I am so so pissed right now... I don't know how to express myself in this blog... But for sure He knows I am so so pissed off...
My patience was tested... My anger nearly blew-off to the extreme... I could punch a wall with my fist...
YOU, YOU, YOU!!
You couldn't read what's inside of me... You don't have a brain like me... So don't say anything that your mouth wants to say... I am ME... I admit I do have my flaws... And I HATE IT when you just assume anything you like about ME... Coz you are not ME... You are not The Almighty Him either who knows very well about me...
You bore me, yet you still don't know me? Your own flesh & blood... You act like you know me but it's such a disappointment, you don't...
Self centred egotistical mind... That's all you have...
So please, don't judge me anyhow or anyway you please... I know what I'm doing... Also, I've reminded you time & time again that I've a husband... Whatever decisions made were discussed & confirmed by the both of us...
I hope He, wake you up & widen your mind... Coz I hate for the fact that, that self centred egotistical mind of yours creates a living stress out of me... Hate it... It's been that way eversince I was a kid... I'm really sick of it!! It's always you... EVERYONE HAVE TO ABIDE TO WHATEVER YOU SAY WHETHER IT'S WRONG OR RIGHT!! Please... I really had enough...
I'm breaking down right now amiss all these crap... Stressed up... Angry, sad, EVERYTHING!!
I'm really looking forward when this world comes to an end... Coz that's where we'll be able to see each of our deeds... ALL OUR DEEDS... Only then you'll be able to know & learn the true ME... I've had enough of this self centred egotistical nonsense from you...
Right now, it feels like my heart's poked thru by a sharp needle... That's how painful it is for me...
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