Friday, December 16, 2016

Keep Smiling..


Strength is when you have so much to be pissed for but instead, you choose to smile & let life turn its table on those who love to suck the happiness out of you..

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Attended Hub's Nephew's Wedding..










Congratulations to the hub's nephew & wife.. Wishing these 2 love birds a blissful marriage till Jannah. Ameen..

So the hub made fun of me by saying that I'm gonna be a grandma soon, now that his nephew got hitched.. Hahahaha!! OMG!! Nenek Muda!! And we're both gonna be called as Atok & Nenek.. Hahahahaha!! I can't imagine when that happens.. Hub & his silly jokes!!

Glad that my side of the family made it to the wedding & stayed till it ended..

On another note, I'm happy to see my 1st SIL at the wedding, had a pleasant convo with her & snapped a few photos together with my 2nd SIL.. When was the last time I took photos with them? A very very long time ago.. And somehow, that day, I could sense that all 3 of us felt at ease with one another.. And frankly, it felt good..

Monday, December 12, 2016

Forgive & Forget, NOT..


Slowly but surely, little by little, the truth is known..

There's no need for me to reason out or proof, even when there're sickening ass fucktards who go around speculating-fabricating-exaggerating stories about me & my family to others..

Coz at the end of it all, one day, when the right time comes, Allah will let it be known of everyone's true identity; what is in their hearts & what kind of person they really are..

Pelan2.. Tanpa mereka sedari, Allah tunjukkan aib mereka sendiri sepertimana mereka menunjuk2kan & menokok-tambahkan cerita tentang aib org lain..

P/S: How does one (who until NOW) feel, to be faking it out, smiling & tryna start a little convo with everyone whom they ever back-bite about? The root cause of all the mofo misunderstandings among one another.. That fake smile & "pretending to be innocent looking" face.. I swear if given a chance to punch them on their sickening ass faces, pin them real hard to the wall & drag them by their freakin' heads, I would.. And NO, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE NOR WILL I FORGET every single thing that had happened to me & my family before.. This hatred feeling will always be there for every single thing that they have said & done.. Satu2 prangai besar punye sial..