Mixed Emotions...

I pretty much am feeling a bit pissed, sad and moody the very moment I woke up from my sleep today... These mixed emotions had some sort of like caused me to be feeling a little bit down and out of focus in my work...

To top it all off, I had an argument with one of my office colleagues the moment I stepped into the office this morning... It's been a while eversince I had a "mouth fight"with her... Freakingly making me pissed!! Bloody hell!! Of all humans, why does it always have to be HER... She always pisses me off with her stupid questions, her "don't know" and her "huh-huh"... If it weren't for my boss's advice and kind words telling me to give in and ignore, I would've have just scream my lungs out at her... Gosh!! Wonder when would she ever change?

Boss, "Lily, I know you can't stand her laziness and rude manner... You always quarrel with her because you know she's doing the wrong thing and you are just trying to correct her mistakes but she just won't admit it... Just regard her as an old woman OK..."

Ya-da-ya-da-ya-da... Whateverrrrrrr... You're damn right, she's lazy alright... pfft... To me, if you don't make it a habit to change for the better, then forever you will remain as it is and definitely, you'll have people disliking you sooner or later...

I've people pissing me off with the words they said, about me and my family... Bla bla bla... Sometimes I wish all of these people would just vanished into thin air right infront of my face and not bother about my life no more... Seriously, I'm beginning to feel really really sick and tired of them all...

How I wish I could get away to a much more peaceful and quiet life, just me and my family... Living a life of our own and not bother about others too much... But I don't think we could coz basically, our lives are pretty much tied up with the people around us, our friends and relatives... And basically, some of these people are just pretending to like us... Some even have the guts to take advantage of us... It's sad to know that you have a community of people who behaves like this towards you and your family... Yes!! I know that there are some who are just faking their friendliness towards me and my family... You know who you are and don't you dare think that we didn't see it coming!!

Well, I guess, that's life... It's full of ups and downs... Full of people who are just wearing a piece of mask on their faces... And whether I like it or not, I've to live with it...

I'm just thankful and glad that Allah completes my life with a wonderful husband and 2 adorable babies...