My 37th (skejap nak masok 40 sen siol) birthday came earlier this year.. Something that I have never hoped for or expected, from those around me..
Memang aku jenis tak look forward on birthday gifts & presents.. Dah diberi chance hidop setahon tua tu dah rase bersyukor..
Maybe, its Allah's way of cheering me up coz eversince Grams passing, birthdays aren't the same for me anymore.. Imagine having your grandma passed on to the next life, 11 days before your birthday.. Yes, the grief is still there.. The pain, hurt & anger.. Always..
And I never stop making myself happy, smile & laugh as much as I can when sadness overcomes me.. The memories of it all, are just too much..
To my brother, Alep & my sister-inlaw, Khat, thank you so much for the facial stuffs & all.. You know that its kinda pricey? Buat ape la korg gi beli2 ni? Aiyo.. You need the moolahs for your upcoming crib!! Aiyo.. Buat bazir2 la.. Next time no need k? Anyway I LOVE IT!!
To my colleague, for the "good luck" beads bracelets.. I don't believe in charms & all coz its 'shirk', so lets just take it as an ornamental bracelet, yes? Its very pretty, plain & simple! Mcm tahu2 je aku tk suke fancy2..
And to the hub, for the super comfy cross-strap sandals, knowing that I am forever into black.. Hub has given me more than enough surprises even when its not my birthday & to the part where I don't even celebrate Mothers' Day at all.. And when asked, he replied,"Its ok Ummi, you deserve it. Eversince I've known you, you tak pernah mintak-mintak, you tak pernah paksa-paksa & you tak pernah merungot yg you hidop susah dgn I.. I thank you for being very patient when I know how hard it is for you to endure our life's biggest challenge.."
And I pray that Allah will keep giving me this strength & patience for as long as I live.. Ameen.. Without it, I don't think I can face life's challenges; physically, emotionally & mentally..
I love everyone of you to bits.. ❤❤❤
Alhamdulillah..
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