The Last Day of 2011...

Orang lain pegi holiday, catch the Countdown of 2012 & see the fireworks. We don't have the time for all that.. Busy with packing & moving back into our crib..

[Oh! And to YOU! Let me clarify this to that "hati busok" of yours.. It's us moving back into our OLD CRIB in Taman Jurong & NOT us getting ourselves A NEW CRIB, like the stinking rumors that you had been creating to the whole world.. GET YOUR BLOODY BRAINLESS FACTS RIGHT BEFORE USING THAT FARKING MOUTH OF YOURS TO SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT ME OR MY FAMILY.. Sendiri tak betol, nak dok sedap mengate pasal aku.. Prangai jenis tak pernah diajar & ditegor! JENIS MAKCIK2 AHLI TINGKAP & KAKAK2 KEPO YANG TAK DE KEJE NAK SEBOK JAGE TEPI KAIN ORANG! Mane kau nak letak muke kau? Da mengate blakang orang, buat crite plak tu.. Tak malu.. Kalau aku jadi kau, aku sorot muke aku jaoh2..]

I had a wonderful dream.. Guess Allah knows that I've got no time to see the fireworks, so He brought the fireworks over to me in my dream. It was a nice one. =]

Always remember that wherever you go, how hard life can be.. Allah is always there for you.. Always taking care of you.. Watching over you.. <3

2012.. A new beginning for what is yet to come.. A little new us inside of me.. We see u soon our Lil Tumtum.. Just a few more months to go.. =]

Last day of 2011.. Till the arrival of 2012.. Thank you Allah, for giving me a chance to breathe & be with my loved ones yet again without fail.

Alhamdulillah, syukur.. =]

Do As Much As You Want With What Is Left..

You know there's always that particular sickening human who's always there to compete with you?

The ones who only God knows why the hell they have that so much enviness towards you for having a happy life?

As in, bile orang nak tunang, dorang pon sebok2 nak tunang.. Bile orang nak nikah, dorang pon sebok2 nak nikah.. Bile orang lain beli rumah besar, dorang pon sebok2 nak beli rumah besar.. Bile orang lain got a good job with a good pay, dorang pon sebok2 nak capai ke matlamat itu..

Pendek kate, ape yang orang lain ade, dorang pon sebok2 nak jugak ade.. Tapi tahap jenis yang tak nak kalah.. Jenis "lebih up" dari orang lain.. (Asal tak ikot skali gi beli sluar/baju dlm colour/brand ape yg org lain pakai eh?)

And if possible, these type of people wish to see you fall without even getting a chance to climb back up again..

I'm telling you, they will be the most happiest sickening jackasses in the whole entire universe when they find out that you fail miserably in life..

That other feeling they have in them is, Hatred..

I know some of us, we just gotta deal & face with these type of sickening people in our lives.. And the saddest thing would be, is that some of these people, are part of your family members; Parents, cousins, relatives or even in-laws..

Have you ever wonder? Why are they even like that in the first place? I mean, what they get by doing all this? Pure "satisfaction" for seeing other people's life being brought to a downfall?

And you know, these type of people, they can put on a "muke tak bersalah" mask on their faces & then start a conversation to the person WHO they really WISH for that downfall to happen.. Like wtf? Cut me some slack here & go shovel that hypocritical face else where! Sheesh.. We're not born a retard thinking you can fake that bloody face to us..

I.. just.. can't.. show myself & PRETEND.. that I'm happily OK.. talking to these type of people with a smile on my face.. Whoa.. I can't..

After all the shit they did & every single freaking ass things they've been telling to people about my family with all the "Indian spices" that they added into their stories..

Yet again, I still asked myself this, "WHAT THE BLOODY HELL THEY GET BY DOING WHAT THEY DID?" NAK TNGK SAUDARE SESAME SENDIRI JATO..? NAK MATIKAN SAUDARE SESAME SENDIRI..? Whereby THEY know that they've been in THAT kinda position before, having others putting hatred & enviness towards them & wanting to see them fall..

Sigh.. I don't know.. Too blinded to even recall those moments, I guess? Maybe too proud with what they have right now..

Nak matikan orang sampai bile? Soon, all these taking advantage of others, back-biting, bitch-mouthing & hoping to watch other people's downfall will end.. And yes, I'm referring to a bunch of YOU..

It's all gonna be over soon.. So take advantage, back-bite & bitch-mouth as MUCH as you want with what's left.. Coz I know, that's what YOU people are doing right now..

I'm cool.. But just remember, what goes around, will always comes around.. =]

Little Tumtum @ 12 weeks...

OK, this is the latest ultrascan picture taken just recently..

A fully developed baby.. =]

A little baby boy, alhamdulillah..

Little Tumtum @ 9 weeks...

Couldn't see much here in this ultrascan picture coz Little Tumtum's not fully developed yet..

His heart is clearly visible though..

By using the ultrasound device, we could definitely hear the sound of his heart, beating like a thunder of galloping horses... =]

There's Always Something For You, Even When You Least Expect It...

Life is full of ups & downs..

You'll meet & get to know different kinds of people.. Making new friends & enemies along the way.. But only those who really know you will accept you as who you are & will always stay true to that friendship, no matter what happens..

And I do believe that there's always something behind everything.. Why certain things happened that way.. Just gotta swallow whatever that's left behind & move on with life..

To those of you & you know who you are.. Don't tryna pretend & act like you think I (or should I say, we) didn't see it coming.. Those bad things you said about us to everyone you know.. My dear, haven't you heard the saying that even "the walls have ears"? So please, we ain't that stupid nor are we blind, not being able to see, hear & feel those things that's happening around & about us..

A little advice, "Don't throw water to clean the back of others, when your own back is covered with DIRT.."

I suggest you go watch your back (plus your mouth too) before karma hits your life by surprise.. Coz remember, what goes around, eventually comes around.. Jangan nak slalu mengate, mengaib & memfitnah orang lain, diri sendiri blom tentu betol.. Pernah blaja ugame kan? Pandai2 la jawab di Akhirat nanti yer.. =)

Oh! And Salam Ma'al Hijrah to all Muslims.. A new year & a new beginning, insya'allah.. =)

In fact, something did happened recently.. There's this saying, "Kalau Allah nak berikan sesuatu, dalam ape jua keadaan skali pon, Dia tetap akan memberi.." & He did.. Another little bundle of joy, an addition to the family.. Alhamdulillah..

Everyone were asking, "But I thought you guys are on family planning, right?"

Yes, indeed.. Eversince we had Asyura.. But then again, if Allah gives you that chance to have another baby, anything can happen, even if you're on family planning.. Indeed, both hub & I, we were taken aback by surprise with the news of having a new member in our family.. Our little tumtum, another bundle of joy.. "Kaye anak.." Alhamdulillah.. =)

Alhamdulillah, a new Islamic year, a new start for us.. Insya'allah.. Amin..

On Random Thoughts..

Kids, so pure & innocent..

Don't take that as an excuse for you to dig "infos" from them to your own advantage..

Get a LIFE!!

Nosyparkers..

My Life, My Thoughts, My Say..

Betray our trust & act like you like us, whereby deep within, you just wanna bring us down.. We will forever hate you for the rest of our lives..

Regardless of who you are..

Go on & tell stories about us, for all I care.. Coz to me, you're just a tiny speck of dust that will one day be blown away together with all the bad deeds you did towards others..

Sadly, alot of people were fooled by your stories & your fake act of sympathy..

Truth will always prevail.. Insya'allah..

At least I know, the type of sickening ass bitch that I'm dealing with..

Manusia Yang Step "Macam Paham"...

"If you didn't see it with your own eyes, hear it with your own ears, don't invent it with your small mind & share it with your BIG MOUTH."

Sendiri punya "tahi" bertepek tak kasi clear betul-betul, abeh, nak step menyebok pasal hal orang.

P/S: Lain kali jangan nak asyik mengate pasal "ORANG". Dalam diam-diam diri sendiri tu besar punya KEPO, tak perasan.. Lol.. Kalau mulut tu belum beli insurance, cepat-cepat la pergi beli ye.. =]

Salam Eid Mubarak..

Wishing all fellow Muslims a wonderful Eid Mubarak.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin..

Yours truly,

Ummi Lily & Family.. =]

Ode To My Family...

Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me,
'Cause I spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree.
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me?
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice?
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh he liked me. Does anyone care?

Understand what I've become, it wasn't my design.
And people everywhere think, something better than I am.
But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it,
'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this?
Do you know you did not find me. You did not find.
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh he liked me.

Does anyone care?

[Cranberries]

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Back when I was a teenager, I used to sit at the neighbourhood park or the reservoir with earphones plugged in, listening to this song..

I would watched passersby, admiring happy families having fun times together & enjoying the peaceful serenity alone..

I've always love this song. It never fails to cheer me up back in those days when my life (as a daughter) was pretty much of a sorrow kinda thing.. sigh.. Those were the days..

The Cranberries will be performing in Singapore this coming August 1st..

I guess watching live concerts would have to wait until kids get a little independently grown up..

Only then, will Baba & Ummi, go on live concert dates together.. =)

Insya'allah..

Assalamua'laikum.. =)

I've not been blogging for quite some time now ever since I started twitting.. I kinda miss my blog; the place where I rant & speak almost about anything & everything..

Now, Twitter has become my no. 1 favourite.. Micro-blogging at my fingertips anytime & anywhere I want..

A lot of things happened along the way.. Ups & downs.. Friendships lost.. Back-stabbing & back-biting relatives.. bla bla bla.. And the list goes on & on.. I couldn't be bothered already.. I'm gonna sit & watch Karma do the work for me..

Life; I gain some, I lose some.. And I learned not to trust people too easily; be it friends or even my relatives.. At least I know that there are those who're always there for me & accept me as I am & for what I am.. Most importantly, my family.. Love them to bits..

Kids are doing pretty well in school.. Getting more mischievously cute.. Just wish they could stay that way & not, grow up..

Hub & I, are pretty much happy & contented with our lives.. Well, minus off the "manusia-manusia cilake & mulot-mulot puake" who never fails to keep bugging in our lives & get pissed with every-single-thing that we do..

Mind you, we are staying pretty faraway & minding our own business, yet there are still those who have issues with us..

For fark sake.. Why can't they mind their own freaking lives? Check their own flaws? Everyone of us have flaws.. We're not even close to PERFECT.. We all make mistakes & should learn from those mistakes..

Seriously people, you got your own filthy backyard to clean instead of bothering about others.. Get a LIFE..

I'll try to keep coming over to blog once in a while.. Nothing else for me to say @ the moment..

Last but not least, Salam Nisfu Syaaban to everyone.. =)

Quarrel Poems By Husband & Wife...

These are funny!!

Poems written by WIFE & HUSBAND, who are not on talking terms...


WIFE:
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away.
Then I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack.

HUSBAND replies:
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi.
He saw me in the dark, he created light.
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

WIFE:
Twinkle twinkle little star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

HUSBAND replies:
The rain makes all things beautiful.
The grass and flowers too.
If rain makes all things beautiful
Why doesn't it rain on you?

WIFE:
Roses are red; Violets are blue
Monkeys like u should be kept in zoo.
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but outside, laughing at you!


AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I was wondering, are there any husbands & wives out there who uses poems to express their emotional feelings like this during a heated argument. LMAO!!

Otters Holding "Hands"...

Saw this in YouTube... So I just wanna share it here in my blog...

Very cute & adorable don't you think? Otters floating & napping while holding each other paws...

At 0:52, they let go of their paws & then at 1:17, they started holding their paws together again...

Sooooooooo sweeeeeet... Awwwwwww... =)