & humble being to be with.. So lepak, tak cerewet & she proved that she's not like those "high maintenance" make-up tebal 2 inci" type of minahs step mane punye je.. Yang sederhane sahaje & just right for my brother.. Somehow, a part of her reminds me of myself & what she's been thru in life..

I know how it feels like to have inlaws who're competitive, backstabber, two-faced, copycats (but don't even admit that they're indeed copycats) & even those who couldn't even mind their own family business.. That sense of not being welcomed sincerely in the family.. Yes, I truly HATE that sense of feeling..

I won't give any promises but InshaAllah, we'll make our family work. InshaAllah for many years to come in this Clan of Abu Bakar..

And becoz taking a lovey-dovey couplefie is too mainstream & so tak kena at the carpark.. Hahahah!! Love you Boo..

How Time Flies..

Throwback photos of them bigger babies thru the years.. They've grown so much.. Sometimes I do wish I could turn back time just to relive those moments again..

I may be too hard on all of you sometimes.. Too strict, too ngiau.. I never get sick of reminding you to keep your toys after playing, finish up your food as much as you can, wash your own dishes after that & even to the extend of folding your own undies, make your own beds & many more..

You might not like it but I know one day, when I'm not around anymore, you will thank Allah for it..

It's OK if you're a nobody to the people of this world but if you're a somebody to Him, inshaallah He will always be there to guide you thru even when Ummi & Baba are no longer around..

In life, you will meet people (relatives included) who loves to ask & compare themselves with yours.. Your education level, how many subjects you pass for your exams, the company you're working at, what are you working as & how much is your pay.. These people CARED so much about status & comparing their lives with yours.. Some would even look down upon you.. So don't lose hope & never ever think lowly of yourself..

Everyone of us are special in our own way.. What they have, you may not have it in life.. But you must put this in your minds & remember that whatever you have, THEY MAY NOT HAVE IT EITHER.. So screw them, just be yourself & never ever for once think that you're incapable of achieving something good in life..

May Allah always be with you always my children.. Know that Ummi & Baba love you all so much & we'll always pray for your well being.. Love you Abg, Adek & Baby Adek..

And time flies pretty fast for us as well..

Above photo was taken on the day after our wedding reception (March 2006) & below photo of us, now.. Always looking forward to grow old & wrinkle with you.. If I go first, you wait for me at the doors of Jannah.. And if I were to go first, I will wait for you too..

Marriage has its ups & downs.. But it's with these ups & downs we learn to accept & in time deal with each other's differences along the way..

A couple don't have to be perfect inside out, they aren't meant to be either.. It's our imperfections that bind & bond us to each other.. That's what makes this relationship a treasure worth to be cherished..

My family life may not be perfect, but one thing's for sure, Allah has been blessing me with a good husband who never fails to make me laugh with his silly jokes, one who always tries his best to accommodate to our daily needs & 3 cute children of our own.. And for that, I love them all to bits..

Till Jannah, Amin..

Gubahans for The Cousin..

I hope the cousin is very pleased with the 2 gubahans that I made for her coming engagement day..

It's been a long while since I last saw these little ones.. Way too long.. One look exactly like her mother & the other one look exactly like his late father (my late Uncle), Arwah Wak Mi..

I couldn't bring myself to walk up to his crib with those gubahans.. Was trying my best not to shed any tears on my way up.. It's been nearly 6 years of not visiting his crib.. Ever since he passed away.. There's just too many memories spent there, back when he was still alive.. Now that he's gone, everything seems so quiet..

I wish he knew..

When Insomnia Hits..

Couldn't put myself to sleep so I googled for Cat Humor Photos & I got a hell of a laugh in the wee hours of the morning while everyone's in Lala Land.. Literally trying my very best not to LOL by covering my mouth with a pillow..

Here are a few of my favourites.. The last photo reminds me of my previous blogpost where I uploaded a photo of a monkey with a pretty 'hell' of a make-up.. HAHAHAHAHAH!! Kekek habes!!

Thought of The Day..

In other words, beli ape yg termampu dgn rezki yg ade.. Tk payah nk berlagak mcm org kaye.. Yg ala kadar sahaje.. ;)

Humdrum..

Timehop app reminded me of this post that I posted in Instagram last year..

I give up on people, most of the time.. It's not that I don't care about them, it's just that they don't..

And sometimes, in order not to be taken advantage of, one has to set boundaries.. You can't always be nice to people..

I've had enough of opening doors to people who betrayed my trust & take my kindness for granted..

Wish I could bring the people that I love to a place where we all can just live happily & peacefully, away from the fakeness & dramas of this life where no one can hurt or muddle with us..

Too Cute..

Just had to post this..

Too cute this little fella!! Don't grow up too fast please, baby!! xoxo

My No. 1 Fan..

Ouch.. ;-)

Of Thosai, Gulab Jamun, Camwhoring & Mustafa..

So the hub brought us out to Little India for dinner.. Unleashing his "tekak org mamak" coz he's been craving for thosai & I, on the other hand unleashed my "tekak org pakistan" by persuading him to have a taste of my favourite dessert, Gulab Jamun.. He seems to enjoy the dessert & asked for a second serving though was quite sceptical to try it at first.. Sedap nak mampos kaaaaaaaan? LOL!!

Went to Mustafa & had to rempoh the congested traffic.. Seriously, a no-no to go there on Friday nights or even the weekends unless, if you had to.. We passed our time by camwhoring in the car.. Abg Asil as usual, not interested coz he's too occupied with his handphone.. -.-