Forever I Am In His Debt..

It was my birthday yesterday.. I was at work, on the phone crying while talking to the hub saying that I didn't have the mood to celebrate my birthday. Told him that I couldn't bring myself to spent my time with him, kids & the rest of my family members coz month of July from now on won't be the same..

I lost grams 11 days before my birthday & frankly, I do grieve about her every now & then.. How things weren't gonna be the same with the maternal side of the family once she's gone.. And what an emo freak I've been lately.. How to be happy when such things happened within the same month?

The moment, I ended my convo with him, 3 of my colleagues surprised & sang me a birthday song before placing the above cake on my desk.. I was so touched & literally in tears.. Never had I been this sad in my whole entire life on my birthday before..

To have colleagues who knew how quiet & sad I've been lately ever since I came back to work after my compassionate leave.. To have them coming all the way from our HQ in Senoko with this cake just to see a smile on my face, it moved me to tears..

Hub, mom & siblings wanted me to be happy on my birthday.. So yup, smile.. 

Thank you for being my listening ear.. For tolerating with my down & out emo mood these past few weeks.. For keeping my cool when I was feeling kinda pissed with the shit ass humans around me.. For trying to make me laugh & put a smile on my face.. Most importantly, thank you for being there when I needed you the most.. I love you..

One of my favourite photos of yesterday..

Yesterday's birthday treat by my dear brother, Alep.. Dad couldn't came along as he had to work.. Well, it's ok.. I had a pleasant evening with everyone before getting admitted into the hospital for my surgery in a few hours time..

A year older & a year wiser.. Alhamdulillah.. I feel so very blessed to be on good terms again with mom, dad & siblings.. To have a husband who is always there by my side & be given 3 wonderful children.. To have parents inlaw keeping an eye on our home & children while we're out working.. May Allah bless them all in this Dunia & the Akhirat.. Amin..

I can never thank Allah enough for giving me this never-ending blessings..

33 years old & forever, I am always in His Debt..