Today's your birthday...
I just don't know whether should I call or sms to wish you a "Happy Birthday..."
After what happened recently & all those mean things you said about me & my family, it's been giving me this feeling of a half-hearted daughter who is not sure of whether should she greet her dad on his birthday just like she used to every single year...
Perhaps today, on your birthday, you might think that I've forgotten your birthday... You're wrong... You should know by now that of all your children, I'm the only one who would always be the first to remember both you & mom's birthday... And as usual, I'll be the first one to wish you guys...
You know, it's really sad just to think of not wishing you on your birthday after all those said & done... Hati kakak maseh rase saket...
But don't worry dad... Even if both you & mom despised me & my family, we will always pray for your well-being no matter where you are...
Wishing you a, "Happy 52nd Birthday Papa..."
May Allah show you the righteous of way... May He give you the wisdom to realise what's good & bad and who's good & bad in this place we called Dunia...
Perhaps you're blinded by your ego after what you said about me & my family ... I don't blame you coz men are always with their egos... It's just that I hope Allah make you realise that everybody have flaws of their own... Each with their own mistakes made... And from that mistakes, we should learn not to repeat it over again... We should also never demoralise others instead we should reflect ourselves first before pointing our fingers at others...
I guess it's been like that for you eversince I was a kid... Blaming & accusing others... It's OK... I hope Allah make you realise your deeds soon... Insya'allah... Amin...
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