Something To Share...

I received this e-mail from my ex-Secondary School teacher, Mdm Azizah (Thanks for the e-mail Mdm!! Love it!! Love it!! Love it!! A reminder and motivation for me...)... A very nice one indeed... Very deep... =)

To those of you who's been sharing your problems with me (via sms or phone calls or whatever la kan... hee hee...), who's been expressing your emotions thru your blogs (mcm aku jugak kadang2... hee hee...) and all... You know who you are coz I know you guys for all my life... And whether you are my relatives or my good friends... This wonderful entry is for you...

And to some of you who don't seem to appreciate "the life" that Allah has given you... You know who you are la kan... This entry is also for you... Bersyukur dengan ape yang korang ade... There're others who have been thru hell, in a situation that's much more worst than you!!

And like I said, "It's my blog, it's my life, it's my thoughts and it's my say!!"... At least I'm not living in a world of hypocrisies...

So here goes...

Jika kamu memancing ikan...
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail...
Hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu...
Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula ke dalam air begitu sahaja...

Kerana ia akan SAKIT...
Oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kail kamu...
Dan mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup...

Begitulah juga...

Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang...
Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGI kamu...
Hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya...
Janganlah sesekali kamu terus MENINGGALKANNYA begitu saja...

Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan beersamamu...
Dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya...
Selagi dia masih mengingati kamu...

Jika kamu MENADAH air biarlah berpada...
Jangan terlalu berharap pada takungannya dan menganggap ia begitu teguh...

Cukuplah sekadar untuk KEPERLUANMU sahaja...
Kerana apabila ia mulai RETAK...
Tidak sukar untuk kamu menampal dan memperbaikinya semula...
Dan bukannya terus dibuang begitu sahaja...

Begitulah juga...

Jika kamu sedang memiliki seseorang...
TERIMALAH dia seadanya...
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya...
Dan mengganggapkan dia begitu istimewa...
Anggaplah dia manusia biasa...

Kerana apabila dia melakukan KESILAPAN...
Tidaklah sukar untuk kamu MEMAAFKANNYA...
Dan membolehkan hubungan kamu akan TERUS kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...
Dan bukannya MENGHUKUMNYA dan MENINGGALKAN dia begitu sahaja...
Kerana kamu merasa terlalu kecewa dengan sikapnya...
Lalu semuanya akan menjadi TERHENTI begitu sahaja...

Jika kamu MEMILIKI sepinggan nasi...
Yang kamu pasti baik untuk diri kamu...
Yang MENGENYANGKAN dan BERKHASIAT...
Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi?
Cuba mencari makanan yang lain...
Kerana terlalu ingin mengejar KELAZATAN...
Kelak, nasi itu akan BASI sendiri dan kamu sudah tidak boleh menikmatinya lagi...
Kamu akan MENYESAL...

Begitulah juga...

Jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang INSAN...
Yang kamu pasti boleh membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu...
MENYAYANGIMU...
MENGASIHIMU...
Dan MENCINTAIMU...
Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi?
Cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain...

Terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN...
Kelak, dia akan BERJAUH HATI...
Dan kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain...
Kamu juga yang akan MENYESAL dan tidak ada gunanya lagi...


Oleh itu janganlah kita terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN kerana ia bukanlah faktor utama KEBAHAGIAAN yang sempurna, sedangkan jika kita boleh memaafkan KESILAPAN orang yang kita sayang dan akur dengan KELEMAHANNYA sebagai manusia biasa serta BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang kita sudah MILIKI... Kita akan BAHAGIA, BAHAGIA dan terus BAHAGIA... Itu lebih BERMAKNA!!


"Begitu hidup ini tiada yang abadi yang patah Kan tumbuh yang hilang Kan berganti, namun yang berganti tidak mungkin sama seperti yang hilang..."

Outdated Hari Raya 2009 Photos... (SLIDE 4)

Huwaaaaaargh!!

OK, this is gonna be the last SLIDE that I'm gonna upload on the Hari Raya 2009 photos thingy... Bole pancet sei...

The last and 4th SLIDE consists of photos taken from Wak Din and Wak Lan's crib... Both uncles are from the maternal side of the family... And also I've taken a few pictures when we visited hubby's 3rd bro's crib for Raya... Foooooh!! Betol2 nye basi ni gamba... Raya da lepas da pon... Tapi update tetap akan ku update walau lambat macamane pon... hee hee...

Di persilakan view this last but not the least SLIDE ya...

P/S: Wei!! There's still more outdated photos that I'm gonna be uploading soon... Banyak sangat la wei... Need to see my mood first... Kalau aku rajen, aku upload la OK... =)

Outdated Hari Raya 2009 Photos... (SLIDE 3)

OK,

Another SLIDE uploaded... Huwaaaaargh!! Bole tangkap lentok sei upload ni gamba sume... Banyak giler...

So this time, we went to visit my uncles from the paternal side of the family...

1st crib was Pak Ucu's in Woodlands... All my cousins, niece, nephews and the only paternal side aunt (Mak Ani) came from Malaysia were there... Aku tak sempat nak amek gamba sebab tngk sebok makan kueh-mueh Mak Ucu... Seriously, Mak Ucu never fails to make the most nicest most wonderful most unique kuehs and delicacies for Raya... So being the kueh and food lover, aku apelagi (mwahahahahaha!!), badok ah beb!! Kueh dan makanan sume nyer sedap2 belake... Kalau tak makan rugi beb... Busy makan punye pasal la sampai aku tak sempat amek gamba... ahahahahaha!!

2nd crib was Pak Itam's... Setelah sekian lame nye Pak Itam ku pindah kat ruma baru diye kat Yishun, tahon ni la aku and family ade kesempatan untok datang menziarahi nyer... Oh! Oh! Just so you know, he has this very cute little yellow coloured Canary that is soooooooooo cute and adorably tame... Aku macam nak kecek Pak Itam kasi kat aku jer burong tu... Jinak giler...

3rd crib was Pak Ngah's... My kids had fun playing with their cousin, Nur Cahaya... While their parents had a wonderful moment savouring Mak Ngah's Layered Cheese Cake... ahahahahaha!! Sedap la sei... Keje kitorang maaaaaakan jer kat sane...

4th was to Pak Uteh's... I didn't manage to take a few photos coz my Asyura was getting very agitated by then already... So yeah, no time to snap some pictures lor... pfft...

5th cum last crib was Pak Cik's... I tell you, my Pak Cik, he never fails to cook up a storm for us whenever we came by to visit him and his family... And let me repeat this, "HE NEVER FAILS TO COOK UP A STORM OK..." Yes!! He can really, I mean, REALLY REALLY cook... And my Mak Cik on the other hand, she would always make her signature kuehs for Raya and I (as usual), will be the one to eat them all up la... hee hee... Aku sempat suro Mak Cik aku tapau kan lagi... hee hee...

Outdated Hari Raya 2009 Photos... (SLIDE 2)

As Salam Peepz!!

OK... Outdated Hari Raya Photos (SLIDE 2) uploaded above...

Briefly, the cribs that we went to were Pak Ngah's and Mama Poi's, both from the maternal side of the family...

P/S: Mood giler aku da datang nak upload gamba... lol...

Outdated Hari Raya 2009 Photos... (SLIDE 1)

As Salam Peepz!!

At last, I managed to dig in some time to upload all my outdated Hari Raya 2009 photos... Foooooh!! Memang outdated giler...

Alhamdulillah, all photos had been extracted and transferred out with the help of my cousin Sufi (Thanks Chupi!! Nanti Kakak blanje kau makan k... hee hee...)...

Sesunggohnye, membuat keje sebegini ade la menyiksa dan membuang mase, tetapi, adek sedare aku, Chupi tetap jugak sabar melayan karenah digicam lame aku dan juge kakak sedare nye yg paling diye sayang... lol...

I'll be uploading all the balance photos in different SLIDES and according to the the number of houses that we went to in a day...

So brace yourselves for SLIDE 1...

1st day of Hari Raya was spent visiting my parents in-law who're staying in the same block as us, Pak Long who's staying a few blocks aways from us, Grams @ Bedok and then we proceeded to arwah Wak Mi's crib just a few blocks away... Last kopek was my Aunt Mama Yang's new crib in Yishun...

P/S: Sbenarnye aku ni mcm tk de guts la nk upload gamba Raye ni sume... Tringatkan arwah Pak Cik ku... Takes me lotsa courage and so many days or should I say weeks to make a decision in uploading all the remaining Hari Raya photos... Last memories spent with Wak Mi adelah time Raye... So yeah... Emo skejap ler...

Our Trip To Singapore Flyer...

As Salam Peepz!!

OMG!! I was soooooo freaking excited when my Sis in-law, Muz managed to get us cheaper tickets to the Singapore Flyer...

Aku ape lagi la, persuaded the hubby to go and bring our babies along... (Thanks Sis!! Huwaaaaargh!! Aku sunggoh terharu dan happy sangat2 bile kau dapat jugak beli kan kitorang ticket tu dengan harge yg murah giler...)

So on November 7th, we fetched Mr & Mrs Rostam Afandi and headed straight to the Singapore Flyer!! Woo hoo!! Susah wo nak dapat ticket murah... Alhamdulillah dapat jugak kitorang naik bende ala yang tinggi nak mampos tu...

Frankly, takot tu takot jugak la... But nak naik punye pasal, takot pon aku letak tepi la... lol....

SLIDE uploaded above...

Weekend Spent Over At 3rd Bro-In-Law's Crib...

As Salam Peepz...

It's been a while since I last blogged... Life has been so monotonous... Work in the office has been pretty hectic, boring and DULL at the same time... My mini little family is what that keeps me going, not forgetting that there are still some of you out there who still cares for the well-being of my family and me... "Thank you people... You know who you are.... Aku saaaaaayang korang banyak2... Hanye Allah s.w.t saje yang akan membalas budi baik korang... Insya'allah... Amin..."

Lately, my life's been pretty overwhelmed with sadness... The biggest blow for me ever was the part when my beloved uncle, Wak Mi, passed away recently... He left us all too soon and suddenly... I was so devastated by his death... I still miss him...

Another few stacked-up memories... Good ones are nice to keep... But the bad and sad ones are those that I dislike to be kept piled up...

There's this saying, "Wounds would eventually heal, but the scars would always be there...".

Another sad thing was when I found out that those who're close to me were actually just "acting, creating a show, pretending" that they were fine having us with them... It was such a disappointment to hear that our presence (my hubby, babies and I) are not 100% welcome in their lives... It's like WE are a burden to them... To top it all off, they've been showing shit-ass faces towards us... I mean, ye la... Kalau tak suke, cakap la tak suke... Cakap depan2... Jangan nak step buang muke and kutok blakang... Dengan anak2 aku pon dorang step buang muke, mcm nak tak nak layan... We can leave and not bother about you guys... The "mangkok shit-ass faces" aren't necessary... Aku rase mangkok kat DAISO tu lagi laku...

Funny thing how our $$$ doesn't look like a burden to them and accepting our $$$ makes them feel a LITTLE BIT at ease (a little bit eh... baik perrrrr...)... Tak bersyukor... Itupon kadang2 family aku kena kate jugak... Money not enough la, too little la... bla bla bla... Whatever la... Lumrah sesetengah manusia... Mereka lebih suka pada status dan duit sebab to them, MONEY & STATUS IS EVERYTHING!!

I've heard and seen enough nonsense and crap already... It's only lately that all these nonsense and crap had taken its toll on us... It's already at its PEAK... We couldn't take it any longer... Aku sedih sangat2 mengenangkan naseb kluarge ku, especially my 2 little children... They know nuts about what's going on around them... All those critisms, the gossips, the backstabbings, the backbitings that their Ummi and Baba are facing... Depan muke lain, blakang muke lain... Aku sedih sangat2... Tahon ni banyak kisah sedih dalam hidop ku... I thank Allah s.w.t for giving me my husband... I can't imagine how would I cope with all these problems without having him... Walaupon perit untok aku telan, aku tetap akan tabah menghadapi nye... Insya'allah... Amin...

I think by the end of year 2009, I probably would have cried gallons of tears...

I guess it's time for us to make a change soon... Tukar angen... It's for the best... I guess... You guys keep a lookout on our "coming soon" changes ya... Pray for me and my family... Insya'allah, I hope it's for the best... Amin...

So recently last weekend, I spent the night over at 3rd bro-in-law's crib in Sengkang together with my babies... Ade makne nye aku anak branak tido lepak satu malam kat sane... Hubby and his 3rd bro went on a 1 day trip to Melaka... So since my 3rd sis-in-law's (Muz) all alone at home, I offered to spend the night there with her while both of our hubbies went to Malaysia... Woo hoo!!

Memang kecoh la kat ruma tu... We chit chat till late nights, laughed like crazy over funny things, went to the "Pasar Malam" (Night Market) although we knew that the weather was still drizzling that Saturday night... lol... Pegi tetap pegi!! Orang pompuan ni... Kite pantang kalau nampak ade pasar malam, hutan tebal pon sanggop kite redah pakai parang... lol...

The next morning, Mummy Muz and Ummi Lily together with their 2 little junior sidekicks went to have breakfast at KFC Compass Point (Wei Sis Muz!! Compass Point ke Compass Vale ah?? Aku not sure tau... Aku asal bole pok jer ni... lol...) Actually kitorang nak gi sarapan kat McDonald's but the place was so crowded so no choice lor, KFC was our last resort... hee hee...

After that was grocery shopping at Cold Storage Supermarket... I tell you, both of my toddlers... Wah seh... Dorang nye prangai... Foooh!! Really testing my patience tahap "guruh and lightning"... They (Asil & Asyura) couldn't sit still... They would surely wanna get their hands on every piece of toy that they bumped into... Both fighting for the same piece of toy... They'll wail, scream and cry, I tell you!! Aku macam planning nak pakai muffler jer lain kali dorang buat prangai macam tu... Naseb baik la Mak Uteh (Sis Muz) dorang bole jugak endure their screamings and nakal-ness... (Thanks Sis for helping me out with the 2 kids... Kalau kau nak tahu, mcm tu ler aku kalau klua dengan dorang... Imagine me handling them alone without hubby... lol...)

So we went home and prepared lunch before our hubbies return... The menus for lunch were, Spicy Lemon Chicken, Stir Fried Cabbage and Fried Eggs... Alhamdulillah, sume masakkan yang kitorang masak success2 belake... Ahahahaha!! It was fun cooking with my Sis Muz... Kecoh!! Banyak ketawe!! Ahahahaha!!

Suami kitorang balek jer tros complain lapar... (Lerrrr... Kitorang da tahu pon dorang balek ni confirm lapar giler...) We received thumbs up from them la coz the food was great... Huwaaaaargh!! Suke tau bile suami kitorang puji ber-bakol2... WIFE POWER!! Yeah baby!!

The best part was when both the brothers slept like a pair of log after lunch.... Ahahahahha!! Ni part kecoh!! Aku rase kan, kalau bomb meletop pon dorang tk bangon... Both were way far in "Dream Land..." I did managed to take a few pictures of their sleeping poses... lol...

OK, SLIDE uploaded above...

P/S: I'm trying to stay strong and endure for the sake of my family... Smile though your heart is aching Ummi... =) I hope this future change would do us good... Insya'allah, amin... =)