Just Give Me A Reason (Pink)..

Right from the start
You were a thief, you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me, that weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again
It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine (Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind (Yeah but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again
I never stop, you're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust, but our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again
It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again
It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again

Oh we can learn to love again
Oh we can learn to love again oh oh
Oh that we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Ungrateful People..

If you have nothing nice to say, then say nothing at all. Diam pon cantek.

A complaining tongue reveals an ungrateful heart. People will never remember all those times & sacrifices you've done for them but only the ones you don't. The hurtful thing is you're still there for them but you're always never gonna be good enough for them.

The sentiment is lost when appreciation becomes expectations; complaining, comparing & never good enough. Mentally & emotionally depressing your soul. Gradually..

"Always keep your happiness to yourself..", they say.. "And how about your resentment & misery? That too?" "And, that too.. Even if you have to bottle & choke it all up until the brim of your neck.."

Just Saying..

Always be a 1st rate version of yourself & do your own things. Stay true to yourself by doing what you love in your own way & NEVER try be a COPY. Coz AUTHENTICITY is WORTH MORE than being just a copy.

Some say imitation is a form of flattery.. Well darling, it's time to go dig for your own ideas/style instead of trying to be a 2nd rate version of others & then show it all off for everyone to see (time lambat ar ni sume).

I have 10 kilos worth of eyebags each & I am not ashame to show THEM off without having to conceal 'em & the rest of my face. Bet you don't even have the audacity to imitate this & show yours.

Fitnah Dicipta Oleh Si Pembenci, Disebar Oleh Si Dungu & Dipercayai Oleh Si Bodoh..

Betol cakap!!

Tapi memang la kan.. Dunia zaman sekarang ni, slalu je ade manusia yg tak suke tngk kebahgiaan & kesenangan hidop org lain walaupon org lain tu tak de la nak sebok2 dgn urusan yg tk de kene-mengena dalam hidop dia.. Org buat ape, pegi mane, beli ape, pakai ape, makan ape; sume nye nak amek tahu.. Dah amek tahu satu crite, menokok-nambah crite lain & fitnah nye lain.. Drama sandiwara nye plak lain.. Suke sangat nk tngk kejatohan org lain.. Adoiiii.. Tsk tsk tsk.. Tak takot dose betol..

Kene plak tu dgn tukang penyebar berita & manusia yg senang utk mempercayai sesuatu crite itu tanpa usul periksa.. Eeeeeeee.. Ni macam punye manusia pon ade eh? Kesian.. Mak bapak hantar pegi skola belajar sampai pandai, dididik dari skola mcmana nak menyoal-jawab, tapi otak tetap lah bengap.. Kesian org mcm ni, cetek akal kot?

Either that or no freakin' guts to even make a personal confrontation & clarify the whole mofo TRUTH!! But thru my experience la kan, usually people who have no guts to make a personal "1 to 1" confrontation, these type of people ALWAYS gang up & like to gather people's backup.. Dah ade bnyk org backing, baru lah datang berani dia.. Bile dia sorg, dia kecot..

Tapi pade aku la kan.. Berani itu, kerana benar.. Takot itu, kerana salah.. Selagi rasa diri tak buat kesalahan & it's all based on FACTS, PROOFS & EYEWITNESSES, THERE'S NO NEED FOR SOME GANG UP & BACKUPS.. Time lambat ar manusia2 yg suke buat gang up & mintak backing.. Kesian kan je la manusia otak bengap mcm ni..

Oh wells... Lumrah manusia.. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Girls Day Out..

It's just us today on a lovely weekend!! We should do this often.. xoxo

My Dream..

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LOLOLOL!!

I just had to share this.. LOLOLOLOL!!

Whoever did this meme WINS, hands down.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! If I could print it into a signage & throw it at the faces of those "horribly terrible mulot & prangai puaka schemingly evil" HOOMANS in my life, I would!!

Pussy farts & turd nuggets!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Its been such a long while since I had a good-good laugh!!

Asil & His Choice of CCA..

My eldest looking all smiley sitting in the Red Rhino.. =))

I asked him which CCA did he prefer & he said, "NCDCC (National Civil Defence Cadet Corps), Ummi.. Becoz that CCA will teach me how to save lives, fight-off fire & when facing unexpected situations.."

Wise choice Abang Asil.. And my hope is that one day, you'll have an interest in being a firefighter/rescuer who will keep saving as many lives as you can.. xoxo

I No Longer Look For The Good In People..

I am always reminded to always think good of others regardless of what they say or do & who they are.. But at times, no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't bring myself to trust & think good of some people; the wolf in sheep clothing, the devil in disguise of an angel.. Especially when I've seen them showing their true colors right in front of my very eyes (time & time again), alongside with evidences & eyewitnesses..

Sampai mati pon aku tak kan percaya.. Orang nak ckp ape, ckp la.. Ada aku kisah?

Saket hati aku diperlakukan oleh manusia mcm ni hanya Allah sahaja yg tahu sedalam mane aku pendam didalam hati selama ni..

Asil's Asthma Attack..

2nd day of school was spent at the neighborhood polyclinic for him who complained of chest tightness & pain followed by feeling of breathlessness.. He had to be wheelchaired straight away to the triage room, had his blood pressure & breathing monitored before the doctor gave him a nebulizer shot to ease his airways..

Last photo, him looking & feeling much better than before.. I asked him why was he in tears earlier in the triage room & he said,"Becoz I saw you trying hard not to cry in front of me & seeing me in such condition but from the look in your teary eyes you actually did.." Touching mak.. ❤

Alhamdulillah all is well for him.. Review in 2 weeks time.. Inshaallah, I will try my best to research & find a better all-natural alternative & cure-prevention for you Abang.. I'm glad the hub was around to keep an eye on Akil & juggled today's unforeseen event while I had to attend to Asil at the polyclinic..

Kids' 1st Day of School..

Alhamdulillah, 1st day of school went well for all 3 of them..

Asyura went off being the "earliest bird" to head for school as she was eager to meet her bffs again..

Asil on the other hand, accompanied me to send Akil on his 1st day of P1..

After which, I accompanied Asil to his new school just so I could see, video-record & wave my hands at him infront of the school gate on his 1st day of Sec1, right before I rushed off for Akil's P1 2019 Orientation event that lasted half of the whole entire day in school..

Mak ketiak basah beb, main ulang-alik tadi pagi & right now, I need my sleep.. So tired & sleepy max sia!!

On a side note, I am pleased that the hub was able to spend his time today with us despite his work schedule & looking exhausted from it.. 🙂 ❤