As Salam Peepz...
Today's one of the saddest day of my life... I've lost one of those people whom I love so dearly... My uncle, Wak Mi (one of mom's youngest siblings)... My feelings? So many mixed emotions... Devastated, sad, hard to believe and still in a state of shock with question marks on my mind... Of all people, why him?
I was awaken this morning by mom who was screaming her voice out and was knocking frantically on my bedroom door saying, "Kaaaaak!! Bangon Kak!!"
So I opened the door (still in a sleepy daze) and caught mom crying, saying, "Wak Mi kau da tak de lagi Kak... Wak Mi, adek Mama da meninggal..."
Seriously, I was like in a state of distress plus shock upon hearing the news... I just breakdown... Cried... Didn't expect this coming... Not at all... Hubby too was in a daze... He managed to console me but being the 'emo' me, I couldn't really control this freaking tears coming out of me...
I love my Wak Mi... He was there when I ran away from home a few years back during my teenage years... He and his wife... They were always there to hear my problems and giving me advises... They were always there to support whatever decisions that I made in life... They were just some of those people who agrees with the man whom I chose to marry and be with... When people looked down upon my future husband (who is now my hubby), they were the ones who had given us the courage to pull thru and not bother about what others might say about us... Even till now...
And so, when the sad news came right infront of me saying that my uncle had passed away in the morning of today, I was totally devastated... I am devastated... Only Allah knows how I'm feeling right now... Knowing that one of those whom I love so dearly had left us all for good... He left behind a very good wife (Cik Tonah) who's now pregnant with his 3rd child, a daughter (Cousin Sutinah) and a son (Cousin Suhaidi)...
I now wonder how are they all gonna live; each without a husband and a father... I hope Allah gives them the courage to stay strong facing the people of this world and whatever future obstacles that might come along the way... Insya'allah... Amin...
We rushed to the Changi General Hospital just now but was too late to see Wak Mi's body... His body had already been sent over to the Singapore General Hospital for an autopsy... The situation in the hospital was a complete silent... All of my family members were there... Each with their own mixed emotions, sitting down moaning on the death of Wak Mi...
Right now, I'm at one of my aunt's (Mama Poi) home in Tampines... Chilled here for a while before all of us make our move to Wak Mi's home in Bedok for a little visit... I just wanna see my Cik Tonah and her children...
Can't really express how I'm feeling right now but I really need to let it out in this blog of mine... It's like a part of me had been torn apart to pieces... Of all people why him?
6 comments:
Iringi yang pergi dengan kalongan Al-Fatehah & bekalan Surah Yaasin.
Life is full of the unexpected and we never know when our leaf will fall. Love those around you today and until there's no tomorrow.
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Salam Madam Azizah
To Azizah: Thks u Mdm. I really appreciate ur kind thoughts. Yes, life is full of d unexpected... Insya'allah, I'll visit ur blog OK. At de moment, I'm still feeling down and depress losing one of those whom I really love....
Salam Lily,
Heard about the news. Takziah ye and bawak byk bersabar dan istighfar byk2...Mmg sakit sgt bila org yg kita syg tinggalkan kita secara mengejut mcm tu... Tapi kita kena redha dan yakin pada ketentuan Allah s.w.t.
Al-Fatihah....
To Effa Yusof: As Salam to u too Kak Ipa... Thk u Kak... I really appreciate it... Insya'allah, I'll try to overcome it all... Trying to cope...
Beb, sorry to hear about the loss. He must have been someone you really look up to since his departure makes u very sad. I know how that feels.
Just be strong beb, like how u advised me too when my nenek left me. I know it's hard, but life still goes on. I hope the family is coping well too.
Stay strong okay. Just so that you know I'll be here to comfort. :)
Al-fatihah to arwah Wak Mi. May he rest in peace and be blessed with jannah.
PS: I need your email address.
To Nad (Otak Belacan): Thanks dear... Thank you for your words of comfort... Insya'allah, may my uncle rest in peace and be blessed... Amin... Nanti aku kasi e-mail address aku thru Twitter K... =) Love u!! Mmmmuah!!
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