Innallaha Ma Assabireen..

I have been facing & enduring every phases of life's challenges eversince I knew what life, is all about..

I have been working at the same place & facing its challenges for the past 17 years.. Nobody likes office politics but I endured & stayed becoz of my little family.. Alhamdulillah, I have no problem with my bosses.. Maybe perhaps that's the reason why I have people trying to find ways of bringing me down..

I have my very own personal family issues that's been there with me frm the day I knew of this saying, "blood may be thicker than water" & although being tied as blood related or thru marriage, family isn't always there for you when you truly needed them the most..

Some stayed while others left you..

Some forever giving excuses upon excuses upon excuses & even threw their part of the responsibility to you, assuming that you are able to carry that much of a burden with you; not bothering to think & feel how much you have been enduring all this while & is being tested every-single-day PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY & EMOTIONALLY..

So much for being part of The Family..

At the end of it all, I always remind myself this,"Allah has chosen me to do something that He knew I could endure.. For He won't test me if He knew my will & faith aren't strong enough to face His tests.."

And for that, I believe one fine day, after overcoming it all, He has something worth for me to wait & have much patience for.. Maybe not in this temporary World but, in the permanent Hereafter, Allah knows best..

Thank you for all the tests, knowing that You are always there watching me in every single step of the way, every single day of my life.. For teaching me to have much patience no matter how my life turns out to be..

The sentence,"Have Patience.. Sabar..", may seems easy when one says it out frm the mouth.. Reality, it is always never easy when you experience it yourself..

Forever I am in your debt.. ❤❤❤