How Am I Suppose To Face Syawal Once Ramadhan Passes Me By...

Insha Allah
by Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

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How am I supposed to face the month of Syawal once Ramadhan passes me by?

I can't stop thinking of all those people who caused so much hurt to me & my family... Their fake smiles, back stabbing hypocrisies & gossips... I can't stand the sight of them, really... Everyone of them...

I can't stop thinking of loved ones who have passed on before me... How I feel welcomed when they were still alive back then & I still miss them so so much...

I am trying so hard to control myself from breaking down... But I guess this strong barrier of mine just seems to collapse on its own anyway...

"When others show you faces & grudges, remember that Allah will always love you just the way you are & He (by all means) will do His very best to make you feel at ease..."

Guess, I should just leave it to Allah coz He knows what's best for us... I have Him to thank for giving me a family of my own... My life's complete having them with me & a few of those wonderful people who never stop loving me & my family for what we are...

Thank you Anna for sharing this lovely song... It touches my heart, so much so that it makes me shed tears... =')

Random thoughts : Why am I still being so nice & lenient to people who don't even spare a thought for me & my family? May Allah put some kind thoughts in them... Insya'allah... ='(

We've Come This Far Just To Be Together...

Baba - August 8th 1979...

It is said that who you choose marry with, reflects the type of marriage life you're gonna have... And it's that way of life that will leave an impression to all those around you...

And as husband & wife, happiness & hardships are always shared with one another... Discussions & especially arguments are some things that we have to adapt ourselves with... Whatever we do, we would always relate to one another...

The way we talk is different now compared to our lives before we got married... We learned the meaning of "respect" even more... We learned to be more patient...

I guess as years gone by, it has somehow taught us to be a better husband & wife each day... And of course we all do have flaws, where we learned from it & never to repeat the same mistakes again...

Marriage life is something that shouldn't be taken for granted...

It's about respecting his rights as a husband, the head of the family... And respecting my rights as a wife...

I remembered how Grams gave me this piece of advise the moment she finds out that I'm getting engaged, "You can choose & marry a man who knows how to please you; ugly or handsome he may be. But to marry a man who couldn't even lead you to be a good Muslim wife, that is such a waste. Coz he's gonna be the head of your family one day. And you're gonna bore his children & the lineage continues from there on... Ask Allah whether is he truly the one whom you choose to marry with, the one who will guide your family to be a better Muslim... "

Well, I did alright... Thanks to my Grams for the advise...

And to Baba: Yes, I know, you don't ask much of a birthday surprise... And yet you still got that on your birthday... I guess to you, birthdays are much more meaningful to you when you have people just be as they are & treating you with sincerity in their hearts... A year older and a year wiser, yes you are & will be... Insya'allah, amin... =)

I Guess It's Never Too Late To Say This...

To All My Family Members, Muslim Brothers & Sisters...


May Allah SWT make us among those who worship Him sincerely, those who do everything for His sake only...

May He give us the strength to fulfill this month of Ramadhan & accept all our deeds...

May He shower His Mercy & Blessing to all of us...

Insya'allah, amin... =)

Tongue Twisters...

This is fun!!

It kept me vibrantly awake in the office especially when I have month end closing to be done... heh...

1
Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.
A peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked.
If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
Where's the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?

2
Send toast to ten tense stout saints' ten tall tents.

3
Something in a thirty-acre thermal thicket of thorns and thistles thumped and thundered threatening the three-D thoughts of Matthew the thug - although, theatrically, it was only the thirteen-thousand thistles and thorns through the underneath of his thigh that the thirty year old thug thought of that morning.

by Meaghan Desbiens

4
Six sick hicks nick six slick bricks with picks and sticks.

5
I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.

6
To sit in solemn silence in a dull, dark dock,
In a pestilential prison, with a life-long lock,
Awaiting the sensation of a short, sharp shock,
From a cheap and chippy chopper on a big black block!
To sit in solemn silence in a dull, dark dock,
In a pestilential prison, with a life-long lock,
Awaiting the sensation of a short, sharp shock,
From a cheap and chippy chopper on a big black block!
A dull, dark dock, a life-long lock,
A short, sharp shock, a big black block!
To sit in solemn silence in a pestilential prison,
And awaiting the sensation
From a cheap and chippy chopper on a big black block!

by W.S. Gilbert of Gilbert and Sullivan from The Mikado

7
Luke's duck likes lakes. Luke Luck licks lakes. Luke's duck licks lakes. Duck takes licks in lakes Luke Luck likes. Luke Luck takes licks in lakes duck likes.
from Dr. Seuss' Fox in Socks

8
Did Dick Pickens prick his pinkie pickling cheap cling peaches in an inch of Pinch or framing his famed French finch photos?

9
How many cookies could a good cook cook If a good cook could cook cookies? A good cook could cook as much cookies as a good cook who could cook cookies.

10
How much wood could Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck, if Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood? If Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood, how much wood could and would Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck? Chuck Woods' woodchuck would chuck, he would, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as any woodchuck would, if a woodchuck could and would chuck wood.

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A Birthday To Remember...

July 31st, 1981 - 2010...

Thank you Baba, Abang Asil & Adek Asyura,
for the wonderful dinner treats & gift that you bought for Ummi...

Thank you Sis Muz & Bro Yus,

for the yummy chocolate birthday cake...

& for the trouble that all of you (including Baba & Asyura while tired Asil's asleep already) took,

just to wish & sing me a birthday song on the midnite of July 31st, 2010...

Thank you Principal Fidzah Tan (aka Ah Moi) & Teacher Saurah (aka Cousin Lala),

for your efforts of making the cute little handmade birthday card,

with a Pink Blingy Teddy Bear pasted infront of it especially for me...

And to Cousin Lala, thank you once again coz every year without fail,

you would call me up at midnite just to wish me on my birthday...

Thank you colleagues; Wei Feng, Adeline, Chen Yi & Mala,

for the little mini birthday surprise, camwhoring & all...

And to Wak Lan, Cik Yati, Syafiq, Waheedah & Cousin Sufi,

Thank you for remembering my birthday as well...

Thank you ALL,

for making me smile on this day,

coz it made me realise yet again,

I'm a year older & a year wiser...

& am blessed with so many good caring people around me...

And on this day too,

I am forever in His debt...

The air that I breathe,

The chances that He gives me each day,

for sustaining me & keeping me alive on this earth...

Syukur Alhamdulillah... =)

The most wonderful birthday present that I could possibly have is having the love & support from my family, relatives & friends, who're always there no matter rain or shine life would turn out to be...

And most importantly, Him, up there,

For giving me, this ME...

Forever, I'm thankful & grateful...