For I Am Me.. No Matter What People Say..

I'm bold, loud & vocal. That doesn't mean I'm bad or vicious.. I'm upfront & I speak my thoughts. That doesn't mean I create issues.. I'm just being me..

I will stay away from you if your existence is to cause chaos or to even look down upon one's life.

I will not talk to you. I will leave you as you are; floating in your own kinda world with your kinda people.. Why? Coz I know you're insincere from the very beginning or you've changed into someone whom I didn't expect you to be..

It saves me the pain of getting hurt..

I am a simple person. I really am.. You treat me good, insya'allah I'll definitely treat you better.. Yes, it IS that simple.. But if you break my trust, then that's the end..

NOTHING can change my mind into gaining that trust back from you..

I hope & pray that Allah will show you the right way & turn you into a better person than who you are now..

Deep in my heart, I really do care even after all those things that you said & done..

After all, it is Him who made you in such a way & to Him I will seek my help from..

Alhamdulillah..

Told Allah the weather is hot today & He sent in the rain.. Told Him that I've not been eating fruits lately & He sent me a slice of watermelon.. One of the workers here gave it to me.. Aku macam nak nanges..

Terime kaseh Ya Allah..

Love You, Baby Adek..

A.L.I.F..

Alhamdulillah, it's Friday.. Gotta love every Fridays.. And I'm always looking forward to my weekends as well..

I love how make-up does wonders to one's facial feature.. Dari biase-biase, bertukar menjadi yang "luar biase"..

Tapi aku ni, (fact nye berbual) part make-up 24/7 ni kan, memang aku tak kuase.. LOL.. Ikot mood aku lah.. Datang angen nak make-up, baru ler aku conteng muke ku yang tak sebrape ni.. Especially when I'm going out with Hub & our babies..

Aku perhatikan jugak actually, slalunye mereka yang suke make-up ni, bile korang tengok muke dorg betol2 when they're without make-up, muke dorg tak se-jambu & se-cun melecun time dorg pakai make-up.. Muke pucat lesi mcm org saket.. Kening yang halus rate tros takde.. Da jadi macam minah kening petak.. Asal petak? Sebab kening Allah anugerahkan elok2 tapi dicukor hinggelah nampak macam berpetak. Lepas tu dorg gantikan plak dgn kening drawing.. Dah draw satu crite, bile diperhatikan betol2, kening tu senget sbelah.. Ade plak yang aku ternampak kening mcm hurof "m".. Hee hee..

To my opinion kan, make-up shouldn't be too heavy.. Just a light one will do.. The ones that kinda make your face look natural & fresh.. =]

Again, ni pendapat aku jer la ok.. Kalau ade diluar sane tu yang terbace lepas tu terase, sorry la eh, jangan perasan syiok sendiri that I'm talking about you..

And no, I do not shave my eyebrows.. I love my eyebrows as it is.. As what Allah has given to me.. Also, it is forbidden for a Muslim woman to have their eyebrows cut or shaved coz Allah cursed such women & I do not wanna be one of those, cursed.. (Refer to Hadiths Al-Bukhari & Muslim)

Peace out!!

Love This Lah..

Obviously..

In Loving Memory... Al-Fatihah..

Md Suhaimi Ismail, 12.08.1966 - 17.10.2009..

It's been 4 years since you left us all..

Things have changed.. A lot..

You're the most awesome maternal uncle to me.. You never for once, look down upon my incapabilities. One who is neutral when it comes to interacting with the people around you. One who never criticize or pin points other people's flaws.. One who always give second chances.. One who always encourage me to be who I am, what I believe in & to never ever forget my roots & where I came from..

When you're gone, things aren't the same as a whole family.. As ONE maternal family.. Everyone went their separate ways.. Everyone finding faults at one another like they've no flaws of their own.. I really wish you were here to witness all the events that had happened after you're gone; bitter sweet events..

No more family gatherings.. Hari Raya for everyone won't be the same without you.. The one who keeps the bond alive..

No one can replace you after you're gone..

Those words that you said to me when you hugged & kissed me on the forehead @ the night of my wedding solemnization.. Those words I will always cherish & keep..

And how I wish you could see my 3rd child.. The cutest little member in the family.. ='(

Missing you truly,

Your niece..