"I Still Believe We Belong Together.."

"And after all this time, you look into my eyes & everything is still the same.. My love for you won't fade away.. Baby I still believe & it's more than my imagination.. It's so real, I know we're gonna be together.."

I Still Believe by Mariah & Krayzie.. This song will always have a special place in our hearts.. Every words in this lyric remind us about everything we did & went thru together.. It's never always easy.. We have our ups & downs in this relationship.. But eventually, at the end of everything, we would always pull thru..

Alhamdulillah, for it is Him who brought us together & it is with His Help that we have gone this far..

From our engagement & to our wedding, we planned & did everything on our own; physically, mentally & financially.. He makes everything easier for the both of us even until now.. And for that, I feel so very bless..

Happy 8th Nikah Anniversary My Love.. I'm thankful for He brought you into my life.. A good husband & a good father.. More than just my bestfriend.. You're everything that I need for a husband.. And I will always be there for you even when everyone turn their backs on you.. InshaAllah I will.. Till Jannah, Amin..

I owe all my thanks to Him for giving me what I need in life..

I can never repay Him enough.. And forever, I am in His Debt.. Alhamdulillah for everything..

March 18th 2006 - 2014..

Reminiscing When We First Met..

March 14th, 1997, Friday @ 10.50pm..

Who would have known that it was the starting of a new journey for us.. I'm only 16 & you're only 18.. They thought we won't make it but Alhamdulillah, we did.. I'm glad we really did..

Reminiscing those moments back when we're only a complete stranger to each other.. Who would have thought that a boy like you would go for an ordinary girl like me.. That moment when I sang Celine Dion's "The Power of Love" on stage during our school Talent Time Contest & you said that I took your breathe away.. These words never fail to make me smile..

And the feelings that we kept inside for each other during those days.. Somehow, my heart keeps telling me that you're the one for me & indeed, Allah knows us best..

We're each other's better halves.. Those happy & sad memories we had during our younger days.. I cherish all of it.. Coz from those bittersweet memories, we learn to love & appreciate each other's company even more..

I'm yours & you're mine.. Thru good & bad times.. Always will.. Love you Baba..

My Life, My Choice..

There are people who will & have already judge me..

Some will love me, others will hate me..

Some will be happy for me if I succeed in life, while others are praying so very hard that one day I will fall & will never get back up again..

I gotta accept that everyone have their own definition of me.. They can & will say or do anything..

But my life will always be MY LIFE; how I prefer my life to be..

For every step I make, every single thing that I do, I will always have my reasons.. Always..

Good days may not always be good & bad days may not always turn bad..

As long as I'm still breathing, I will always keep pushing this insanely sane me to keep moving..

InshaAllah, I will never walk alone coz He will always be there for me..

A Few Quotes To Brighten Up The Day!!

The Meaning of "Stir The Pot"..

Someone who loves to proliferate the tension and drama between 2 or more feuding people/groups in public to get a raise of people in hopes of starting a shitstorm of drama and uncomfortable conflict, sometimes for personal gain but oftentimes just for the thrill of confrontation. ;)

Throwback of Our Family Trip To The River Safari..!!

And so what did we do when 1 of our very good friends gave us free tickets to the River Safari? =]

The excitement in their faces when we gave them a surprise was priceless..

Alhamdulillah, rezki anak2..

Jom layan gambo!! ^.^

Asyura's & Dad's Mini Birthday Celebration..

Been wanting to blog about this for so long, but I couldn't find the right time to blog about it.. Life seems a little kind of busy with a lot of new good things that Allah has been blessing us with.. Alhamdulillah.. Syukur..

Asal nk blog ade jer.. Tk de time la.. Sebok la.. Running errands la.. Go jalan2 la.. Too tired la.. Ni lagi, the recent latest incident.. Ade haters, nosyparkers & stalkers la.. Bla bla bla..

Thank you for the birthday prezzies that you guys bought for the kids.. You guys know who you are.. xoxo

My little girl finally got her dream cake (as promised) & dad got his birthday pie!! ^.^

And so, without further ado, I'm just gonna upload the photos that I took during Asyura's & Dad's combined mini birthday celebration..

*Side track a little* Last gamba epic!! It's difficult getting the hub to pose a proper picture for the camera.. Always wanna joke around with his funny faces!! LOL!! Nonetheless, he looks kinda cute to me & I thank you for being you, doing what you do & think is right for our family.. Most importantly, thank you for accepting me as I am.. <3

To The 'ANONYMOUS HUMAN' Who Recently Commented On My Blog..

As Salam to you Anonymous Human,
(coz you got no guts to introduce your name to me.. Or perhaps you're born with no name at all..)

Suke, bace blog saye? Alhamdulillah trime kaseh kerane sudi jugak nak drop by for a visit.. Nak visit banyak2 pon tak per.. Saye lagi suke.. Tak sangke tetibe jer blog saye ni bole jadi famous with quite a number of anonymous humans leaving anonymous comments..

There're a few words that I wanna say & ask..

Memang awak ni jenis cume tahu leave a comment on people's blog lepas tu, too coward to leave your name alongside with it, is it? Memang dah menjadi satu kebiasaan eh? Dah macam haters & nosyparkers plak.. Slalu haters & nosyparkers buat bende mcm ni..

Meh saye "copy paste" comment awak tu, biar saye tempek kat sini yer & biar saye explain kan kat awak satu persatu.. Sebab kalau tk di-explain, awak tk kan tahu & you will keep assuming & judge, on things that you don't know, don't see, don't feel & never experience before..


> "Muka tu terkena juga dgn famil awak.."
FYI, I was referring to the similarities of the "MAKE-UP" that the monkey is wearing & NOT referring to the similarity of the monkey's face.. What makes you think it has got to do with my family? Please read carefully, understand every single English words in it & get your facts right.. And whose make-up that I'm referring to, doesn't even concern you UNLESS, if you think that this blogpost is meant for you Anonymous Human.. Then by all means, be piss as much as you want.. As far as my facts are clear, you're only known as the Anonymous Human with no name & I know what I'm blogging about..

> "Awak ni suka menghina dan iri hati dgn seseorg ke.."
Ini soalan cepumas utk saye eh? Awak nak sangat tahu kenape? OK, meh saye jawab.. Just like any other normal human being in this world (yg tk pernah terlepas dari dose), I do hold grudges towards people who have issues with me.. And who I hold my grudges at, has NOTHING to do with you.. Don't tell me that you have a heart that is so PURE & CLEAN? And that you don't hold such grudges against other people in your life as well? You're THAT perfect? Seumor hidop awak, tk pernah buat salah dgn org? Seumor hidop tk pernah kurang ajar dgn org? Awak tk pernah langsong pon buat perkare2 seperti mengumpat, mengate, mengejek, menghine kat org? Yang awak ckpkan terhadap saye ni bukankah ia suatu penghinaan tanpe mengetahui sebab & usol perikse? Yang awak beri saye comments ni sume bukan menghine name nye? Kalau mcm tu, saye salute kat awak bnyk2.. Sebab awak tk pernah ade simpan sifat2 mcm ni terhadap sume org.. Your parents must be so very proud to have such a perfect obedient child.. *applause* Also, what makes you think that saye ni ade sifat iri hati dgn seseorang? Awak kenal saye? Awak tahu isi hati saye? Saye suke sape? Saye benci sape? What is going on in my head? What are my thoughts & feelings? All those things that's been happening in my life? So you have a book about me & seems to know every single thing about me? As far as I know & am concern, only Allah knows me best.. Saye jenis tak suke simpan sifat iri hati dgn org & saye slalu doa bnyk2 supaye saye tk jadi mcm tu.. Sebab, sifat tu tak bagos.. Setahu saye, org lain ade sifat iri hati dgn saye lagi ade lah.. Why should I have this feeling of enviness in me when Allah swt has been blessing me with so many things that I truly need in life? Alhamdulillah for His Graciousness towards me.. =)

> "Baca blog awak ni saya kesian.."
Awak kesiankan saye? Really? Alhamdulillah trime kaseh bnyk2 kerane awak sudi sangat2 kesiankan saye ni.. Tak sangke jugak awak sudi bace blog saye ni.. Jengok2 la slalu ye? Suke saye dapat frequent readers.. Tapi kalau nak letak comments kan, jgn lupe leave your name & link as well.. Don't be a chicken shit.. Or is it maybe, just maybe, you're indeed born with no name..

> "Mugkin awak ni sakit hati dgn org sekeliling awak.."
Saye tak rase saket hati dgn org sekeliling saye.. Awak nak tahu org saye mcmane? Saye tk kan ade sifat binget, benci, fed-up etc terhadap seseorg kalau seseorg itu tk sebok2 jage tepi kain saye, mengumpat-mengate hal ehwal semase saye kpd org lain, buat crite pasal saye kat org lain, lepas tu depan saye, bermuke2, smile like a jackass & act like as if nothing ever happened.. Kalau tk de angen, tk kan pokok bole bergoyang? Mungken awak tk pernah melalui ape yg saye lalui, sebab tu awak tk merasai ini sume.. Tapi tk per, saye doakan moge2 suatu hari nanti awak akan melalui ape yg telah saye lalui & merasai ape yg saye rase.. Amin.. InshaAllah..

> ".. atau awak rasa awak ni dah bagus sangat.."
Saye tak pernah rase yang diri saye ni dah bagos sangat.. What makes you THINK & ASSUME in such a way? Awak kenal saye? Awak tahu ke orang saye mcmane? Dari kecik awak kenal prangai saye? Pandai awak ni eh? *applause* Saye tk pernah rase diri saye ni bagos ke, perfect ke.. Saye sedar diri saye tk perfect.. Dan kalau awak betol2 bace sume blogpost saye, my blogs are not about how pretty I am or how gorgeous I look.. Sorry, saye bukan jenis org yg prasan step jambu or prasan baik.. My blog is all about "MY EVERYDAY LIFE, MY THOUGHTS & MY SAY".. Given this phrase in English, you should by now understand what blogging is all about.. I should be asking such question to you.. You think that you're way too good to the extend of commenting in such a way? Honestly, you yourself, is by far, way beyond good to even judge me..

> ".. atau awak ni kurang dpt perhatian dan kasih sayang.."
Alhamdulillah, saye bnyk dpt perhatian & kaseh sayang especially drpd family members & kawan2.. They are those people who accept me for who I am.. Who knows what I've been thru; my thick & thin.. My ups & downs.. Dan yang betol2 tahu prangai saye mcmane & ape jenis manusia saye sbenarnye.. I feel so very bless to have all of them in my life..

Skrg saye nk tanye awak, why get so offended by my blogpost? Ade kene mengene dgn awak ke? Adekah awak terase? Moreover, ni blog saye.. And again, it's a blog about 'MY LIFE, MY THOUGHTS & MY SAY".. Suke hati saye ape saye nak tulis kat dlm blog saye.. 

Rase2 kalau awak tak suke dgn isi kandongan blog ni, jgnlah membazirkan mase terluang yg awak ade tu, dgn membace blog saye, lepas tu sendiri rase tk puas hati, teros tergerak hati nk letak comment (& be a chicken shit) without leaving your details in.. (Again, such acts are only done by haters & nosyparkers..) Lagipon, saye tk pakse awak pon utk bace blog saye.. Awak yg sebok2 menyusahkan diri awak sendiri utk sebok2 bace.. It's as simple as clicking the red colored square with the cross in it on the right hand corner of the webpage..

And so again, with everything that you commented in my blog with regards to my blogpost, bukankah itu suatu penghinaan? Also, by tryna pinpoint my so-called flaws doesn't exactly define what type of person I am.. It actually defines what type of person YOU ARE.. Who are you to judge & assume when you know nothing about my life & all the things that I've been thru in life?

Tapikan, kalau rase2 awak tetap jugak nak do a frequent visit & leave such awesome comments like as if you know every single thing about me & my life, by all means.. I'll be glad to post 'em all & rephrase every single judgment & assumption that comes in.. Bring it on..

Frankly, I do take pity on you too you know.. You wanna know why? Coz you sacrifice such a HUGE amount of your precious time to read this ordinary blog of mine & then even WASTED another part of your precious time to give wonderful comments consisting of your own judgement & assumption, rather than spending all of these precious times with your love ones & doing things that would be of great benefit to you & the people around you.. I really sincerely do appreciate your kind gesture for all the precious time that you took just for me & my blog.. Or are you just plainly seeking for public attention in my blog?

Last but not least, may Allah bless you & your family for ALL your deeds.. AMIN..