Sunday, May 3, 2009

How Could You...

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're "here" not "there"
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, some never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need, what you need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

[Stop and Stare by One Republic]
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Time and time again you bring me down... Disappoints me... Saddens me... Think negatively of me... You make use of me whenever you feel like it... Never did you notice you've always been so bias towards me and my other siblings... And never ever did you (for once) put yourself in my shoe and the situation that I'm going thru...

It's always about you isn't it? It's always about you... All these while, I've been putting up with you... Trying my best to please and accept you as you are but the "real" you never seems to stop flaunting...

You demoralise me...

How could you...

How could you, Mom...

4 comments:

Nad.is.me. said...

Yo beb, are u alright?

Chill yo. Things happened for a reason. Don't take it to heart yeah?

Meh hug sikit meh. :)

Lily Ash Burn... said...

Yeah, I noe... Things happens for a reason and there's always a sunshine after every rain. That's why I always try to put things in a positive way as much as I cud, even if a huge pile of shit had just landed on top of my head... lol

What I can say is... I really hate to be taken for granted, you know... It sucks...

Anyway, thanks for dropping by darling. I woke up feeling much better this morning and a "mmmmmmmuah" and a cuddly hug to you too!! =)

Shopaholic Mama said...

How are you feeling now dear?
Hope everyting will be ok, just take some time to understand maybe!

Lily Ash Burn... said...

I'm feeling much better today... Whatever it is she is still my mom and I always pray for her well-being. Insya'allah, I hope everything turns out well in the end... =)

Must always wake up in the morning with a happy and positive attitude!! Thanks Kak Ann!! Mmmmmuah!!