Thursday, September 12, 2013

Life's A Test..

There comes a point in life when you reach a breaking point.

You're sick & tired of all the crap that's forcing its way into you.

Physically & mentally draining you.

You wish there's a way that could make it stop, but there isn't.

Dealing with the same thing, facing the same crap & there's just no way to escape.

And everytime when you try to brush it aside, it'll eventually comes rolling back to you & you just gotta deal with it whether you like it or not.

And you ask Allah,"Why me, O Allah? What's in me? For I am like a dried leave. Once crushed, it'll brittle away.."

And then, your heart replies back to you,"It's coz He loves you. He knows you're strong enough to pull thru & therefore He had chosen you to take up this Test & so when you pass His Test, His Reward awaits you in the HereAfter. Coz this world is nothing more than a Test for you to overcome.."

So please help me O Allah.. I need all the strength to pull thru..

Monday, May 27, 2013

As Salam & Good Morning!!

A cuppa coffee & a chocolate muffin to perk my Monday morning in the office..

Yes, I'm a caffeine junkie & I can't LIVE without my cuppa!! ^.^

Sunday, May 26, 2013

"Le-Park" Saturday..

Watching DVD movie at home with my babies.. Days like these, I'm so thankful that we have a crib of our own..

Unlike back then when we were still residing in other people's home.. Buat ape sume kene kate.. Apelah naseb, dapat ipar-duai plak yg mulot puake.. Depan step decent, blakang kaki mengate.. Dah mengate, tokok tambah crite plak tu.. Fitnah orang pon ade.. Take advantage pon ade..

I'm just glad that we move back.. Seriously, Alhamdulillah syukur.. Busok2 rumah sendiri..

Coz HOME is where the heart is.. =]



P.S: I see a stalker reading my blog.. Stalker NOT Readers.. I know who you are.. Not satisfied with what I said in my blog? You know where to find me.. And YES, we have a few scores to settle between us.. And I am so waiting for that moment to happen.. Just YOU & me..



Friday, May 3, 2013

Alhamdulillah, It's Friday..

Salam Jumaah everyone!!

It's the last day of work for this week & this is my hijab version of a "Pink Friday".. No eyeshadow, no lens, no powder, no lipstick & for sure, not even a single eyebrow of mine plucked or drawn.. Just 100% make-up free ME..

Looking forward to a wonderful weekend spend with la familia.. ;)


Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Happy 53rd Birthday, Mama..

My life lesson being your daughter had taught me how to be a strong person with a strong will..

I learned how to always hold back my tears & have patience whenever life took its toll on me being the eldest among my siblings who was forced to grow up with all the stress, problems & obstacles that came along..

Being the eldest daughter in the family, I learned how to never give up, not to depend on anyone & always believe that whatever happened, it always happens for a reason.. And because of that, I grew up being someone who is independent & who sticks firmly to what I need, feel & believe in, regardless of what others might say about me..

I know I might have hurt you alot & made you cry but Ma, I have my reasons.. Only Allah knows the reasons to all of my decisions in life & you will never understand this.. And I never for once regret making such decisions even though I know, with my pride & ego back then, I had hurt you so..

I'm just glad that things are fine between us now & that you're happy seeing me happy with my family.. Coz that's all I ever wanted; to be with the man I love & would wanna commit my remaining entire life with.. Coz deep in my heart, I know he is meant for me.. In time, insya' allah, you'll be able to understand..

Happy 53rd Birthday, Mama.. A year older & a year wiser, alhamdulillah.. My Mama, my one & only..

Out For A Dinner Treat..

Dad treated everyone for dinner coz it's mom's birthday.. Both hub & me, still felt a little sick-ish (sebab both jangket saket Akil) on that day & yet we're glad we managed to make some time for it..

Alhamdulillah, rezki!!

And nothing beats awesome food with awesome company.. =]