From Allah we came & to Him shall we return.. Slalu nye aku rase seram sejok bile tngk lobang kubor.. Rase takot menyelubungi diri bile jengok brape dlm lobang tu..
Tapi semlm, hati aku rase aman & tenang sangat bile berade kat situ.. It's like I don't feel afraid of death.. Smoge Allah permudahkan segale urosan bagi seluroh ahli kubor disane.. Amin..
And so after the funeral, I helped the cousin to clip the wings of his pet budgies coz he said those budgies seemed untamed & kept flying around uncontrollably.. Surprisingly, after their "clipping session" & a few minutes of "human contact", those budgies were well behaved.. Skejap je da ok burong tu sume.. Glad to see those happy faces on my aunt's & cousin's faces when those budgies perched quietly on their fingers..
Gotta respect my aunt.. She seemed so calm & cool when her dad passed away.. Imagine what would happen if my parents pass away.. I don't know what it would be like for me..
One thing for sure, as long as I'm still alive, I will not allow anyone of them "sickeningly-biadap" siblings & cousins from mom's side of the family to even look or lay their hands on mom's dead body.. Kalau nak tngk aku punye angen, try la..
Org kalau buat family aku, sampai mati aku akan ingat.. Wait long long la if such people deserve my utmost respect.. In their mf-ing dreams..
