Allah Knows My Intentions Are Good...

I'm not a heartless human being...

I've no other choice...

You had force me to turn into someone who might look heartless to you... I don't mean to hurt anyone... Really... I'm not mean...

Only Allah and all those people who are close to me knows that my intentions are good... I'm doing this for the sake of my family...

I don't wanna hear anymore gossips... I don't wanna hear anymore backbitings... I don't wanna see anymore "long-faces" from you... I don't wanna hear anymore complains... And I definitely don't wanna have anymore feeling of doubt and hatred in me... Enough of all those hypocrisies that I've seen and heard, both infront and at the back of me...

I just want a peace of mind...

This change... I'm sure gonna look forward to...

This change... That's definitely gonna make me miss all those memories that I spent with you...

This change... That I hope will never make me turn into someone that I don't wanna be...

I'm still me...

I'm still your Lily...

Even if you hate me... Even if you talk bad about me and treat me like a trash... I'm still your Lily...

The one who always think of you even when you never (for once) have a kind thought about me... I'm still your Lily...

And even how hurt it is I feel after all those things that you said about me and my family... I still love you...

My prayers will always be with you even if you treat me like I'm a speck of dust... ;'(

A change would do us all good...


Trime kaseh wahai suamiku kerane slalu ade disisiku disaat aku sedih dan memerlukan mu... Thru good and bad times, we'll always be together... Insya'allah, amin... Love you always, Baba...