Respect...

Respect is what you earn not command
That is something some find hard to understand
You earn respect if respect you do show
From people in your life you've come to know

Of Respect or lack of we do read of and hear
Though this is a thing that cannot be born of fear
Of somebody who has power over you
In your feigned respect your feelings are not true.

Many may respect and admire the high achievers of the town
And applaud them on their journey to renown
But with the many some do disagree
Through different eyes we see things differently.

Respect is something you can only show
For one that you feel privileged for to know
And of any shackles true respect is free
That's how it is and that's how it will always be.

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It is time to change the way you talk to people
Because I personally think it is very rude
And nobody else will tolerate that
Besides me
You need to respect people
If you want to get respect from them
Because it works 2 ways
First you have to give some respect
In order for you to get some respect from them

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Tried my best to brush this "hatred" feeling inside of me aside, but it seems that every sickening reaction this human makes, pisses me off...

Well, maybe because I'm too quiet, don't talk much type of person... Too lenient la har... Maybe I'm not the "mulot LASER" type of person... Maybe that's the reason why I always have rude ass humans around who always love to test my patience... Also, a part of it is maybe, because I always put this habit of forgiving to whatever shit that comes by - every single day...

Seriously, YOU DON'T WANNA SEE THE UGLY SIDE OF ME... I will explode if provoke... Believe me I will... So try bottle up my patience up to the max & you'll see what you get...

All of the above, are my reflections of YOU...

Also, if YOU don't fancy US, so what makes YOU freakingly think that WE fancy YOU?

YOU, who pretends to like us...
YOU, who loves comparing your so-called perfect family life with others...
YOU, who loves to look down upon us like we're a bunch of so-called UNEDUCATED IDIOTS...
YOU, who loves to talk so braggartly...

Don't YOU dare for a freaking second think that WE ARE NOT AWARE OF EVERYTHING AROUND US...

After the "drama-mama-scenario" that took place a few years back, I tried so hard to like YOU back... Tried to forgive you & brush everything aside... But time & time again, your actions just pisses me off...

Seriously, the RESPECT that I had for YOU, just flew off the freaking window... Not a single R-E-S-P-E-C-T is left... Nope... Nada...